The Struggle of the Sick Wife
The arrival of Ustadz Ahmad
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The days changed Sunday changed weeks, it did not feel a month since the arrival of bang Lutfi to the house of Ayu. now still fresh in Ayu's memory, he said, when bang Lutfi sat down at her feet apologizing to Ayu and the family.
Although the Ayu family is still very angry and disappointed in the Lutfi bang, but Ayu is more honored to forgive the mistakes of the Lutfi bang. and Ayu also allows if bang Lutfi want to visit to visit their children, and still remembered clearly the conversation between Ayu and her ex-husband.
" Yu, can you talk to Ayu alone?" said bang Lutfi to Ayu.
" I'm sorry bang, Ayu does not refuse to talk to her brother. However, we are no longer mahrom to talk to both. if there is anyone who wants a brother to arrive, right, then until it is here." said Ayu.
With her head down Ayu spoke to her ex-husband. Ayu does not want to look at the man who is not a mahrom for Ayu, what else is the man who has made a wound in Ayu's heart.if you can be honest, whenever Ayu accidentally stares at the Lutfi bang, he is not a grim, then the pain in his heart was still very much felt.
Hearing Ayu's words, bang Lutfi was only able to sigh her.wanted her bang sense Lutfi embraced the body of the woman whose face had now been covered in a veil. for some reason after seeing the change in Ayu, it made bang Lutfi feel such great regret in his heart.
Maybe this is karma for him, because it has hurt a woman who holds a wife for her, a wife and a mother of her two children.if time can be repeated, then, his self will not pursue momentary pleasures that are incomparable to his family.
" Ahh .. well, brother will talk here only. is it okay if every month brother comes, to visit dede Ayla?." back bang Lutfi said.
Though his true is not this that he wants to talk about with Ayu. it's just the existence of mama, making himself reluctant to talk about other things.if it may be selfish, it may be selfish, actually there is a desire in his heart to re-refer with Ayu. however, of course it will not be easy for bang Lutfi. what else is with Ayu's family that clearly still muffles her anger.
" Please bang, Ayu does not forbid brother to visit if only want to see dede. because the brother of his biological father, and Ayu has no right to break the rope between father and son. regardless of how all this time brother left her and abandoned her." casually Ayu also spoke to bang Lutfi, as if his self again reminded how his ex-husband was treating his daughter.
" I'm sorry Yu . I'm sorry for being such a bad father to both brothers." by bowing his head, Lutfi's bang apologized. I don't know how many times he said sorry to Ayu.
" It is not on Ayu brother to apologize, but on the children should be his brother to apologize, especially aa Ilham who is currently better understood by the circumstances of his parents. because at this time my brother has no business with Ayu anymore. the problem of brother being a bad father is brother's business with children is not Ayu's business." again - again Ayu seemed to have given a solid wall between herself and her ex-husband.
Hearing the words of his ex-wife, closed was the door of Ayu's heart to her self back in Ayu's life, although with a soft tone, a soft tone, but the requirement of decisiveness in every word that Ayu said to her.
" Yes later when you visit the ponpes brother will apologize to aa Ilham.and this, this there is a little by - by and clothes made dede Ayla." by thrusting the plastic bag he brought earlier on Ayu.
While the mother who watched since then just fell silent, without wanting to take a word from her lips. was dede Ayla indeed since the arrival of the guest had fallen asleep in the room. and bang Lutfi was indeed given permission by Ayu to see the princess who was sleeping fast, in the midst of adult chaos.
" Yes thank you, will Ayu until it is my brother's mandate to dede Ayla." said Ayu to her ex-husband.
After being handed over by - by the one he brought, bang Lutfi was immediately farewell to Ayu and mama. and when his self berampit in front of Ayu, and whether conscious or not. bang Lutfi reached out his hand to Ayu, but Ayu who saw it only replied by cupping both hands in the chest, without intending to receive a helping hand of bang Lutfi.
And it certainly makes the Lutfi bang very embarrassed, his self just remember his habits when with Ayu first. if his self will go to work, he said, so Ayu will kiss the back of her hand with reverence, and the memory is as if making herself forget the current state.
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While in other places, currently a man in a cocoa suit and black cloth pants are busy preparing, himself wants to visit the residence of a woman. who a month ago got the trust from the late wife.
