The Struggle of the Sick Wife

The Struggle of the Sick Wife
School Dropouts


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A week ago Ayu was at the house mba Titin, and until now Ayu has not heard any gossip at all in her village.because when the mother contacted Ayu, mama didn't talk about anything to Ayu.


Mba Titin who found out if mama Ayu contacted himself and asked about Ayu. then mba Titin also directly explained to mama Ayu, that Ayu this week was in his house. mba Titin also explained who the man who picked up Ayu at that time. After getting an explanation from mba Titin, finally mama Ayu understood.


And when Ayu will return home to his village, bang Lutfi also offered to drive Ayu home.what else after hearing the story from mba Titin, the, that mama Ayu contacted him and asked who the man who picked up Ayu at the boarding house.


Hearing that bang Lutfi also felt bad for Ayu's parents.and that's because of her, her self offered to drive Ayu. at least bang Lutfi would be responsible, he said, because she had dared to take a girl without permission.


Hearing that Ayu just assented the good intentions of the Lutfi bang that will bring her home.Turnnya Ayu was home to her village with in between the Lutfi bang. I don't know what her second relationship looks like, which is clear bang Lutfi does have a taste in Ayu.


Being right for Ayu, if in asked himself to like bang Lutfi maybe yes.just if it should be honest, his self has no intention to be more serious in a relationship with men, but if you want to be more serious, what else is he currently still in school. Ayu only wants to go to school and work after graduating from school, she just wants to help her mom, and just wants to be proud of her.


" House mba Ayu is still far away huh?" said bang Lutfi who asked Ayu.


" It's still a long way away, maybe still about half an hour" said Ayu.


Soon his second arrived at the Ayu residence, a cottage in his habitation with his mother and grandmother Ayu. Ayu is never ashamed of the current state of her life.Sometimes it is mama who feels ashamed, what else when Ayu's friends are locked up in Ayu's house.


" Yu .. You are not ashamed to bring your friends to play here?." said mama Ayu shortly after the return of Ayu's friends.


"Why should I be ashamed ? usually they are the same with Ayu, not the same house Ayu. Ayu will know which is more sincere with Ayu." Ayu said to the mother.


Similarly, when bang Lutfi brought Ayu home. Ayu just relax, because the truth is not only bang Lutfi, a man close to Ayu, and who had come to the house of Ayu. since Junior High Ayu did have some male friends, Ayu, and always visit Ayu's house.


" Assalmualaikum .. " bang Lutfi saluted my mother.


" Wa'alaikumus salam .." said the mother replied to the greeting.


" I'm sorry ma'am, I know my name is Muhammad Lutfi, I am a friend of his mas Aan and mba Titin. and I also have to pick up Ayu at the boarding house at that time." bang Lutfi explained to my mom.


While Ayu was just silent, her self did not want to comment anything.


" Yes, I already know from his mba Ayu. mba Ayu has explained all of it." said mama.


" I'm sorry ma'am, if I might not be polite to pick up the mother's child, without permission from the mother." bang Lutfi also directly asked maaf mama Ayu.


" Yes, it's okay - it's just that, at this time Ayu is crowded in gossip right by the neighbors.as a result of Ayu who was picked up from the boarding by a man, a man, and at this time the news has spread in the village.even Ayu was reported to be a call woman, and is currently pregnant." said the mother in a soft voice that signifies that there is a lot of disappointment in the mother.


Really Ayu does not accept, if his self is slandered to do things that Ayu never did. Do not do it, just imagine it never crossed Ayu's mind. even though Ayu has many close male friends, her self cannot just destroy her future.


" By Allah ma'am, I did nothing - anything to the mother's child, anything else to do something inappropriate.even though I have a taste in the mother's child. " bang Lutfi told mama Ayu.


" I never forbid Ayu to be close to anyone, which is important for me Ayu can take care of herself" said mama Ayu to bang Lutfi.


And the end of the bang Lutfi was saying goodbye, after explaining to mama. because bang Lutfi had to return to his place of work.mama and Ayu did not forget to say thank you to bang Lutfi, but he did not forget to say thank you, for he sent Ayu home.


After Lutfi's return home, mama back to ordinary - mama was not talking about rumors circulating, as if - if nothing happened during Ayu's departure.


days change, Ayu spent the school holidays in the month of fasting with calm, not even felt now Ayu's holiday period will end. and exactly four days after Lebaran bang Lutfi back to visit the house of Ayu.


Early Ayu was very surprised by the arrival of the Lutfi bang for his second time. Ayu felt whether this man was really serious with Ayu, when the age of the Lutfi bang had turned twenty-two years, while Ayu was sixteen years old.


Even when it was bang Lutfi actually spent the night at Ayu's sister's house in the back, because at that time bang Lutfi what if he had to go back to work again. because indeed the place of work bang Lutfi is in debt. bang Lutfi is an employee of the mine in one of the companies.


And just after finishing dinner, Ayu's mother and Ayu's sisters and Lutfi's bang were gathered.


" What does Nak Lutfi have to do with Ayu?" said the mother who opened her voice at this time.


" I have a sense of motherhood, and I also have a relationship with Ayu" bang Lutfi explained to mama.


" Honestly I feel disappointed with Ayu, what else with the arrival of Lutfi son here will definitely add to the gossip again.I also have been unable to attend school Ayu at this time. while Ayu's father never helped Ayu's school fees at all and the possibility of Ayu will drop out of school." said Mama Ayu.


Ayu who heard the words of the mother could only cry as hiccups at the door of the cottage, facing her face out staring at the dark of the night. his chest felt tight when he found the fact that he had to drop out of school.


" If Ayu does not continue anymore, I am ready to take responsibility for Ayu bu" said bang Lutfi


The more weeping Ayu heard the words bang Lutfi, what should be so soon ? Ayu still wants to feel her teenage years, Ayu still wants to feel the school, Ayu still wants to be free to have many friends.her sense Ayu wants to scream at this time, Ayu still wants to, releasing tightness on his chest that feels very tight.


Hearing Ayu who is still crying a hiccup.no one asks how Ayu feels, no one wonders what Ayu wants.what is Ayu's feeling is not too important to them.Mama Ayu, Ayu, brother Ayu, even bang Lutfi was just speechless looking at Ayu who was crying.


" It's good ma, if Ayu does have to drop out of school is okay, but, Ayu please give Ayu a week to school, after that it's up to mama." said Ayu opened her voice after a while to ease her crying.


" Well, later on the weekend mama picked up Ayu while cleaning up the goods at the boarding house.and for Lutfi son, the mother is up to Ayu only. if she is willing, if she is willing, I can only bless you." said mama Ayu. and only in reply to a nod of the head by Ayu.


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