Assalamualaikum Ustadz Ku
264. Agus's Struggle

Since his last conversation was on the phone with Agnes, Agus began to strengthen his heart to pursue Ayana again. He wanted to try to confirm his true feelings for Ayana, who is still his wife.

Agus is eager to restore the memories of his past that was lost due to an accident that happened to him with Ayana about half a year ago.

From that day on, Agus always followed every activity of Ayana in the form of her disguise that uses a hat, thick jacket, face mask, face mask, sal and also sunglasses that certainly make Ayana will be difficult to recognize if not in close and careful attention.

" It turns out Ayana is a woman whose life is completely organized. Is he not tired of living the activities of his life as it continues without any change at all?" agus said while clucking and shaking his head feeling astonished by his father's life is so monotonous and seems boring to him.

" Oh my goodness! In fact she had never had a date with anyone in person with any man!" Agus shook his head again as he was busy paying attention to the scheme of life of an Ayana whom he had recorded in a book that he had followed for the past month.

She was watching her notebook. Agus until not realizing that at this time Ayana is staring intently at him questioningly.

When Agus raised his head and looked towards the balcony of Ayana's room, Agus was very surprised when he got Ayana who was currently charging at him with sharp eyes full of shock.

For some time, the eyes of Agus and Ayana were veering intensely.

" Athaghfirullahaladzim! Why is that man so similar to Agus?" ayana asked as she looked at the man who had now started to enter her room.

Meanwhile, Agus who was now in his room began to grieve his carelessness.

" Ah you base Agus is really careless! Now Ayana will definitely suspect you. Uh! What am I supposed to do now? It would definitely be very difficult to see Ayana now since she must have been suspicious about me. What am I supposed to do now?" Agus kept pacing around in his room. He was shocked when suddenly his apartment bell rang.

Agus was worried about opening the door. She was very afraid that it was Ayana who had come to confirm her identity.

" Huh look at Agus' stupidity!" Agus kept pacing around in his apartment. He did not dare to open the door.

Finally Agus opened the bathroom door and he opened all his clothes and washed his body wet with water after that he used a towel limited to the waist and then opened the door of his apartment.

Previously Agus had ascertained who the person who came to his apartment through the hole attached to the door and he had made sure that the one who came was Ayana. Agus' heart was currently really pounding very fast and he felt an overwhelming worry.

Agus carefully then opened the door of his apartment. Ayana's eyes were instantly perfectly rounded, as she looked at the man who was currently standing before her using a waist towel and displayed his sturdy and sturdy body.

" Aus?" tanya Ayana felt surprised to see the figure of Agus who was currently standing dumbly in front of her.

" I'm sorry Miss is ready? Why did Miss know my name?" agus asked with his innocent face that made Ayana instantly lost the words on her.

' It turns out that it is true that said by mamah, if Agus did experience amnesia. Has it been 6 months since the accident happened, has he not recalled all of his past?' inward Ayana who just kept paying attention to Agus like a dazed person.

" I'm sorry Miss, who are you looking for?" agus asked still looking at Ayana in confusion.

Ayana who was floundering, she then improved her standing posture and faced Agus who was still waiting for his answer. Ayana tried to calm down. The sight before his eyes had really made his brain travel and he recalled the days where he had been with Agus in the past. When they were happy husbands and wives. Before the accident that finally destroyed their family and made their first son died in the fatal accident.

" Please come in if there is a need with me, because I have to be prepared to go to the office!" agus said while allowing Ayana to enter his apartment.

Ayana who was basically really curious about the male figure standing before her. He then entered the apartment researching every detail.

" Do you live alone here?" ayana asked as she glanced at Agus who was walking into her room.

" If you don't mind, wait for me. I'll wear clothes first!" Agus then went into the room but a bribe who thought that Ayana was walking recklessly, even her feet were stuck on the floor mat of Agus' apartment. So that resulted Ayana almost fell to the floor if Agus did not catch her so that she was saved.

" Be careful, you almost hit your head on the table!" agus said while standing up and upholding the body of Ayana who had almost kissed the end of the table if not immediately arrested by him.

Ayana was really very embarrassed by the sudden incident. So that she was nervous and unconscious when Ayana was about to wake up and escape from Agus' embrace, Ayana instead released the towel used by agus on the waist.

Both seemed frozen in place. Ayana closed her eyes when she realized what was going on. Agus immediately picked up the towel that fell on the floor, who would have thought that the end of the towel was stepped on by Ayana's feet and made Ayana lose her balance finally fell to Agus who was standing in front of her.