At present Ustadz Ahmad has decided to visit Ayu, this is done ustadz Ahmad because he only wants to live the mandate of his wife. what's more after reading the letter that was given to Ayu, making himself feel guilty to the late wife.
Ahmad Muhammad is the full name of ustadz Ahmad, currently ustadz Ahmad is 45 years old.ustadz Ahmad is a teacher in one of the boarding schools in the city of B, in addition to the teacher in ponpes, ustadz Ahmad is also a lecturer as well as a businessman. ustadz ahmad is an ustadz graduate of S2 Cairo Egypt, as well as alumi boarding school in his place of teaching at this time.
Since the death of his wife six months ago, Ustadz Ahmad did not think to re-marry again.Her self feels quite late the wife who was present in his life.
Until a month ago Rifky's cousin from the late wife came, and handed over a letter that the wife gave to a woman named Ayu.
" This is what ky?" said Ustadz Ahmad who was lying weakly in bed because he was sick.
" Read the bang." Rifky told ustadz Ahmad.
" Huh ... who is the woman who was given trust by your brother ky?." clearly visible from the look on the face of Ustadz Ahmad at this time, his self is holding back anger.
" A strong woman, great, and God willing, a woman of Sholehah." this time Rifky said to ustadz Ahmad.
" How long have you known her, that you can be so sure that she is a strong, great woman, and a sholehah?." again ustadz Ahmad asked Rifky, with the same tone of voice.
" It didn't take long for us to get to know him, but how confident we are with him and as that man I believe in" Rifky said.
" Who and where does the woman live?." is still in fashion asking.
Hearing the question from his brother, Rifky immediately explained all about Ayu in his knowledge, including about Ayu's ex-husband who could leave Ayu while pregnant.
" Did the woman herself say that to you?." Frowning, Ustadz Ahmad asked again.
Ustadz Ahmad was confused, how could the woman who Rifky believed to be a woman of Sholehah be able to expose the disgrace of her household problems in a man who was newly known.
" No, because Ayu didn't say anything to me when I met her."
" Where do you know everything about that woman ?."
" When I visited Ayu's house, and at the same time Ayu's ex-husband visited.until there was an incident of beating from Ayu's brother, Ayu's brother, which at that time was very emotional with the arrival of Ayu's ex-husband, and there I accidentally heard the fact about Ayu, even I also had time to ask one of Ayu's neighbors. and it turns out that what Ayu's brother said is all the truth." this time at length Rifky explained to his brother that.
" What did Ayu do to her ex-husband ?."
" That's why I believe that Ayu is a sholehah woman because with so easy, her self forgives her ex-husband who was a jerk. I alone do not feel like what Ayu feels, it will not be easy to apologize.but Ayu, her self is indeed a woman of choice. God deliberately tests her faith and piety, but Ayu, her self is indeed a woman of choice, with a very difficult test."
Hearing what Rifky said made ustadz Ahmad a little curious as to what kind of woman the wife's late home choice.Even Rifky as a man admitted that Ayu is a strong woman, great ,and sholehah.
" What if your brother does not carry out the mandate of your brother?." after a moment of silence, Ustadz Ahmad again opened his voice.
" It is up to brother, because it is the right of brother.I just convey the mandate of the brother of the colonized, but if bang Ahmad does not want to run the mandate of the brother of the colonized. then let me just replace her."
" You mean?." with a confused frown.
" I will marry Ayu bang." said Rifky firmly.
" What do you mean by marrying Ayu ? do you want me to feel guilty during his time with my late wife ..!" this time the tone of the voice of Ustadz Ahmad rose by an octave.
" Not his brother said earlier did not want to run the mandate of the brother of the Sejah?." this time it was Rifky who was confused by his brother's words.
" Sister asks for your opinion, not to ask you to marry that woman ..! besides brother also needs time to think about it."
" It's up to you, but remember ..! if in one month my brother has not decided to come to see Ayu. then do not blame me, if I will meet him. "
Hearing the words of Rifky a month ago, so today ustadz Ahmad decided to come to meet Ayu at his residence with accompanied by Rifky.
After doing a few hours of travel, now up to ustadz Ahmad and Rifky at the Ayu residence in his village.House that looks simple but with a comfortable feel, the, because there are many trees surrounding the Ayu residence.
While Ayu who had finished performing the prayer, looked surprised by the arrival of two men who met at his house. and one man is a man who a month ago was a guest in his house, is he ustadz Ahmad ? batin Ayu asked.
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