Trapped By The Devil
Digging His Own Grave

Raka got into the car with an americano and green tea latte.

“Make you,” he said, handing over the glass green tea latte.

“I'm not mesen,” says Davina.

“But, I want to buyin.” Raka forced it by putting it in Davina's hands.

The woman can only grumble, “If I go up fifty kilos this abis, you have to take responsibility!”

“Iya, yes. If you are fat, then Nikolas will no longer, I will marry you.”

“Ngarep!”

“During the yellow janur has not curved.” Raka chattered, then suddenly remembered.

“Udah curved aja I failin,” he added, lightly.

“Terus you are proud?”

Raka nodded, “That's one of my achievements.”

Davina twists the eyeball.

“You are my dream now. So, every successful attempt to achieve that dream, I consider it an achievement.”

“Ngongcong-so! When do I get home?”

“So much pengepet-cepet separate from me.”

Davina shrugged her shoulders.

“Padahat the rest of the time stay a little more..” muttered Raka, while grabbing the handbrake. Deliberately touching one hand Davina is located near there.

“Udah, just drive the car,” said Davina, pretending to be calm. Though of course his body always likes, even with just small touches like that.

Raka started driving her car.

“So Mama Dee says what?” raka asked, trying to fill the silence. In a moment, he would be separated from Davina, he would have to use the opportunity to talk for longer.

“Only where else.”

Raka nodded.

Silent again.

Raka hate.

Davina…

Unexpectedly, his head was busy thinking about the photo of Raka and Julia earlier. The failure of their former relationship is due to the absence of openness to each other. Davina harbors her feelings, Raka does too.

They want to take care of each other, but end up hurting each other.

Actually if they want everything to improve, they should indeed instill openness between them.

However, isn't Raka and Davina not in a relationship? Raka has the right to be friends with anyone. She doesn't belong to Davina anymore.

So, Davina has no right to demand openness from Raka right? Who is Davina?

“Devni...” Raka calling, suddenly.

“Hm?” Davina looked at Raka.

“Against what?” Raka's voice sounded soft and persuading.

“No.”

“Long.”

Davina sighed. Hadn't he been out of control for a few days? What's wrong if he's getting more self-control?

So, he also confrotated Raka, “Mikirin...we are what exactly now? What exactly are we selling?”

Silent moment.

Raka seemed to think. Like being given the challenge of making a very complicated application by the client. He had to choose one by one the words that would be well spoken. For one word only, he could have lost the client.

And he doesn't want it.

He didn't want to lose Davina. Again.

“We can be anything you want,” replied Raka, finally.

(We can be anything you want.)

“But I don't know what I want.”

“You want me. Simplest. Unostentatious. You're the one who thinks ribet.”

“I'm fiancee!”

“So what?! I failed her wedding!”

“Badness!”

“Udah is too late to realize I'm brash, Devni. Just accept me as I am, because you stuck in me.”

“If later at the end, I still choose Nikolas, how?” challenge Davina.

Raka looked again.

Thinking that he might not be Davina's final choice left her feeling tormented. He could not imagine and did not want to imagine at all. Because it will definitely make him a half-dead nelangsa.

However, in truth, deep down in his heart, he had been preparing himself lately. Especially since the realization that Davina had turned into someone else…

She is not dealing with Davina from two years ago, who loves her wholeheartedly. It's not Davina who would be willing to leave anything for her.

This is Davina.

This is Davina who has been given the best by Nicholas.

This is Davina, whose half heart must have been owned by Nicholas.

And even though all of that was denied by Raka for a while. Now he knows that the chances of winning Davina are very small.

Raka can offer anything to Davina, promising the whole world to her beloved woman. But, she was still Raka who had hurt Davina. He's still the man who left Davina.

And Nikolas had no disability in that part at all. He's as perfect as white paper. It started with Davina with a clean sheet.

“If you finally choose Nikolas, I have no choice but to enjoy these last moments with you.”

Even saying so caused great pain in Raka's heart. Losing Davina was as obvious as he said. And these are just their last moments.

Davina can ignore Nikolas at this time. Her favorite woman can give distance to her fiance.

However, what if it wasn't because he loved Raka? What if it was just because he wanted to enjoy his last moments with Raka?

To resolve the situation…

To finish what was never done between them…

Davina was quiet after that. Not what he thinks. How he feels. Everything's jumbled. He just can't define how he feels about Raka, now coupled with his insanity just because of the photos of Julia and Raka.

Like one is not enough…

While both of them were busy with their respective thoughts, without feeling Raka's car had almost reached the residence of Mahardhika.

Davina panic.

For a while, how about he get rid of the moment he thinks about Julia? What if he just focused on how he would choose between Nikolas and Raka?

And all of a sudden, Davina got an idea. Such a crazy idea would send him straight to his own grave.

However, perhaps this could be a genius idea that could not be repeated twice.

When Raka's car began to enter her yard, she immediately opened her own bag and looked for something.

Davina kept stirring her bag even after the car stopped.

“Udah to, Devni.” Raka reminded.

“Bentar.” Davina kept looking.

And finally…

Got it!

One more ticket for the EspoirxNararya show.

Davina immediately thrust the ticket at Raka as soon as she found it. Raka also accepted and read for a moment what it was.

“He said he didn't want me to come,” said he was so aware of the contents of the ticket.

“Nikolas also came,” Davina said quickly.

Raka fell silent.

“Mom also, Papa is also.”

Raka was getting less and less thoughtful.

But Davina needs to be selfish. He needed to see and compare directly these two men.

What incriminated Davina to choose Nicholas was her family. Thus, the presence of Nicholas himself is of more value.

While damning Davina to choose Raka is Raka herself. Thus, the presence of Nayla and Azel was a plus point for Raka.

“Devni, you don't want any drama right at your ballet school?” important event Raka let out a breath.

“I'm sure you're the same Nikolas already mature enough to accept any decision I will, without having to make a hit scene or other silly things.”

And Raka knows Davina's right.

Even if Raka could not hold back, she knew that Nicholas' self-control was certainly very good. And he can count on that.

Finally, Raka nodded.

He has no other choice. So, he could only say, BRING IT ON!

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