The Struggle of the Sick Wife
Deteriorated

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After the departure of bang Lutfi from home, Ayu's condition really - really bad and alarming. with the condition of pregnant Ayu again struggled for strength, but the physical condition as well as the hormones of pregnancy Ayu, Ayu, making mental Ayu not strong bear the burden of his life.

'Yes Allah Ayu has a strong hik .. Ayu cape hik .. O Allah take Ayu's life now hik ..'

monologue Ayu in the heart, when his self is not strong face all the tests given to him.

With a kater knife Ayu sliced the pulse in his hand, Ayu really can no longer think clearly.

" Sret "

The catcher knife sliced Ayu's wrist, seeing the blood flowing from her hand, and Ayu was immediately blurry and before long Ayu fell unconscious in her room.

" ye .. Ayu .. eat first son " said mama from the kitchen, shortly after mama Ayu finished cooking.

Since Ayu's pregnancy, mama did live with Ayu. Actually her mother did know if her daughter's household was having problems since one month ago.however, the, mama chose to be quiet, before Ayu herself told her.

Actually mama Ayu is not a parent who likes to interfere in the family affairs of his children.but for this time, maybe no longer. see the state of his daughter who slumped, but for this time, may no longer, making mama really - really disappointed with her daughter-in-law was. what else before the departure of her daughter-in-law from home.

Bang Lutfi guiltlessly said that he committed adultery with other women on the mama and Ayu family.Even harsh words came out of the Lutfi bang on the entire Ayu family. what heart of a mother is not broken hearing the confession of her son-in-law, who had blatantly hurt her daughter but, mama tried to be strong, to be strong, strong for Ayu and for her two grandchildren.

Hearing no answer from Ayu makes mama go straight into Ayu's room to see Ayu's condition.and when mama, enters Ayu's room how shocked her mama, how shocked she is, as he looked at Ayu who was lying helplessly on top of the bed with blood rushing down from his wrist.

" O Allah Ayu ... Asstagfirullah .. O Allah .." with hisrist mama also shouted.Even his whole body felt trembling and limp to see the current state of his daughter.

Hearing the screams of mama, mambuat Ayu's brother quickly entered the house, and when entering Ayu's room, he was no less shocked by Ayu's state.

" O Allah Ayu .." Ayu's brother quickly tied the wound on Ayu's wrist with a cloth, to stop the blood that continued to flow due to the incision.

After tying the wound on Ayu's wrist, Ayu was immediately rushed to the hospital with the rocks of the neighbors.what else is the current state of Ayu who is pregnant, Ayu, it would be very dangerous if not treated directly by the medical side.

Once in the hospital, Ayu was immediately rushed to the ER. What else is the condition of Ayu is currently starting to be critical, with Ayu's heartbeat starting to weaken.

" Dok , please save my sister doc. she is pregnant." said Ayu's brother by lifting Ayu's body and running towards the ER room.

The medical members who saw Ayu's condition immediately swiftly took over Ayu from Ayu's sister, what else when they found out that Ayu was currently pregnant.

While in the waiting room Ayu family is hoping - please be anxious about Ayu's current condition.Mama has even been crying over Ayu's condition since then, her self really can not see the conditions that Ayu faced so far.

" It is ma . for now do not think of others. mama just think Ayu and pray Ayu. let Allah will repay all his deeds to Ayu." said Ayu's sister-in-law, who is currently strengthening her mother by tightly hugging the middle-aged woman's body.

" What Ana said was true bi, now is not the time for her aunt to think of people who should not be thought of. Just be a booster for Ayu at this time, just now, and pray that Ayu is good - fine. "this time my mother's niece who opened her voice.

As for Ayu's older brother, now prefers to be quiet.self as if unable to say a word at this time.his mind is upset, his mind is, even his two eyes were already reddened holding back the cries and fury that became one.

Ayu's second brother was indeed a quiet type of man, even when bang Lutfi said - even the harsh word of himself was just silent.what was on his mind at that time, what was on his mind, either her self does not want to fuss or her self is embarrassed if until the problem that her sister experienced becomes the talk of others.

Almost thirty minutes Ayu was in the ER room, now a doctor came out of the room and immediately met Ayu's family.

" I'm sorry, is there a patient's husband?" now the doctor is looking for a husband from Ayu, because he wants to explain about Ayu's current condition.

" No doc, but I'm his sister, what is my sister's current condition doc ? " said Ayu's sister, told the doctor and asked the doctor about Ayu's current condition.

" Oh .. well if so, sir, the condition of the father's sister has begun to improve, after the blood transfusion in the patient and the condition of the fetus is fairly safe, the condition of the father's brother has begun to improve, after his blood transfusion in the patient, it's just sorry, what makes the patient want to end his life in a pregnant condition ?. not my intention to interfere. it's just, just, during pregnancy, a mother's metal condition is very sensitive, what else with unstable emotions. Therefore, pregnant women need support from people around her. so that at the time of her pregnancy does not happen something that is not desired." at length the doctor who handles Ayu also explained about the condition of Ayu's pregnancy.

" Alright doc. I make sure this will not happen to my sister again and thank you for the help" Ayu said to the doctor who handles Ayu.

" Same sir, this is my duty as a doctor.and please take good care of my father's sister, so that events like this never happen again.because it is very dangerous for both of them, he said, if it's a little late, then the two may not be saved and for now, the patient will be moved to the hospital room." again the doctor reminded Ayu's condition.

" Okay, doc, thanks again."

After nodding his head the doctor was passed from the presence of the Ayu family, while Ayu himself has now been moved to the patient's ward accompanied by the Ayu family.

Now Ayu and the family are already in the treatment room, Ayu's family does regret the actions of Ayu. However, they do not blame Ayu. they understand very well Ayu's current depressed mental condition. what else when the hormone of pregnancy Ayu makes the emotions in Ayu was unstable when compared with ordinary conditions.

While in the hospital there was no family who talked about Ayu's actions, or about the problems that Ayu is facing at this time.The family this time is really focused on Ayu's recovery, even Ayu's family had brought one of the religious leaders to Ayu. at least the advice conveyed will be able to make peace to Ayu.

" Son Ayu .everything that happens in this world by the will and power of God, whatever Ayu is currently going through, all is the destiny that God has fixed on the son of Ayu. Believe that God is currently very loving son Ayu, God wants Ayu to be closer to Him, Allah wants Ayu to prostrate and complain to Him, open to others.human beings who live in the world, all of them have their own destiny and trials of life - each according to the ability of His servant. Allah never tested His servant beyond the limits of the ability of the servant himself, and what happened to the son of Ayu, it's all because God knows, son Ayu is able to face the test given him. many istigfar ask forgiveness from Allah, and ask for protection from him." said Mr. Nassir, one of the religious leaders in Ayu village.

" Hik .. hik .. asstagfirullahalazim hik . hik. asstagfirullahalazim .. hik .. hik .." after hearing the advice of Mr. Nassir, Ayu immediately said Istigfar.

Ayu realized that his actions were sinful even in wrath by God, however, as an ordinary man who was poor in religious knowledge. making the faith in Ayu's heart as if lost by his current slump. whereas if only Ayu's faith is strong, the faith is strong, then it is precisely his self will continue to fight as any situation he faces at this time.fight not only for himself, but fight for the fetus in his womb.

While Ayu's family is only able to strengthen Ayu, and give spirit to Ayu. Even Ayu's father also encouraged Ayu, he had already known what happened to Ayu. tireless Ayu's father advised Ayu, so that Ayu patiently and sincerely face his problems at this time.This is what is called a blessing in disaster, the entire Ayu family is now united to support Ayu.

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