Trapped By The Devil
Chasing Cars

"Kaaa, this is not the right time!" Rara looks angry.

"When was my time with Davina right, sister?" Raka asked with an outpouring of emotion.

"Not now, Ka!"

"Gue don't have time anymore, Brother!"

As the sisters argue in the house, Davina glances at Diana. The mother seemed to be holding back a smile seeing Raka like a fidelity. It seems like he is enjoying all of this drama.

Davina looked back at Raka. Today, the men are dressed formally. Rarely saw Raka wearing a shirt.

Cute too... But he must be uncomfortable...

Think Davina, prank. For noticing the sleeves of Raka's shirt had been rolled up to the elbows. But somehow, it adds to the coolness of the man.

"Pity not really?" whispered Diana, smiling mischievously. It woke Davina from her daydream.

Davina wanted to shake her own head. Not twenty-four hours from him wept for Nicholas, but he was already watching the other men.

"Pity the hell, but justin." Davina shrugged her shoulders.

Diana smiled proudly. This is his daughter!

"Udah, you go home first!" Rara pulled Raka's arm again.

"No way, brother! Let me talk to Davina first!" Raka's expression was pensive on her brother. After which, he immediately turned to Davina. He didn't want to waste any more time.

"You!" Raka scolded Davina. But, her beloved lady was unmoved. Raka's getting frustrated. As if his arrival was no longer useful to shake the establishment of Davina.

"Why did you choose Nicholas?" Raka asked dramatically.

Dave frowning. He almost said something, but Diana immediately held him back. Diana shook her head while smiling mysteriously. Rara, silently, noticed the gesture from Diana.

And, they all understood immediately...

That Raka knew nothing at all.

That his biggest rival had been completely kicked out of the match area.

"Interesting." whispered Dave, folding his hands and leaning his back against the sofa. Like being prepared to watch something interesting in front of him. And this spread to Diana and Rara as well.

When will I see the dajjal's son get out of control? Usually Davina is frustrated because of him, but this time they can see the madness on Raka's face.

"What did your gaze mean from the stage yesterday? Why do you always come after me?" Raka started to express her feelings.

Davina also nicely played the play. He just shook his shoulders, without saying a word, making Raka even more crazy.

"Aren't you going to say anything to me? Not a word?"

Davina flinched again. Making the whole feeling of Raka even more unbearable.

"Why did you want to go to Papa's house with my Mama a few days ago? Why are you kissing my head? Why you..." Raka could not continue her sentence, as her throat was already choked.

It is so amazing in the eyes of Diana, Dave and Rara. The universe scenario deserves a thumbs up.

Davina, who was always the loser, the injured, is now the one who has the upper hand. The son of the devil who had always acted at will, now bent his knees at his feet. Craze. Because Davina thought, in the end, of choosing someone else. She's not.

Raka himself seemed to calm down for a while. All could see the thin dew in Raka's sight, which she tried to endure desperately.

"Just tell me that you don't love me and want me to leave. Then, I will leave," said Raka, desperately.

(Say you don't love me and want me to go. Then, I'll go.)

Eventually, Davina relented.

This show is very interesting.

But he could not bear to let Raka humiliate himself any further. It's ingrained in Davina, to always care for Raka, to protect her, even from herself.

Davina stood up.

He swore to hear******worse from his family. Because it means the show is over.

"Follow me," said Davina, then it just passed.

Raka stunned.

Her emotional exhaust just now...

That was crazy behavior...

It's better to be scolded, scolded, cursed at all, than to go crazy alone in front of everyone. Wouldn't it be unfair if he was the only one who spilled all his emotions?

But Raka loves Davina. I love that woman so much. Invited to the Continent of Antarctica or the Dwarf Planet Pluto though, he will still obey.

With complete defeat, he walked in Davina's footsteps.

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Davina walked into her own room, while being followed by Raka.

Which Raka did not realize, that it was not only him who could act crazy. Davina too. But Davina's insanity is beyond anyone's limits.

After breaking, falling, many times. He just wanted to act like he was with anyone.

Davina pushed Raka into her bed until she fell asleep. Then put one airpod right in Raka's ear. The left one he uses in his own ear. Then, he went to lie down next to Raka. He made Raka's arm as a head pillow.

The song also plays. Chasing Cars from Snow Patrol.

"Devni.." call Raka.

"Shhh!" Davina cut out Raka's sentence.

If Raka used to be able to act with him, why can't she? Is it only men who have the right to hurt him?

If I lay here

If I just lay here

Would you lay with me and just forget the world?

The song was in both of their ears.

Davina closed her eyes.

Who could he lie to again? His heart could no longer.

Even with Raka being by his side alone, he felt so calm. So peaceful. As with anything that just happened, it was no longer a problem for him.

These three words

Are said too much

They're not enough

Is correct. I love you, I love you. They both said it too often. But everything, it's not enough anymore.

Davina curled up to Raka's side, grasping a bit of Raka's shirt with both hands.

"What do you really want, Devni?" asked Raka, slowly, but sounding so frustrating.

Davina flinching. He doesn't want to explain anything. He just wanted to be on Raka's side at the moment, like this.

Then, arrive at Davina's most favorite lyrics section in this song. He looked at Raka.

All that I am

All that I ever was

Is here in your perfect eyes

They're all I can see

All of Davina now, all of Davina that once was always Raka's. Among all the injuries and chaos he caused, but indeed Rak was the only one Davina could see.

But the man did not understand.

"Why don't you kill me, Devni?" asked Raka, desperate.

Davina threw away her face. Back curled up next to Raka. He closed his eyes and fell asleep. Leaving Raka alone in her own confusion.

Yang Raka never knew...

It should have been last night, after saying goodbye to Nikolas, Davina would have run to Raka. It should have been last night, it was Rak she would have chosen. For only Raka will and always will choose.

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