
Dave and Diana wait for the return of their two daughters with a sense of anxiety. Although it had been given news by Rara a few hours ago, but they still could not calm down before the two went home.
“I shouldn't have allowed ya Davina time permission not to go home.” Diana sounded sorry.
Dave patted Diana's back.
“Davina is the same as Rara. Also back home.”
“I remain unsettled.”
“Sabar.” Dave tried to calm Diana down, as well as his own heart. Sometimes being a man is not easy. Already have to hide his own feelings, he must also be obliged to calm the feelings of his partner.
Before long, they can feel relieved because two cars have entered the yard. But, when Diana was about to run to meet her two daughters, Dave instead held Diana's hand.
“Why?” diana asked, not accepting.
“Biarin Davina calm down first.”
“But..”.
“If he still wants to be alone, justin. Don't make him talk now.”
Diana knew her husband was right. Davina has always been a very secretive person. If they search now, Davina will close herself down even more.
And so, as Rara and Davina walked through the living room just like that, Dave and Diana did not try to turn their heads, nor did they find out.
“He'll be all right, Dave?” diana asked, worried.
“He's got all of us, he'll be fine.”
***
As soon as she arrived at her room, Davina immediately laid her extremely tired body on the bed. It turns out that if we cry for several hours without stopping, the head feels like it will break.
Davina closed her eyes. Slowly the drowsiness began to take hold of him. However, just as his consciousness was completely about to disappear, suddenly the shadows of Nikolas and Sienna a few hours ago appeared again in his mind.
Davina jerks. He got up and immediately sat down, then observed the surroundings with nano-eyes. Nope, no. He's right here in his room. Comfortable place. No one would disappoint him here, no one would make him feel betrayed.
Then, suddenly he heard a rumbling sound, the rain slowly began to drench the window of his room. But why did the noise start to calm him. He laid himself on his bed watching the water on the window.
Once calm, then Davina process her own feelings. He tried to understand why the events of Nicholas and Sienna hurt him so much.
And Davina slowly understood...
He always considered Nicholas the only perfect man who would never hurt him. Their love journey is like a fairy tale. Like the prince who found the princess.
Hence, once he learned the fact that Nicholas had an affair with Sienna for the first time. He was convinced this was only because of the bad karma he had planted on himself, having played fire with Raka.
Although his heart belongs to Raka, everything about the man is full of imperfections. So did ballet, his dream, ended with his incompetence. His life feels fucked. And Davina just wants, there's one aspect of her life that feels perfect, right down to the end.
Unfortunately, Nicholas did not want to give those memories to Davina. Like knowing that every action always has a reward. Unable to have Davina's heart, Nicholas seemed to want to brazen how bad the feeling of being betrayed for Davina.
Davina and Nikolas' love journey begins with a kiss. Davina should have known that at that time they were arranging a curse for the end of their love story, because Davina instead thought of Raka. They began with the betrayal of Davina, and ended with the betrayal of Nicholas.
They should be perfect for each other, for betraying each other to the end.
Davina's tears slowly trickled down again, she just let it wet her pillow. Davina has lost energy. He just ran away leaving something. He had just plucked something poisonous out of his own life. Let him sleep for a moment. Let him get away first from all the pain in his heart.
And as if to grant his request, the universe is sending down more and more rain. The noise calmed Davina very much, for she no longer needed to hear all her thoughts. Sleepiness regained control of Davina, and Davina was finally able to sleep peacefully.
***
Davina did not know how long she slept, but she could still hear the sound of the rain faintly when she woke up.
"Dav, wake up, eat yuk first?" It was he who woke Davina up.
"Yes, Ma," Davina replied in a hoarse voice. He also forced his body to sit. Diana also gave a bowl of cassava noodles with various halal meat toppings on it. There's red meat, dumplings, sam chan.
Well... if you've been faced with all this, fuck it already with a broken heart!
"Yuk eaten?" Diana squealing.
"But..." Davina hesitated for a moment.
"Nothing but again. Now no one is going to stop you from eating anymore."
Davina scratched her head, like a child caught making a mistake all along. And finally, Davina took the chopsticks and the spoon, and began to enjoy the sinful cassava noodle.
Diana watched Davina finish the bathtub with a smile. From now on, he promised to poke Davina with nutritious food.
After the bowl was no longer there, Diana immediately sat down casually next to Davina.
"Yes sorry, Dav" said Diana, beginning the conversation between mother and son.
"Why is Mama sorry?"
"It's like the karma of the bad behavior Mama used to commit to you." Diana looked sorry.
"Oh my goodness, Ma! No! It's Davina's fault..."
Diana shook her head, "First Mama was very evil with Papa Azel. But Mama can still get the heart as good as your Papa. Mama likes to wonder why it can, it turns out to be a love story of Mama's children who become like this."
Davina immediately rejected Diana's prejudice.
"Ma, Davina's heart cheated on Nicholas first. It's really Davina's fault."
Diana held both of Davina's cheeks.
"Davina is no longer a self-blame, Ma. Davina's just telling the truth."
"So, are you all right?"
"I will."
Diana smiled, then kissed the youngest daughter's cheek.
"You've always had us, Dav." said Diana.
"Mama, Papa, your brother, Rara, Keysha, Papa Azel, Mama Nay..." Diana deliberately hung the last name.
"Yesin..." Davina evasive.
"And Mama didn't say it."
"Davina's gonna heal a long time, ma..."
"And Mama's sure, she'll be waiting."
"He is the most impatient, the most selfish, the most all-you person in the world. Davina's sure she won't wait that long..."
"Love is crazy, Dav. Papa you're waiting for a dozen years." Diana squealing.
"Well, unfortunately Raka is not Papa."
"Let's see, Dav, let's see..." Diana smiled.
Davina did not answer.
"You want to be alone again?" ask Diana.
Davina shook her head, putting her head on Diana's lap.
"Davina wants a gini first..."
Diana smiled, then stroked her son's head.
"Ma, can you get Davina's hape on that table?" pinta Davina, spoiled.
Diana took her son's phone. Davina immediately received and saw all the incoming notifications. Nicholas, Nicholas, Yuni, Nicholas...
Among the flood of messages of regret from Nicholas, there was one different message. From one person.
Raka: So, is this your choice?
Davina immediately showed the message to Diana.
"seen right?! The most impatient man on earth!" namel Davina.
"Why did Raka say that?" Diana asked back.
"Davina was supposed to pick between Nikolas and Raka last night. If Davina doesn't come to Raka's place, it means that Davina chose Nicholas."
"Please don't go home, go get in a guy's place!" Diana squeezed Davina's nose.
"Davina is great." Davina cengennesan's.
Diana complained. Who could ban his son? He's not that good either...
"Who will you choose?" diana asked, curious.
Davina was silent, unwilling to answer her mother. He wanted the person he chose to be the first to listen. But everything got messed up because of last night.
From Davina's expression, Diana could guess. But he pretended not to know.
"Yes, whatever your answer to Raka, it's good to say directly, Dav. If there is no news of gini, there you make Raka confused."
Davina sighed.
"Yes, Ma. But not now..."
He nodded, "Yes, you rest again."
Davina closed her eyes, she just wanted to sleep again. His body is still tired.
A message came in again, returning a bit of his consciousness. With a remnant of consciousness, he read the message.
Raka: I want to meet you. You where?
Davina observed the message for a moment.
I'm in the middle of nowhere, Raka. I'm losing my way.
Davina answered with her mind.
But all that he did not type, he did not intend to answer anyone's message first.
He let the drowsiness master it perfectly. Let Davina rest for a moment.
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