
Unlike the stubbornness he showed in front of Raka, Davina's heart actually rumbled when she heard every single one of the men's words in the car. How the man looked at him seriously, without any doubt at all, even his eyes were too honest to the point of scaring Davina to death.
Davina had never seen Raka this serious!!!
Even while still in a relationship, Davina and Raka never talked about marriage at all. It feels too far. There are many dreams they want to make.
However, why did Raka suddenly change?
“August, Dav.” Some people greeted Davina in Espoir's reception room.
“Pagi.” Davina smiled, then quickly passed into the classroom. He was sure that his face was currently unsettled.
And most of all, because Davina wanted to hide, she wanted to calm her heart!
As soon as she arrived at the classroom, she immediately put down her bag, putting up any music from her playlist. Fortunately, Yiruma's piano is always Davina's playlist. Kiss the Rain ran throughout the room.
Then Davina stood in front of the glass.
Looking at self-reflection.
Red face.
His expression cannot be described.
Davina immediately covered her face. Too embarrassed to see himself now. Why does she feel flowers?
What kind of ridiculousness is this?
Davina dropped to the floor. Sleeping while staring at the ceiling of her class.
“Gue is so great!!” Davina curses herself while stomping her feet.
Davina has been dating Raka since she was ABG, but only this time she acted like a volatile teenager just because of something Raka did.
“Daaaaav, whyaaaaa?” Suddenly someone appeared, opening the door.
Davina's shocked.
He immediately stopped his silly behavior, and turned his head towards the door.
His heart pinched as he saw Yuni appear at the door. Davina immediately sat down, feeling immense shame because of her ababil behavior.
“Lo why the hell floundered that way? I kirain you trance!” Yuni.
Davina grimaces.
“Yun? How come you're here anyway? Not on a honeymoon?” He also tried to divert the conversation.
Yuni immediately laughed softly at the sentence that was thrown by almost everyone after her wedding, “Suami I was busy working, after all I wanted Nararya and Espoir performances as well, so we're going to make the honeymoon first.”
“Oh, pity..”.
Yuni looked at Davina with a look of disdain, “Which love is the same that is nullified?”
Davina pouty. Yuni laughing.
“Nih, I brought bubble tea.” Yuni gives Davina a plastic.
“Gue don't drink this anymore.” Davina evasive.
Again Yuni gave a look of disdain to him.
“Nyebelin lo!” Davina cussed, finally receiving the plastic.
Yuni laughed, then sat down next to Davina.
“Lo fat where the hell, Dav? Talk Nikolas the same Aunt Angel mah dicuekin aja,” said Yuni.
“Tumben lo come here,” Davina said.
Yuni shook her shoulders.
“Nikolas who told?”
Yuni remained silent, not answering. Davina immediately understood that Yuni was confirming her question.
“How do you feel now?” yuni asked, finally.
“Don't know,” answer, honestly.
Yuni breathes, “I hate to say this. But Nikolas is a real pity just like lo, Dav.”
Davina was stunned as soon as she heard that sentence. It was like being slapped hard by Yuni. Maybe it's better if he gets slapped!
What a great time for Yuni to come and remind Davina that she is engaged! And how much her fiance loved her!
At the moment he just felt happy because proposed by the former most beautiful…
It's ridiculous!
Davina's whole life was a relentless silliness!
Then, he stared at the ring on the ring finger of his left hand. A ring that Nikolas had pinned when he proposed to her a few months ago. In a luxury restaurant, a famous hotel in Jakarta witnessed by some of their relatives. With a hundred sprigs of white roses that Nikolas says can represent the rest of the lives they will spend together.
Nikolas gives Davina a proposal that all women dream of.
But Nikolas will never make Davina go crazy like the unstable high school girl she was. Davina didn't stomp her legs sillyly for him.
Only one person can make it that way…
That person doesn't even have to carry a ring. His speech is only a form of spontaneous action based on a despair.
All Davina had in mind was…
About Raka who wants to marry him.
“Dav...” call Yuni, again.
Davina neither answered, nor looked. He clearly knew what Yuni would ask. His heart asked the same thing.
“Davina...lo will still marry Nikolas right?”
Davina closed her eyes.
Would anyone answer that question for him?
***
Davina stepped in, past the living room in Nikolas' house. He could breathe a sigh of relief once he found no one there. He was lazy to talk to Angel. He quickly walked to Nicholas' room.
As she opened the door, Davina saw Nikolas trying to grab a glass from the table next to her bed.
She immediately helped her future husband.
"Thank you,” said Nikolas, smiling.
Davina just nodded.
“What's up here?” ask Nikolas. She was glad that Davina today actually came to see her.
“Taxi,” Davina replied, briefly.
“Kok not bring a car?”
“Soalah this morning ushered the same Raka to Espoir.”
Nikolas speechless. His face immediately turned stiff once he heard the name Raka called. While Davina waited, wanting to see how Nikolas reacted to her statement.
But it only took a few minutes for Nikolas to change the look on his face. Discussing Raka at this time will only worsen the atmosphere of their relationship.
“You've eaten?” nikolas asked, touching Davina's hand.
“Udah. You?”
“Not yet, from noon. This is why I am a laper. Me while eating, can't I?” Nicholas pointed to the table next to his bed. There is already a bowl of chicken porridge.
“Bby. I bribed ya,” Davina said, letting go of Nikolas's hand.
For the second time today, Davina did not put a question mark or exclamation mark on her sentence. It was to Raka, now to Nicholas. He just wants to be free to do what he wants.
Nikolas nodded with a small smile. Davina painstakingly fed each spoon of porridge to Nicholas.
“That's a great deal if you've been treated,” said Nikolas.
Davina smiled.
“Later if I am old, continue to not be able to eat alone again, you will continue gini not?” nikolas asked when the porridge was half a bowl.
“Depends.”
“Depends on what?”
“Depends...marriage is the same as you or not.”.
Nicholas was silent again.
“Yes, who knows tomorrow John Mayer suddenly bedded me.” Davina tried to joke.
“Dav..”
“Hm?”
“If you are angry, just appointed dong. Don't be changed gini.”
“I'm not angry.”
“So what's his name?”
“And I'm just kidding.”
Nicholas weighed in, trying to find the right way to make his point. But there will never be a proper sentence.
He took the bowl from Davina's hand.
“Davina..” Nikolas calls his future wife softly.
Davina flinching. It was like running away from that room. Because the whole incident earlier this afternoon in Espoir was back in his head, as he sat together with Yuni.
Davina did not answer. So Nicholas took the hand of his future wife and held her tightly.
“Do you still want to marry me?” asked the man with eyes full of sadness.
Davina lost her whole sentence.
Davina really wanted to ask again…
Would anyone answer that question for him?
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