Trapped By The Devil
Not Because of You...

Prepare your heart, calm your mind.

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If anyone asks who Raka loves the most, the answer is only one...

Davina.

However, if anyone else asks who is the person that Raka least wants to see him fail...

She's still Davina.

Because Raka wants to always be the perfect one for Davina. He always wanted to be more for his wife.

Better, more loving, more powerful, better able to sustain their dreams together...

Raka just as simple as wanting to be all the good things in Davina's life.

Without Raka knowing...

He's just an ordinary man. Which does not escape all shortcomings and failures.

Raka is too busy trying to be perfect...

Until she forgets that it's not someone perfect that Davina wants...

Rather it is just as simple as the person who is always there...

As simple as being the one who always holds his hand, in every failure in their life.

For which man has never felt failure? Which man never escapes error?

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Raka heard everything. He knows everything. Every word Albert spoke to give Davina a hint of her condition. Any doubts in Julia's sentence. Every sorrow in Davina's voice. And of course, he clearly knew that it was Nicholas who drove Davina.

He sat down on the sofa, observing Davina's face before him. The beautiful Davina Paras, who looked at her softly behind tears. Her boyfriend sat down in a wheelchair.

Never imagined by Raka, Davinaya was this helpless.

Davina is any form of beauty that is damaged by Raka.

If she never loved Davina...

If he never touched Davina...

If he doesn't try to catch Davina again, get to Paris...

There is too much in this relationship.

There are too many good possibilities in a woman's life if not with her.

Raka lived her life for many years with ease. He has good and good parents. He always had every wish in his life. However, now, he was nothing more than any form of failure in life.

And one of his forms of failure was before him at this moment.

Creature is simply destroyed because of someone else's mistake. His dream was snatched away that easily because of someone who was not him. Just like Julia who always felt responsible for the destruction of Creature at this time, so Raka towards all the dreams that Davina had.

He can accept Julia's mistake. However, he really cannot accept if he is the cause of Davina is no longer on stage. He is willing to be a defendant in any case, as long as it is not in a case that can take away Davina's dream.

For some people, this feels ridiculous. However, only Raka could understand how devastating feelings of guilt were. Especially when someone wants him to take care of with all his heart is precisely the person he took away his happiness.

Davina couldn't say more, she just cried.

"Why are you crying, Devni?" asked Raka, without a tone. She wondered why Davina would still cry for her.

"I miss us, Ka. I miss you."

We were? Me? How silly of you, Devni...

Thought Raka, cursed. Not to him anymore, but to Davina who still loves him so much.

All this ridiculousness...

All forms of self-defense Raka earlier...

Everything means nothing anymore...

From the beginning, basically, Raka was a person who placed great importance on her own thoughts and feelings. He could no longer be a continuous failure in Davina's life.

He stood up.

"I DON'T WANT TO!"

But Raka ignored Davina. He pushed the wheelchair out of the room.

"RAKA!!! I DON'T WANT TO!!! HELP ME!!! I WANT TO TALK!!!"

Raka doesn't care anymore. He was no longer able to hold on to everything.

He didn't even know anymore a few months from now, whether he would still be able to feel the free air or not...

Davina needs to stay safe...

Davina should be able to stand without him...

Davina deserves the best...

He ignored all the screams and mockery of Davina while in his car. Davina has the right to censure him. He deserves all that.

Once in front of the Mahardhika family home, Raka pushes Davina to the doorstep. Davina's tears have dried up. He was already so desperate in the face of Raka's reluctant attitude.

Raka's departure was already right in front of his eyes...

"So important is something else until you ignore me??? I'm the one who's sick now and needs your support???" Davina looked at Raka nanar. Power's up. Even with his current limitations, Raka still had the heart to leave him like this. Does Raka actually have a heart???

"There's a lot of work I have to do for Creature, Devni."

"What, Ka??? What's more important than me???"

Raka looked shaky for a moment.

There has never been anything more important than Davina...

Precisely because that woman is the most important thing in her life...

Which he should have taken care of... Which he failed to guard...

Seeing the doubt in Raka's eyes, Davina tried her last luck...

"Raka... I need you..." He whimpers.

And that is the true heart. Davina's this sad. On a wheelchair, losing a dream and soon, does she also have to lose her love? Do not let the last good thing in his life also disappear from his grasp...

"Devni, I need Creature..."

Raka hung up her sentence for a moment. Then he looked into Davina's eyes deeply. Wanting to make Davina would never forgive him for his next remark.

"Not because you don't have your dreams... I can't get my dreams either..."

Davina's stunned.

His whole heart was broken, and so were his tears...

Didn't expect that such a painful sentence was thrown from the person he loved the most in his lifetime...

How could Raka say that? Shouldn't Raka be the best support for her? Did Raka lose her mind when she said that? Doesn't he have a conscience? A little compassion for Davina? Should he punish this cruel Davina???

And Raka turned around...

Even in moments like these, half Davina's soul felt like it was floating. The thing he wanted at this moment instead wanted to hug and hold Raka.

"YYYYYYYY!!! ELRAKA ADITYA!!! PULL YOUR WORDS BACK!!! PULL IT NOW!!! RAKYOO!!!" Davina screamed hysterically while sobbing. Because if at this time, Raka turned around, pulling again every word earlier, he promised never to bring it to Raka.

Please, turn...

Turn away...

Davina bathes, rosy.

"YYYYOOOOOOO!!!"

But Raka kept going. Not even turning around.

He started and drove the car as soon as possible. Leaving Davina bleeding. Before he changed his mind. Before he returned there was a desire to hold Davina in his arms.

He will no longer be entitled.

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