The Struggle of the Sick Wife
Deals
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After the conversation that happened that night, Ayu became excited, thinking of herself who was only given a week to re-feel the school. If you want to blame, Ayu has to blame who ? should Ayu blame the rumors circulating to make the mother disappointed.Ayu really feel that this is not fair to her.
Towards the day of Ayu's departure to the district to return to school, Ayu also tried to restore his spirit back.even though only a week, at least with a week Ayu will be able to carve memories during his life. the time of week will be able to muffle his disappointment, and the time of week will be able to restore his happy smile.
The night when Ayu was tidying up her clothes and put them in a bag, the sister-in-law also inhabit Ayu.
" Yu .. why bring a lot of clothes, besides you will only be a week there.entar added hassle, not to mention bring the goods there." said Ayu's sister-in-law.
Back Ayu must be reminded that he only attended school for a week, even training employees only live his time for three months.then what school is only given a week.
" Yes .. Ayu know, this anyways has a lot.just Ayu's uniform looks a lot." said Ayu explained to her brother-in-law.
" Oh .. kira' in you bring a lot of clothes. yu .. what will you do after dropping out of school ? if according to brother, you just accept the proposal offered by the Lutfi was. according to brother he is good, responsible, which must have been sustainable.you have pity on mama yu .. if you drop out of school, where do you want to find a job ? who wants to hire employees who are only SMP graduates ? do not be a graduate of Junior High School, who is a hard graduate to work.at least, with you married, you will not be difficult to find money.there are already those who give a living, there are already those who give a living, and mama also will not be burdened if you are married." at length Ayu's sister-in-law gave an advice and understanding to Ayu.
Hearing the words of the sister-in-law made Ayu's heart feel crumpled, the heart that Ayu had just set back, the heart that just wanted to be happy even for a moment, ayu's hope, Ayu's future is shattered.
" Sister, Ayu is only sixteen years old, does it have to be that fast Ayu got married. Ayu still wants to feel' in the teenage years of Ayu, even though Ayu is no longer in school." said Ayu lowered her head with tears that fell wet her cheeks.
" Yu .. brother mengga maksa Ayu, besides you are the same Lutfi it is indeed a relationship. So you two are not in a match by force. and sister just nyaranin Ayu, Ayu, think well - well what are you talking to Ayu. while there are good men and willing to be responsible for Ayu. age problems, many in our village, this is, the marriage is younger than Ayu. and try to see their marriage, until now is still good - fine.and most importantly think mama yu .." said the brother as he passed away from in front of Ayu.
While Ayu was still crying, her self was confused what to do right her. Even her self was confused if asked by the problem of her status with bang Lutfi. only if someone asks if Ayu likes bang Lutfi, then the answer is yes, he does like the figure of good and responsible bang lutfi.
Ayu never thought about going through a relationship with bang lutfi seriously.how could a sixteen-year-old teenager like Ayu have to think about a serious relationship, what else if it reaches the marriage stage. it was beyond the expectations of an Ayu.
The next day, Ayu was prepared - ready to return to the district, where she attended school for a year.
" Ma .. Ayu go first yes .." said Ayu who said goodbye to the mother.
" Yes, be careful on the road.Mama's weekend overtakes Ayu." said the mother.
After saying goodbye Ayu also rushed to ride a motorcycle that will deliver itself to kacamatan.okasi Ayu village is far from the main road, as well as the road to Ayu village was not paved just a stone - stone paving the road. then Ayu had to ride a motorcycle to get to kacamatan, the, and from the sort of Ayu can only ride angkot to the district.
Arriving in Ayu district had to ride an ojek in order to get to his boarding house.and here Ayu was in a boarding house that for almost a year became his place to stay. being a witness of himself as a student, even though it can only be felt for a year.here Ayu days as a student are created, and will be a memory during Ayu's life.
Day after day it changed, and during that time Ayu was still haunted by the words of her sister-in-law. Ayu is also confused about what he will do after dropping out of school later.Ayu village has no other job other than as a farmer, be it a farmer in the fields or a plantation farmer.
Is Ayu going to be a plantation farmer, just like the mother did all this time, then how might herself be able to help the family economy, he said, if he only as a worker in the plantation of people.if he wants another job, then is there a company that will accept employees who are only graduates of Junior High School. the cleaning service course must be a High School graduate/sederajad.
Right on the fourth day Ayu was at the boarding house, bang Lutfi came to visit. Ayu was surprised by his arrival to kosan Ayu.
" Yu . sorry if you come here to disturb Ayu, you just want to make sure what Ayu will do after Ayu dropped out of school?" said bang Lutfi asked Ayu.
" Either bang, Ayu is also still confused.if asked what Ayu wants, then Ayu will answer with certainty, that Ayu still wants to go to school and pursue the ideals of Ayu." said Ayu who immediately bowed her face.There is a feeling of sadness, disappointment, and anger in Ayu's heart.
Bang Lutfi who saw Ayu's condition was sad, in his hand pull Ayu and bring Ayu's body into his embrace. Ayu felt a hug that was done bang Lutfi on her, not the embrace of a lover.bain the embrace of a father, a brother, the embrace of love while protecting. all the treatment is what makes Ayu like bang Lutfi, not only that bang lutfi often give pocket money to Ayu.
" Sister did not force Ayu, just think well - both brother's proposal to Ayu. Insha Allah brother will be responsible for Ayu in front of him. brother can not if you have to wait for Ayu too long, because the work of brother who does not allow. if Ayu wants to marry his brother, brother, then the brother will immediately bring Ayu close to the work of his brother." still by hugging Ayu bang Lutfi gave an offer to Ayu.
" Can you give Ayu a thought ?." Ayu asks Bang Lutfi to give her some time.
" Yu .. from the work place brother to the house brother takes 4 hours drive, while from the work place brother to the house Ayu it takes 5 hours drive. what Ayu does not pity with brother, what if brother has to go back and forth. Ayu also knows if the working period is brother, six full days and one day off. If Ayu contacts the brother using a mobile phone, it will not be useful. because in the place of brother work that is in the mine forest is very difficult network." with a long bang Lutfi back explained to Ayu, so that Ayu little understand the condition of his self.
" Keep Ayu should how bang, if asked about getting married Ayu is not ready one hundred percent bang, Ayu still wants to enjoy the period - Ayu's teenage years.but, Ayu also pity her mother, Ayu also pity her, Ayu also does not want to be a burden for mama." at this time Ayu is more down his head in front of the Lutfi bang.
" Yu .. listen good brother - well, and brother will not say it twice. After Ayu married brother, brother will not limit Ayu's association. as long as it is still reasonable. brother also did not ask Ayu to become an adult while being brother's wife.just become Ayu who is now, do not change and do not need to change just for others but, but, change if it is Ayu's own will." still patiently bang Lutfi give understanding and confidence to Ayu.
Hearing everything said by bang Lutfi Ayu was just silent, there is a belief in Ayu that the figure of bang Lutfi might be a husband and protector for Ayu. from the attention and affection given bang Lutfi, making Ayu feel that her self does need the figure, because since the second separation of Ayu's parents, Ayu, her self never felt the affection and attention intact from the two of her.
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