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114. Her mother's great secret is the Word
"I've loved Syafa! She was a gentle and kind woman. And he is smart in taking care of the household and also a child." said Firman while focusing on driving. Laila seemed to notice the change in emotions from her husband.
"You sure you won't regret what you decided today? Don't you regret it and then blame me! I've reminded you so many times but it's you who never listens to me!" laila.
"I've told you the same. I will never regret what I did. You can hold on to my words" promised the Word.
Meanwhile, Syfa's home. Syafa was sitting limp when she received a subpoena from the court regarding her husband's divorce lawsuit today.
"You're evil! You don't think I've survived years of serving you and living with you. You can do something like this to me, Mom! Hiks hyks!" Shafa continued to cry. Lamenting the divorce lawsuit that has been confirmed to have been filed by the Word, her husband.
"Over this time, I've been trying to be loyal to you. All this time, I tried to give my love to you. But, like this is the reply you gave me!" Syafa continues to hope that he himself can finish what has happened in his life so far.
Shafa continued to try his hardest to be firm and strong and tried to stop his tears. But the sadness was too great to erase and the tears kept flowing, without her being able to control it.
"Mah! Relax Rasya will always be with Mama. Mama is not alone Mah." said Rasya with tears.
"Thank you, son! You still care about Mama and you are still thinking about your current feelings" Syafa said with a sense of haru because his son was so considerate of him.
"For Rasya, Mama is the world of Rasya. Rasya won't let Mama just crumble because of that irresponsible Papa!" rasha said with emotion in her eyes. So it makes Syafa feel creepy because it gets so much hatred in the eyes of Rasya against his father.
"Rasya listen to Mama! Your father may not be able to forgive you if you act like this. Learn to forgive your father. Love cannot be controlled to come anchored in whose heart. We humans cannot control our own feelings. If you're an adult, you'll be able to understand your father's current decision and your Mama's!" syafa said while stroking Rasya's hair which was now in his arms.
Rasya loved his mother very much. Because throughout his life, only his mother has always been loyal to him. She lived only for her son, so had too much time to be with him.
"Rasya hoped that later Papa would realize his mistake and apologize to Mama. At that time Rasya will definitely give a crushing blow to Papa who has abandoned us!" the smell of hatred and sadness in Rasya's eyes was heartbreaking for Syafa at this time. After all he could not bear to see his son harbour hatred towards his own father either.
"Rasya listen to Mama! Don't hate your father too much. He, here too, is a victim who cannot control the feeling of love that is in his heart. One day when you grow up, you will understand, baby! Don't hate your father too much, ok?" syafa said again, with tears.
Meanwhile in his family's main residence Firman. His father is currently on a rampage knowing about the divorce lawsuit that has been filed by the Word in the religious court against his mother Rasya.
"Look! Your boy, Mah! He really seems to have lost his mind so he could do something like this. Shafa is the woman who has been with him. When he was very bad because of the actions of Laila at that time. Your son has completely lost his mind!" he said with so much emotion and disappointment towards his only son.
"At least Word is gentle and he dares to choose one. Not like a greedy papa wants to have two wives in papa's life!" his mother said Word and left her husband who is currently angry listening to what was said by the wife.
"Mama doesn't know. What you do behind your mom. Maybe because at this time Mama is lazy to take care of Papa's life outside. That's why you can't find Papa's ugliness or ugliness out there right now!" said her mother Word as she passed and went out from before her husband.
"Papa has forgotten Sintia and also the child we have. Somehow now his life is at this time. Help me to make peace with my past!" said husband.
"Oh Papa still remembers that woman's name huh? The struggle that has made Papa ever almost crazy like the Word today. You guys also have a child? This is new news for my mom!" his father Firman raged as if caught doing something wrong by his mother Word.
"Don't Mama also know that Sintia has a Son? Mah, Papa never gave him a surname. He lives without a father because Papa left his mother!" his father said word.
"Who knows? That Papa really abandoned that woman? And who knew that Papa never sent money to that woman? Pah, don't think Mama's stupid if Mama doesn't know what Papa's doing behind Mama's back!" his wife fiercely with eyes full of anger towards her husband.
"What do you think Papa betrayed you back behind Mama? Does Mama have any evidence to back up all of Mama's allegations?" Ask her husband with a sigh of excitement to see the wife who is now looking at him intensely.
"This mother is not a stupid woman. Mama knows that all this time Papa still routinely sends money to women who once made Papa crazy about him. I almost left my mom with the Word. Don't you think, Mama doesn't know!" his wife then left her husband.
"Did my mom have any proof? Don't just accuse Mah! That fall is slander!" his screams have begun to smell the scent of lies on the look of his father's face Firman.
Meanwhile, her mother Firman was crying in her room. Eventually the defense broke out as well. After years of being held captive and covered up with a fake smile. About the pseudo happiness she carved into her marriage. Together with the husband who turned out to be just a camouflage against the public. But a bitter reality that occurred in his household life with his father Word that has almost passed more than 50 years!
"O Allah, please give patience to the heart of the servant to be able to forgive the husband of the servant who continues to betray behind empty. Who continue to play with the sacred bond of this marriage. O Allah strengthen the heart of this servant, O Allah! May the household of the Word be delivered from all the sufferings I am currently experiencing. Let this be all I'm the only one to bear!" her mother screams Word in her room which she has locked from inside so that her husband can not enter into it.
So many secrets kept by her husband that she knows. But he pretended not to know, only to keep the integrity of his household intact in the public eye as well as in the eyes of their parents while they were still alive.
"Synthia! I don't know if I sinned against you or not. But all I know is I just want to keep my house with my husband. It was your own fault that had been presumptuous to enter into our marriage!" her mother's cries Word who is currently recalling her past unknown to her father Word.
"May you be quiet in nature there, Sintia and forgive what I have done to you. I promise I will definitely take care of your son in the best possible way!" his mother's promise Word with her tears.
It seemed that the woman who had always been graceful and sweet in front of the public, had kept a million secrets in her heart, which only she knew by herself and God.
His mother Firman cried again and looked at a picture of a very handsome teenager. "Don't blame me if I'm being mean to your mother. Your lazy mother became a household bully with my husband!" immediately Firman's mother put the photo of the handsome man back in her bag.
Afraid that her husband would find out about the secret that he had been hiding for decades, which was about another son that his husband had from a woman named Sintia.