Assalamualaikum Ustadz Ku

Assalamualaikum Ustadz Ku
255. Manda Escape


The next day Manda immediately cleaned up her belongings and prepared to return to the apartment that Kesya and Andika had given her when she took care of Amanda alone.


Johan seemed to sort his forehead when he opened his eyes to get the wife who was busy stuffing her things into a large suitcase.


" What are you doing so early?" johan asked confusedly.


But Manda did not answer him at all. So that makes Johan become blood riding.


" Tell me! What the hell are you doing? Don't you think I'm worth nothing, because I'm not as rich as the man who made you pregnant!" said Johan with a loud tone that makes Manda jolted made.


" So that's what you think of me, of our household?" manda asked as she slumped to the floor because her body seemed to be completely lost.


" So you mind all this time about me giving birth without a husband? So all this time in your mind you've always been putting me down? You always thought I was worthless?" manda asked with tears on her cheeks.


Johan who had difficulty swallowing his own saliva when he saw the object that began to cry was shaken by covering his face with his palm.


Johan approaches Manda and tries to calm her.


" I'm sorry if it's too much to say something that hurts your heart!" said Johan while kneeling before Manda who was crying sobbing.


" We'd better take care of our divorce. A marriage like this is really unhealthy. It'll only hurt each other!" manda said as she looked at Johan who was currently looking at her sharply.


" Well, I'll never divorce you!" said Johan who then came out of his room and it turns out he locked Manda in the room.


The Manda who was preparing to get out of their house. Looks gasp when getting the fact that the door of his room has been locked from the outside by the husband who always acts strange to him.


" God open the door I have to get out of this room. Please open the door!" she begged her husband to open the door.


" Remember in that room. If you've changed your mind not to divorce me, then I'll open the door for you!" johan from the outside.


Afterwards Amanda hears Johan, who seems to be busy in the kitchen, doing the work he should be doing.


" I don't know what's on your mind. Why do you always treat me like this? Is it wrong to want to be happy? Is it wrong that I want to see my daughter?" so many questions in Manda's heart that are not answered by Johan because he is currently busy doing all the household chores that are usually done by Manda.


That day Johan asked his boss for leave in order to go for a walk with Manda and her son. Who would have thought that it turned out that his wife even made him lose his mood, making him forced to lock Manda in their room so that Manda did not run away and leave him and his toddler son.


" I'm sorry, dad. We should go for a walk and have fun. But because your mama is currently angry, we are forced to just watch television at home!" johan said speaking to her toddler who is currently having her breakfast bribe.


While exhausted Manda begged her husband to open the door, she could only fall weak on the floor, feeling resigned to her own fate along with Johan.


" Oh my God! How long will Johan keep me here? What can I do to get out of this room?" ask Manda to herself.


Suddenly Manda saw the window of his room that did not have an iron trellis.


" I can escape through that window!" manda said she felt very happy because she was given a way to get out of the house that always made her sad by the behavior of her husband who could not accept her past.


" I'm sorry Mama Axel, because she was forced to leave you with your father. I hope one day we can meet again!" manda said as she tried to pull out the suitcase she had cleaned through the window of her room.


After her suitcase was thrown out of the room, Manda carefully exited her room through the window she had opened.


" Thank God I finally got out of this room. Alright now I need to leave this house immediately, before Mas Johan finds out that I have come out and escaped from here!" Manda immediately stopped the taxi that happened to pass in front of his house.


After being in a taxi, Manda was able to breathe with relief. He will soon go to the apartment that used to be given by Andika and Kesya.


" Hopefully Mas Johan had forgotten the address of the apartment. So he can't find me there!" Manda was very grateful because she was given a way to get out of the confinement of the husband.


As long as it is not used by Manda, the apartment is rented to people who need a place to live with a very high rental price and enough to meet the needs of Manda if the husband does not give him a monthly living.


Fortunately, the tenant was out a month ago, so that the bath can use the apartment.


" Thank God the tenant of the apartment that used to be so neat and clean. So I don't bother cleaning it now." Manda then put his things into the main room.


After Manda finished cleaning up and also making sure that his residence is ready to be inhabited. Manda then laid his body on the bed.


" A lot tired! It turned out that working like this was really very exhausting!" said mandah while laying his body on the bed.


Suddenly, Manda's eyes looked teary.


" If only I hadn't allowed Amanda to be taken by Andika I would still be as happy as I was. Before we were separated by such a distance and also such a high status. Now I'm just sorry, why did I open up Amanda's identity in front of all of them. Until they took it from me! I was an evil mother because I sold my daughter for all this luxury! I'm sorry, Mama Amanda! Hope you'll never hate your mama!" manda's eyes were filled with tears. Because he recalls his memories of being with Amanda in that apartment.


" We were both very happy. It is Mama who has destroyed all our happiness, because of the greed of mama who hopes that your father will marry mama for having you! But it turns out Papah wants to love his wife more than Mama!" manda held the sadness in her heart.


" Tomorrow I have to sell this apartment and replace it with a new address so that Johan can't find me! I didn't want to go back to him anyway because he never really loved me. In her eyes I was just a cheap woman giving birth to a child out of wedlock!" manda said furiously because it turned out that she had been lied to by her husband all this time.


Manda then closed her eyes which felt so heavy.


Meanwhile Johan is inside his house, he looks surprised when he gets Manda is no longer in his room.


" Where is he?" his question was astonished.


Johan then wrote down all the items his wife had brought.


" He only brought his clothes!" johan said as she checked the room.


The jewels given by Johan during his marriage to Manda, are still lying in their original place.


" He didn't even want to take this with him. Was I worthless to him all this time? Why is it so easy for him to leave this house without saying a word to me? He doesn't even care about Axel the fruits of our love!" johan said in a trembling voice as she endured the sadness in her heart when she found out who had run away from their home.


Looks so limp and also if Johan's face at the moment.


Johan hugged Axel's current body after being inside his arms.


" I'm sorry papah, son, for not being able to persuade your mother to stay in this house!" said Johan while kissing the forehead of his son who began to fuss.


Johan painstakingly silenced his son who had been crying ever since.


" Patience Child. One day your mother will come home and find your whereabouts!" johan said as she continued to hold Axel in her arms and tried to silence the toddler who was crying sad because he wanted his mother who was not in the house.


After being tired of crying, Axel fell asleep in the lap of the father who was also exhausted from all day taking care of all the work in the house and also taking care of his son who still needed the mother.


After putting his son to sleep in the room, Johan tried to call Manda.


But for half an hour, Manda tried not to pick up the phone at all.


" Dear, do you hate me so much? So you don't want to know me anymore? please Forgive Me for making you part with your daughter, please Forgive Me for not being able to accept your past and make peace with it. I am just a man who loves you too much and is unable to hold back the feeling of jealousy in my heart at this moment thinking of you who was once pregnant from another man who was richer than me and more everything from me. I am very much insecure about my own status. I'm afraid that you've never loved me because Amanda's father is too good compared to me who's just a simple human being."


After writing the message, Johan immediately sent it to Manda's phone number.