Ayana and Agus fell onto the sofa with Agus' body completely naked. Ayana's face was completely flushed like a boiled crab back then, due to such an embarrassing incident.

When Ayana tried to get up, Agus instead held her waist to stick to him. For a moment, the two of their gazes clashed against each other.

Ayana's heart really pounded very hard when suddenly Agus kissed her lips without excuse.

The yearning for half a year not to meet the husband had dulled Ayana's brain at this time. He forgot his hatred when he was last in the hospital.

The charm of an Agus is already able to bewitch an Ayana in her cradle. A kiss that was once soft and deep, is now more demanding and passionate. The roar of breath to the two increasingly hunted each other.

Although Agus forgets all his memories together with Ayana, but his instinct of maleness moves his hands to continue exploring every curve of Ayana's body that has been innocent because Agus has passed Ayana clothes since.

For some reason, when there was a struggle between husband and wife who had been separated for 6 months it was suddenly the head of Agus as throbbing pain. Pieces of memory when he was with Ayana seemed to penetrate into his brain, continuing to spin like a broken cassette that made Agus finally scream in pain made Ayana become a fog because of worry.

Ayana then takes her clothes back and uses them. Ayana pulls the blanket on the sofa and covers Agus' body until it is tight.

" Why are you? Are you sick?" ayana asked who was really worried about Agus's condition which seemed to suffer so much.

Suddenly Agus cried sobbing making Ayana really confused to face him.

" Dear you forgive me! Forgive all my mistakes. Please forgive me, baby! Please don't ever leave me. Because I can't live without you!" agus said with tears that began to drip on his cheeks while holding the hand of Ayana who was currently confused by her situation which was really very worrying.

" Are you okay? Do we need to go to the hospital?" ayana asked as she looked at Agus who was still crying sobbing on the sofa.

Agus cringed into the arms of Ayana whom he had longed for so long. In his subconscious, Agus really wants to be with Ayana again.

Therefore the incident of their unification had awakened Agus' sleeping subconscious. It happened because Agus locked the memory because it was very painful for him. Bad memories when he and Ayana quarreled that night which ended Ayana asked for a divorce with him and resulted in him finally speeding so that eventually their car had an accident.

The meeting between the two of them today, has reawakened the memory locked by Agus due to his trauma and fear of losing his beloved wife. The memory was finally awakened and Agus recalled all the events he had experienced during his life.

Agus seemed to cry inside Ayana's arms and hugged her tightly. Her lips continue to fuss making Ayana really sad and feel guilty for giving so much trauma to Agus by asking for divorce to handsome men who are now in very sad condition with disheveled hair and a face that was pale from rather than crying continuously.

Agus really regretted what had happened in the lives of the two of them that finally made them lose their Son.

" I'm sorry, dear one who has made our son die because of my carelessness and stupidity!" agus said he was taken to continue to hug Ayana who now began to cry because he remembered about Exal who had been buried in Indonesia.

" I'm sorry that my son killed you accidentally! Papa was really unintentionally dear. You can hate Papa in nature! hiks hyks!" Agus continued to cry so much in the arms of Ayana that made Ayana was unable to not be carried away with the same sadness with her husband.

Ayana then lifted Agus body guiding him to sit on the sofa.

" Be calm first I'll get you a drink!" Ayana then went to the kitchen and took a glass of drinking water for Agus who was still shaking his body.

" Please baby! I beg you never to leave me again. Honey, I really can't live without you!" agus said as soon as Ayana was in front of him.

Ayana thrust the glass in her hand to Agus who was then immediately received by him and drunk in one gulp.

" Now you lie down in your room. Come on I'll lead you there. So you can rest there!" Ayana then guides Agus carefully to enter her room and gives her husband on the bed.

Agus' body until now still trembling makes Ayana so do not have the heart to leave him alone in his apartment.

" I'll call my Mom and walk until she's worried and go find me!" Ayana pub then came out of Agus' room and called Humairoh that he was in Agus' apartment to take care of the man, whose trauma seemed to be returning.

" So you're meeting Agus again?" ask Humairoh across the street.

" Yes yes, Mah. Ayana wants to try to cook first for Agus it seems that she has not had breakfast. Until now her body was trembling and continued to fumble and obviously made Ayana so worried to leave her alone!" ayan explained everything to Humairoh.