The Struggle of the Sick Wife
Disappointment of a Child

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After the departure of Ayu and Dede Ayla from the living room, there are now only two men who are currently still in the living room.with bang Lutfi still sitting on the floor contemplating all his mistakes. ustadz Ahmad was sitting on the floor with a position closer to the front door of the house.

Still with his head bow, Lutfi mused over all the fatal mistakes he had made one year ago, and this is the result of what he did in the past to his family.

" Mas Lutfi, I apologize for my wife.if possible my wife's words offend mas Lutfi.and I beg you to be able to understand my wife's current situation." said Ustadz Ahmad opened his voice, after his second in a moment of inertia.

" It's okay mas, because this is all my fault.because what is said ummi from children, all of it is true. I can not be a good husband and father and responsible for the family." with still bowing his head bang Lutfi also said in Ustadz Ahmad.

" Nobody is perfect, man is wrong and sinful, but as long as we repent and repent, God willing, there will be a way and ease. the essence is patient and sincere mas, even though all of it is not easy." this time westad Ahmad tried to give a few words - words of wisdom to the man who is now on the verge of regret.

Just now Ustadz Ahmad will again say his words, but from the outside heard greetings.

" Congratio .."

" Wa'alaikumus salam .."

" What's up by ? the word ummi aby there is need with aa yes .?" said aa Ilham politely, when after his self entered and gave greetings.

At this time aa Ilham is still not aware if the abah is sitting on the floor.since his self entered the living room, because the direction of his view is only fixed on his aby, only, without turning his eyes the other way.

While bang Lutfi who heard his son only greeted his father continued alone and without greeting himself, making his chest back tight.not only holding back regret for losing the figure of a sholehah wife like Ayu, but also for the rest of his life, but now he must be willing if his two children love other men more than himself.

Now there is only endless regret that he feels at this time.how not, just for the sake of lust and a momentary pleasure, his self so cruelly abandoned his wife and children. even when the wife was pregnant with her second child.

Although her self has now been married to the woman of her choice.for some reason, there is no fame and tranquility that she got when she was with Ayu. every day her self always felt restless, even when she was with the woman who had been married in the series.

For a year or so her self left and separated from the family, there was a sense of being lost in her bang Lutfi.self as if living aimlessly, without purpose, there is no spirit like when he was the legal husband of the girl who fifteen years ago was officially married.

Somehow his self was so heartless to leave the woman who had accompanied him for fifteen years and had even given him a pair of children. his self can double his wife only for the sake of a widow of two children, who even in any case his wife is more than all her.

" Where did Aa come from?." this time bang Lutfi was forced to let out his voice, upon seeing the son still unaware of his existence.

Hearing the familiar voice, now aa Ilham immediately turned his head, and in his view the brother who was sitting tight on the floor, with a sad face. this is the first time for Ilham to meet the abah again, after more than a year the abah left just like leaving the ummi and his self.

" a Ilham, asked abah nak." said Ustadz Ahmad, after seeing the son who was silent without wanting to answer his question.

" Main."

A short answer that seemed cold, now ejected from the lips of the son.

Hearing the answer of the son who seemed cold, bang Lutfi only smiled wryly. indeed getting the unpleasant treatment of his son made his heart broken, even more painful than anything.

" Look .. salim is equally abah" said Ustadz Ahmad by approaching Ilham and leading him closer to the abah.

While Ilham just fell silent and followed what was said by ustadz Ahmad. without wanting to issue a word to the brother.

" Aby, may I go now?." said Ilham shortly after his salim with the brother.

Not yet had Ustadz Ahmad issued his words, bang Lutfi first voiced.

" Aa angry as much as you want?." by looking towards his son bang Lutfi said.

Hearing the words of the brother, made Aa Ilham turn to look at his brother with a gaze full of disappointment.

" Why would aa be angry with someone who deliberately left his wife and children just for the sake of another woman ? will anger bring everything back to how it was ? aa sense it is impossible, because the pain felt ummi will not disappear just like that. pursue all the happiness abah, because aa know, happiness abah not here.not in ummi, not in ummi, not aa and dede Ayla." Inspiration says by passing away from the presence of the brother, and without greeting Ilham away from home.

Hearing all the words of his eldest son, made bang Lutfi again let out his tears. with his head bowed without being able to say a word.

While Ustadz Ahmad was only able to sigh, himself did not even have time to prevent the departure of his son from home.on the one hand he did justify his son's disappointment in the abah.

However, seeing the man who is now bowed with a deep sense of regret makes himself unbearable, even now the man is struggling with a trembling shoulder that signifies his current self is holding back his sobbing.

" Patience mas, for now please give time to the children first. God willing I will try to give understanding berlahan to both later." said Ustadz Ahmad by stroking the shoulder plan bang Lutfi.

Hearing the words of the man who has now officially become aby for his two children, making bang Lutfi only able to nod his head.Her self is still unable to make his voice, making her voice, it was as if something was choking his neck until his voice was unable to come out.

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