
Raka immediately regretted her actions as soon as the door closed. How could he possibly be this kind of teaching to the woman he loved wholeheartedly?
He quickly opened the door. His heart melted as soon as he saw Davina had gone from that place.
“Devni...” call him.
But Davina was accelerating her pace.
Raka immediately chased after the woman.
“Devni!” Raka grabbed Davina's hand and immediately grabbed her tightly.
“Leasin!!” Davina thrashed, trying to break away from Raka. However, what was the meaning of his strength compared to Raka.
The man easily pulls Davina again to head to her apartment unit. Raka did not want to make more noise and invited the curiosity of her apartment neighbors.
“Please me!!!” Davina screamed as Raka dragged her in, then closed the door.
As soon as they were already inside the private room, Davina screamed again, “Please me right now!!!”
And Raka let go of his grasp.
Davina used the opportunity to walk towards the door. He did not want to see Raka.
However, Raka immediately grabbed it again, then hugged Davina from behind. The woman can smell the very pungent alcohol from Raka's body. Davina doesn't like this!
Davina thrashed for release. Even Raka could feel Davina's body shaking violently from anger.
Finally Raka loosened her embrace. Davina immediately turned around and pushed Raka's shoulder away from him.
“Who do you think you can be like gini???” Davina pointed at Raka's face.
“Your boyfriend,” replied Raka, simply.
“Bener-ener you yes!!!” Davina turned around again, she grabbed the doorknob and jerked it open.
However, Raka is unwilling to allow Davina to leave her life again. He pulled Davina again, then quickly closed the door.
He leaned Davina against the door, then kissed her.
“Raka!!” Davina tries to scream, rebel, and escape from Raka's rough kiss.
However, Raka insists, further locking Davina in her arms. Davina was no longer able to fight back, eventually she let Raka act as she pleased.
He hated always giving up like this. He hated if Raka could act so casually on him.
Even when Raka kissed her like this, her body even resigned with that touch. He did not reply, but no longer refused. All of Davina's frustration melted in her tears. His body trembled as his cries suddenly exploded.
Raka flinched when she realized her hand – clutching the nape of Davina – was wet with tears. She let go of her kisses and clutches.
He looked at the crying Davina's face with grief.
“I messed up, Devni..” Raka put her forehead on Davina's shoulder.
Davina is sobbing so hard.
“I again messed up.. Please don't go..” Raka's hand slowly circles Davina's waist.
This is the Raka that Davina knows…
This is the touch Raka Davina likes…
Gentle…
Not rude and demanding like that.
Realizing that whatever anger he is currently on Raka but his heart has instead forgiven the man faster than it should. This made Davina even more frustrated. Sometimes he feels his feelings for Raka like a curse.
“Don't go.. I can't if there's no you..” said Raka, softly, while kissing her cheek again. Down to the neck, up to the shoulders.
Davina could no longer dodge. He let Raka touch him again. Slowly Rama leads Davina to the room. Even as Raka put her to bed, Davina grabbed Raka by the neck and hugged her tightly. She drowned her face on Raka's shoulder, then cried again.
He just wanted to be by Raka's side, he didn't care if the man could act as evil as he was when he had a lot of thoughts. He loved this man, as much as he could, as he could.
Davina let her body dissolve again with a touch of Raka. They talk about nothing, they talk about nothing. Raka just wanted to hug Davina all night. To eliminate all his worries, all his worries. All the burdens that will be borne.
Without Raka and Davina aware, that holding the contents of each other's hearts does not solve any problems at all. What they're doing now is like saving one time bomb for another.
***
Davina wakes up in the morning without Raka by her side. She immediately exited the room and found Raka sitting on her back on the sofa, while covering her face with a pillow.
Davina approached, then gently lifted the pillow from Raka's face.
As soon as he saw Davina in front of him, somehow Raka immediately felt calm.
Raka shakes. He couldn't tell Davina the problem. He didn't want Davina to worry. Davina will be back in Paris tomorrow. If he knew now, Davina wouldn't have left him. Davina would be here to accompany him. Davina still has a race she wants to run.
Raka never wanted to be Davina's dream barrier again.
I’ll do it by myself…
Thought Raka, touching Davina's cheek.
He will tell Davina everything when she arrives in Paris.
Later.
Notnot now.
“Nothing,” replied Raka, finally.
“Lying! You got drunk last night.”
Raka sighed, then said, “Everything is you don't walk with other guys.”
Davina shook her head, “I'm sure it wasn't because it was aja.”
Raka smiled, “It’s all about you, Devni. It’s always about you. So don’t mess up with me.”
Davina looked at Raka curiously, trying to investigate the truth in her eyes. But he couldn't guess.
Maybe Raka will tell her everything at the right time.
He also touched both cheeks Raka, “I’m always about you too, Raka.”
“I know.”
“Tomorrow I'm home.”
“I know it too.” Raka let out a breath.
“You want me to go home? I have to pack.”
“If forced..” Raka shows off her slanted smile.
“Basic!”
Raka pulls Davina in her arms, “Half hour later?”
Davina smiled, “If forced..”.
Raka chuckles.
Truely so. When Raka falls, gets sick, bleeds, Davina is an aspirin.
***
Raka drove the car slowly. Sometimes he looks next to her. Enjoy the remaining time with her lover before they separated again.
Raka just realized that she had been acting so foolishly for a week, completely ignoring Davina's whereabouts. His girlfriend had intentionally gone home for him.
“We can stop for a while at the front cake shop is not it? I really wanted to eat lemper before I went home.” Davina pointed at a bakery across the street, not far from Raka's speeding car.
“OK. But I think the parking lot is full.”
“What's risk. Stop right across it. I will cross by myself.”
Raka nodded.
The car stopped too.
Davina took off her seatbelt.
When Davina was about to open the door, why did Raka feel so unwilling. She felt strange all over her body, like she didn't want Davina to leave.
However, he did nothing.he thought this was just an ordinary mellow feeling as he was about to part with Davina again.
So he let Davina walk away from her car, crossing alone. At that moment, a car was speeding away from the opposite direction.
Raka did not have time to warn Davina.
Raka lost all her oral and power.
Raka feels the loss of life when Davina's body is crushed by the speed of the car.
The whole world of Raka slowly felt falling around him, especially when he saw Davina lying helpless on a side of the road.
***