Assalamualaikum Ustadz Ku
77. The Heart that is Torn
"This one, there's-there's just! I am your wife, closer to Mas Ilham? To me, he's just an unimportant past! Okay, let's go to sleep?! Tomorrow I have a lot to take care of for the preparation of Mas Ilham's wedding with Ustazah Qonita." Kesya then invited her husband to sleep.
Andika according to him, he immediately hugged his wife who was very dear to him, "Honey, thank you for being my wife!" said Andika, then kissed Kesya's forehead. Kesya who was surprised by her husband's behavior, just looked at her husband's face.
"Are you all right, Mom?" ask Kesya.
"Honestly, honey, I find it strange to see you take care of your ex-husband's wedding. There was a bit of jealousy actually in my heart, but, Yes! Thats okay! Importantly, your heart and love are mine!" said Andika, voicing her heart anxiety. Kesya kissed her husband's lips, then scooped his handsome face.
"For me, in this world, there is nothing I love more than you and our children! So then! Please believe and be assured! That nothing will make me turn away from you!" kesya said back to kiss Andika's lips. But Andika did not want to let go of the kiss, she instead led the wife to bed and asked to be served tonight.
"Okay, Honey! Can we do this later! I feel ashamed, ashamed! Do it like this in someone else's house!" said Kesya trying to discuss with the husband to be able to resist his desire at this time.
"Okay, Honey! How could I possibly live without doing that with you? Or do we move to a hotel? We live there! So we're free to do anything there, how?" ask Andika.
"Not good, honey! If we both stay in hotels. How did Kyai Hamid and the others think? Yes, I will serve you! But Remember! Can't play rough! I don't want to, until someone else knows what we're doing. I'm ashamed of everyone else, Mom!" Kesya. Andika just nodded, then directly attacked his wife. 'Luckily Adrian with Mas Ilham!' bathin Andika, who now enjoys a hot night with his beloved wife.
Meanwhile, Adrian Fathu and Ilham, already asleep in the room that has been provided by Kyai Hamid. It was a long way from Kesya and Andika's room.
Her mother Kesya prefers to stay with Rashid because she wants to chat with her granddaughter who has not met for a long time.
"Well, let's go to bed! It's night, loh! Tomorrow there are so many things that we have to prepare for the wedding of Kyai Ilham and Ustadzah Qonita!" Rashid.
"It feels, Mama does not believe, if now we are busy preparing for the wedding Kyai Ilham and ustazah Qonita. Shouldn't Kiai Ilham be with Kesya? I don't think Mama has ever let go of Ilham and Kesya's wedding plans!" said Mama Kesya with a soft voice.
"Hus! Mah! Don't say that! If you reach Andika and Adrian, listen to Mama's words, their hearts must be hurt! Especially if until Pak Farhan and his wife hear that, they will definitely be offended, Mah! Don't, say it like that again!" rasyid said because he was worried about his very sensitive Mama's speech.
Zahra remembered the moment of Kesya and Andika's marriage. Her husband was forced to marry Kesya because at that time he and his son were in the sandra of the Abimana family, which threatened to kill them. A truly gripping and traumatizing event to date.
Although so many Abimanas have sown good in their lives, their hearts still feel the trauma of the abduction.
"That's it, Mah! Forget that incident! Importantly, now Kesya, Andika, Adrian and Cakra, live in happiness. Rashid noticed that his father-in-law Kesya also loved Kesya very much. They treated her like a queen. That's it, Mah! Is not soul, death and sustenance the power of God? We as humans cannot impose our will! maybe that's where his soul mate Kesya's road is! We can let alone, Mah?" Rashid tried to calm the feelings of his Mamah, who was currently in disrepair given the will of his deceased father.
"Mas, shall we sleep?! It's night, loh! Poor Mama! Mama would want to rest too!" zahra tried to end the conversation. Zahra knew the conversation would only hurt the hearts of the two.
"Alright, Mah! We go rest first! Don't forget to sleep, okay? Don't think about that problem anymore! What matters now is that Kesya is happy with her little family. Don't think weird again that would even give trouble to Kesya and her family!" Rashid then went into the room and rested with Zahra, his wife.
Not long after, Mama Kesya went into the room and began to close her eyes. But his eyes still could not be closed, sleepy damal because his mind was still raging considering the will of her husband who wanted Kesya to marry Ilham.
" I'm sorry, Mom! Mama can not carry out Papa's will, to marry Kesya with Inspiration!" His mother Kesya was very sad, without him knowing, Umynya Ilham listened to all what was said by Mama Kesya.
Previously, Umynya Ilham intended to ask about the wedding ceremony to Mama Kesya, but when she saw she was crying, Umynya Ilham undo his intentions, and returned to his room as well.
"The fool is indeed in God's hands, we cannot blame Destiny! Abah, may Abah forgive Umy, who will now marry our son for the second time, to a woman who is not what you want. Umy doesn't want to ruin the happiness of Kesya who is married to another man! Kesya herself seems to have been happy with the family she had!" Umy looked at the photo of her husband on her phone, without feeling her tears welled up.
"Umy also wants to see our son happy, Abah! Please forgive Umy!" After praying and reciting the Quran, Umynya Ilham then sleeps. His eyes were puffy from crying too much.
Yes, that night, many hearts were weeping with the sudden wedding plans of Inspiration. Ilham himself actually did not love Qonita, only, he did not want to disappoint Umynyq, moreover, Qonita was a Sholehah woman and also a hafizah.