Trapped By The Devil
More Than Life's

“Emang you can go crazy because of me?” Davina smiled knot. He still could not believe that Raka really loved him that crazy.

He did not know what Raka had been through for the past two days. Talking to the fish, crying in front of his own father, rejecting other women without saying a single word, embarrassing himself in front of the family. All because of Davina.

“What kind of question is it?” Raka grimacing.

Davina grinned.

Raka is getting less and less thoughtful, “Don't smile, Devni. I don't even understand.”

Davina exploded in laughter.

“Nah, now even laugh..” Raka more confused.

Davina couldn't take it anymore. He couldn't prank Raka further. He also took Raka's hand to enter his room.

Then sat down Raka who was still looking at him with a glare.

“You know why bego so much now, huh?” Davina is anxious herself.

“Devni, I’ve been through hell since that night. Please enlighten me. I’m hopeless.”

(Devni, I think I've been through hell since that night. Please love enlightenment. I'm desperate.)

“What do you want to know?”

“You why the same Nikolas?”

Davina sighed. Why go straight to the topic anyway? I love to start by talking bitter. Why does Raka not start by discussing each other's feelings?

But Davina could not bear to see Raka's face. He needs to know everything in the order he wants.

“Decree. He cheated.”

Raka's eyes widened. From his gaze it looked like he could not believe what he had just heard. Because, if there was someone he believed could take good care of Davina and would never hurt her, that person was Nicholas.

However, from the bitter expression on Davina's face, she immediately understood that the matter of infidelity was true. And Raka immediately understood some of the conversation Davina and Nikolas had.

“Kok you can know he cheated?”

Ah, again always start everything with a bitter topic...

Inner Davina.

Her eyes glared, like coming back to that night again. And in an instant, Raka saw Davina's tears begin to pool. Heart's full. He couldn't bear to see Davina grieve like this.

“Eh, why would you cry?” Raka panicked herself. He put his hand on Davina's nape, and with his thumb, he stroked Davina's cheek.

"Tell me every little detail, Devni..."

(Let me know every little detail, Devni.)

Davina shook her head, trying to get rid of all the bad memories that had been looming over her for the past few days. He also wiped his own tears. He needs to be strong.

Although he still can not deny that Raka always presents comfort. Made him slightly open his defensive fortress.

“Well, I'm mergokin he slept with his own secretary," Davina said, with great difficulty.

Raka's jaw tightened, her hands clenched. He was not a good person at all, he would always have a demonic image in him, but it never crossed his mind even once to commit such an abomination against Davina.

Davina could see the change in expression on Raka's face. Davina clasped Raka's clenched hand with both hands. Don't let Raka think about acting to Nicholas.

“I’m okay, Ka. I'm okay."

“But, Devni..”.

“I’m really okay!" Davina convinces Raka, although this also means having to convince herself.

And Raka could see all that. How hurt Davina really is, through her expression right now. That Davina was just pretending to be tough. Ah, this beloved woman of his. Always like this.

She grabbed Davina's tiny body. He didn't say anything. Just wanted to hug Davina to channel strength to her beloved woman.

The incident just returned to his memory. How Davina pretended to be tough in front of Nikolas earlier. How exactly his hand trembled and held Raka firmly as if holding on.

No, it's not all just an outpouring of anger. Davina herself did not realize that she was very frightened and daunted. His entire body slowly became calm as soon as Raka clutched him.

“You will be fine, Devni. You'll be fine.” Raka patted Davina's back.

And, without realizing it, Davina's whole feelings decayed. His tears spread again, his breathing began to hunt and finally, he cried again. When he said that sentence to himself, it had no magical power. But once Raka said it, everything became very reasonable.

“My dear....” said Raka gently, while continuing to pat Davina on the back. The calm given by Raka even made Davina's sobs firmer. Because now he feels like a child who is being soothed by his own mother.

Then, slowly, Davina's hands began to circle around Raka's waist. He's capitulating. He did not want to punish Raka anymore. The thing he wanted right now was to sink completely in the arms of the man.

And as soon as Davina clutched her, things became even more unbearable for Raka. He loves Davina. And how did the woman know that she didn't reveal it at all?

Isn't it time Raka claimed Davina?

Because if Nikolas –men who have been considered the best couple Davina– alone can hurt Davina, is not there a guarantee that other men also do not do the same thing?

"Devni.." whispered Raka.

Davina just listened, didn't answer.

"Let me love you..."

(Let me love you.).

Davina flinching.

"I promise I'll treat you right this time. I'll do everything I can to always stay with you..."

Raka let go of Davina for a moment.

"No wauuu!" Davina pulled Raka again in her arms.

"Oh my God..." Raka complained.

Davina doesn't care.

"I just want you to look me in the eye. I want you to believe all my words."

Slowly, Davina's embrace loosened. But he still did not let Raka escape from his embrace. He only gave a little distance so that Raka could do what felt he had to do.

Raka cengengesan looked at that spoiled nature. He grabbed Davina's cheeks, then looked at her.

"Devni, I'm sorry for everything that's happened in your life. All the mistakes I made, all the stupidities I couldn't fix anymore. But, Devni, I love you more than my own life. This time, I will be happy for you. This time, I will give it to you. Do you want one more chance to be the best for you?"

Davina chokes with haru.

The tears are still standing again.

"Okay," he said briefly, then re-captured Raka tightly.

Raka's mesmerized.

"Okay... means... can you?" Raka stammered stupidly.

Davina nodded.

"You're ALWAYS my decision, Raka." Davina repeated the sentence she had said before Nicholas. His whole heart, honestly, to convey all his feelings to Raka.

Raka again loosened her embrace.

"Y-so..." Raka glassy.

"That night, I'm going to pick you, Ka." Davina stroked Raka's cheek.

Raka could no longer hold back the haru taste in her chest.

"I'm sorry, I'm late. There's a little business. I'm sorry I even let you misunderstand me fromadi." Davina smiled, half joking. But Raka doesn't care. At all.

For he can endure anything, through anything, talking to any fish, crying to fill the ocean, humiliating himself many times...

As long as Davina comes back to him.

The only one he loves.

The only valuable.

Raka stood up reflexively. His happiness is overflowing. He's holding Davina tight. Until her tiny body lifted.

"Rakaaaa..." Davina screams lan.

But Raka doesn't care. He clenched Davina's waist tightly. He did have to lift Davina up a little so that their faces would be level.

He looked into Davina's eyes.

"I love you, Devni, more than life."

(I love you, Devni, more than my life.)

Davina smiled.

"Okay."

The answer is enough. Whatever Davina, however she is, will always be enough for Raka.

Then, Davina poked her hand against Raka's neck, and kissed her longingly. It turns out that loving and being loved at the same time is happier than anything else.

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