
After a long swim with the author in the ocean of the past, now the author take a boat now yes.
Hopefully still on the same dear child rawon. Although from the comments I read anyway on all emotions huh hahahahaha 🥲
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Back To the Present…
Raka broke the boundary, she grabbed Davina's body, hugged her tightly. He was loved, but he hurt. How stupid Raka used to be.
"We can't anymore, Ka." Davina continued to babble, and tried to continue rejecting Raka.
"No. Your place is here" said Raka.
Davina's stunned. That phrase...
"Your place is here, in my arms."
Davina held on for a while in Raka's arms.
There's never been a more comfortable place than this. Raka's embrace always felt familiar. Reminds him of a time in the past when he lingered in that embrace for a long time because of the cold weather of Paris.
However, as comfortable as any hug is now, still, Davina has someone who needs to be cared for and love her.
Nicholas.
Her husband-to-be.
Her fiance.
Someone who would be sad if they knew Davina was this kind of double hearted. And don't forget, Raka is the one who canceled their wedding! Like Davina's inexhaustible guilt.
Davina pushed Raka's chest slowly. But Raka was flinching.
“Please me!” Davina protests because Raka does not understand.
“I want a hug!” raka said, not knowing yourself.
“But I don't want to be hugged!” Davina was in a strong fight. Raka until overwhelmed.
Finally, with a heavy heart, Raka let go of her embrace. Not because it lost to Davina's power. Now he just wants to respect Davina's wishes.
“MY PLACE IS HERE YOUR HEAD!” Davina curses right in front of Raka's face.
The guy was pouting, “Now you're really rude anyway, Devni?”
“You complain I'm rude once again, I stick your head!” Davina curses again.
Strangely, the man chuckled after that. Secretly, he was always amazed to see Davina's ferocity. The tears were still even wetting the woman's cheeks, but she was still able to scold Raka like this.
“You don't get excited dong. You know that I like to be scolded like this the same as you.” Raka smiled in anguish.
Davina snorted while wiping her tears.
Furthermore, they had been silent for a moment, dissolved in their own minds. All the memories of the past flood the memory. How they fell in love the first time, let go of each other the first time, then fought again, and in the end gave up on the situation.
“Is it terrifying?” ask Davina.
(Is it scary?)
Raka turned her head, “What?”
“Dealing with law.”
Raka seemed to think.
“Long time passed, Ka. Honestly dong,” urged Davina.
Raka scratched her head. Perhaps it was time for him to tell his true heart…
“I was scared to death.”
(I was scared to death.)
Davina fell silent.
“But at that time, I really did not know how to hurt it to others,” continued Raka while laughing stiffly. He stroked his nape, because this topic always made his hair bristle. The memories of the past he hated were half dead. Moreover, it also reminded him of the Davina accident…
But no matter how he tried to explain, no one would understand his mess at that moment. Even his parents still do not know until now about the problems that Creature had passed before. Raka covered it perfectly.
“You know not, I think sometimes our parting is my fault too,” muttered Davina, suddenly.
Raka jerked, “Hah?!”
“Yeah. I might be a good lover. But I wasn't’t a good friend for you.”
(I may have been a good lover. I guess I'm not a good friend to you.)
“No way! It's entirely my fault, Devni.”
“It takes two to tango, Ka. Maybe there is my attitude that makes you not at all comfortable for the story.”
Raka quickly shook her head.
Davina shrugged her shoulders.
“Devni... You don't talk like that..”.
Davina smiled slightly at Raka, “It is what it is.”
“Devni..”.
“Hm?”
“My fault, it was never there when you needed me. It was my fault, instead of turning all the problems into a time bomb, instead of directly solving the moment. It's my fault you exasperate when you've lost your ego to help me. It's all my fault, Devni. You don't punish me anymore by thinking yourself guilty.” Raka explained at length. Only this time he had the ability to string words together all this time.
Davina's face suddenly changed hearing Raka's long sentence.
“Yes is. If that one, it's all your fault!” he said, not accept.
Raka frowned. A little surprised by the sudden change in mood.
“I'm just saying I was wrong because I can't tell your story. Yes, that's it. Everything else must be you wrong!” Davina.
Raka immediately exploded in laughter.
“Malah laughs.” Davina sneers.
“Iya, yes. I was all wrong. You can't even blame yourself because I don't tell stories. That, I'm just the stupid one.” Raka still chuckles.
Davina finally smiled, “We met at each other’s worst time, huh?!”
(We met at the worst times of our lives, huh?!)
Raka nodded.
“Everything, Ka, how about if we forget everything? We go back to being a friend again,” said Davina, again.
Raka rolled her eyeballs.
“You haven't tried yet!”
“Like I can, Devni..The choice from the past was only two, I get you again, or we break up altogether.”
(I think I can.)
“Where to break up? Our sister is the same!”
“Everything turns on me.”
“Like in can!” Davina turned Raka's words around.
“Yes, you can.”
“Cape says the same to you.”
“Yes, don't talk. Hug aja.” Raka spread her hands again.
“Cute hug, until the scrape!” Davina threw a bolster pillow at Raka's head.
The man chuckled, but now he actually took the pillow and hugged it.
“Devni, I still have two more weeks.”.
“You think something will change in two weeks?”
Raka shaking shoulders, “No harm hope.”
“Terupon you! Cape talking to you!” Davina complained while laying her body down again. He turned his back on Raka again.
Raka looked at Davina's back again. With a slow and unconscious movement, she kissed Davina's shoulder slowly.
“Rakaaaaa!!” Davina protest.
Raka chuckles. He quickly got away from the bed before Davina could reach him.
“You used to say, I love you the most when I kiss your shoulder, right?! That... let you remember that I love you so much.. until now.”.
“I HATE YOU!!!”
“If you hate, there's no way your face is red now!” Raka meredek's.
Davina was already preparing to throw another pillow, but Raka was already hiding behind the bedroom door.
“Get well soon, Devni..” She smiled, then disappeared behind the door completely.
Davina constantly berates herself for letting herself get used to Raka's presence again.
Without him knowing…
His phone sounded from there.
The name Nikolas was plastered many times on the screen of his phone.
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