Assalamualaikum Ustadz Ku
262. Looking for Alana
Agus tried to be able to remember back about his past even though it felt very difficult but he kept trying and struggling.
With the help of Agnes, Agus gradually began to recover. Although not yet remembered about his past, at least Agus now does not need to feel any more headaches when he remembers something.
" Where? Do you still want to go to Australia to meet Ayana?" agnes asked that day while they were having breakfast together.
Agus was silent for a moment. He thought, is it right for him to look for Ayana or to start a new page and forget everything?
" I don't know Agnes. I am still confused too! I try to remember, half a year is not a little time. Let the universe guide you. Will we be together or separated forever!" agus said as if desperate for anything that happened in his life.
Agnes really felt sorry to see Agus who was like losing the direction of her life. After He forgot all the past he had with Ayana.
" Didn't you say yesterday that Ayana asked me for a divorce? Maybe this is God's way of making me completely forget about it and no longer remember the pain when he left me. I just still don't feel good and I'm still curious about my son's passing. I want to go see where his grave is and apologize to him" Agus said.
Agnes knew that the feeling of losing a child must be very painful and she herself would not be able to go through such a thing. Fortunately, Agus is currently losing memory so he does not experience the pain too much.
" I don't know where Axel's grave is, because it looks like Ayana is keeping a secret where her grave is" Agnes said with regret in her heart.
Agus really did not understand. How he could see or meet his dead son. He just wanted to go to his son's grave and apologize for the mistakes he had made that Axel had to die at such a small age because of his ignorance.
" It's Agus. We better forget the painful past. Because I don't think it's any good at all. Maybe true as you say, maybe this is God's way of making you forget about the pain that Toxic relationship has caused you." said Agnes felt really confused.
Agus took Agnes away from the place after they finished their breakfast.
" How's your mother doing? It's been a long time since he's come to me." asked Agus.
Agnes was hiding something. Because she was lazy to talk about her mother who had already completely let her down.
How could Agnes not be disappointed when a mother is willing to let go of her child's happiness just for the sake of wealth and also success.
" I don't want to talk about my mother. Let us live our way and not hurt each other!" said Agnes finally gave up and he then headed to the car where Agus parked the car outside the cafe.
Agus also tried to appreciate Agnes' feelings and no longer wanted to ask about her mother. It seemed that Agus understood what was going on between Agnes as well as her aunt.
After arriving at Agus' apartment, Agnes asked to say goodbye to Agus because he had to return to campus.
" Aren't you in trouble with your mother Agnes? Where have you been all this time? Tell me if there's anything I can help you with!" agus said to his cousin who since 6 months ago has always been loyal to help him through the hardest time of his life. After an accident that resulted in him becoming Amnesiac.
" You don't have to worry about me. I'm doing fine. Yes, I'm leaving first, right? Remember that! You should keep taking your medicine. Hopefully the medicine can help you get through all the difficulties that are currently befalling you." after saying goodbye to Agus Agnes then went from Agus' apartment and went to his campus because he intended to immediately graduate and find a more decent job than just a waitress in a cafe.
Meanwhile Agus really did not understand his own feelings for Agnes who for 6 months always accompanied him faithfully without much complaining whatsoever!
" I'd better follow Agnes. I want to know where he lives now. Why am I uncomfortable letting him stay out there alone. After he got in trouble with my aunt because of me!" agus' monologue when he saw Agnes leaving his apartment in a taxi.
His father Agnes still routinely sends money to his daughter without all his wife's friends. The divorce process taken care of by the father is complete, although they have to fight hard because of the difficulty of their divorce trial. But they have separated the house while the divorce process is still being carried out. Now her father lives in Australia living a new life and leaving politics after the shock of their domestic life was snorted by media crews.
His mother Agnes does not accept the relationship of the father with Humairoh in the past and present. In the end, he had to let his house fall apart.
Agnes has not yet met her mother. But he often calls his father, who is now in Australia.
Agnes is happy at least her father now has a good life without having to be terrorized continuously by her mother regarding Humairoh and also Ayana.
Do you think the same thing with Agnes? Yes really! Her father Agnes now lives with Humairo and Ayana. Because he's married to Humairoh.
They live a life like a happy little family. After a very long separation, almost more than 20 years. Finally they were united by a child whose presence was unknown before.
Ayana feels happy that her father and mother are now living together in a marriage that is sanctioned by both parties. Sugandi family is of course very happy Humaira married to an official who is quite famous in Indonesia.
Even after his marriage to Humairoh happened. His father Ayana prefers to get out of politics and continue his life as a businessman along with his beloved wife.
" Ayan! Don't you want to see Agus again? Papa heard that Agus is now out of the hospital and he is looking for your whereabouts as well as your son! Agnes told papa that Agus was still amnesic and could not remember his past" the father said as they sat together in the dining room.
" Have Pah forgotten about Agus. Maybe this is the universe's way of getting us apart without having to hurt each other!" agnes is trying to come to terms with the past that has cost her her only son.
When he remembered about Exal, at once his heart felt very sick and hated Agus who had taken his beloved son in his life.
" It's Pah. We no longer need to talk about Agus. It's hard for Ayana to want to get back up from her life in the past which must have been very painful. Ayana's right maybe this is the universe's way of making them reconcile with each other that is by forgetting each other!" humairoh tries to understand Ayana's current feelings.
" But their divorce proceedings will not be taken care of. Because until now Agus still does not remember the past of the two of them. The court could not grant Ayana's trust suit just like that, because Agus was Amnesiac!" he said while looking at Ayana who was preparing to go to the office.
After finishing with her breakfast Ayana then said goodbye to her parents to go to the office and solve all the problems that happened there. Ayana had even cut off her employment relationship with Agus' company so she could with Legowo to let go of her past with Agus.
" I really hope that we don't have to see each other again. Because I think it's much better. Let us now live each other's lives and open up a new chapter without hurting each other again" Ayana said on her way to her company.
Her focus was on Ayana to get to her room immediately. So that he did not realize that Agus had been watching him from a distance.
Well true! Agus came to Australia just to make sure of something. Whether he can remember his past when he passed by Ayana or not at all.
But to approach Ayana directly, Agus really did not dare. Her head shrieked when she saw the beautiful woman walking towards her office so Graceful and full of charm.
" I now understand why I in the past could love her so much. I just wanted to make sure. Is there any residual love for him in the present," then Agus tries to strengthen his heart to be able to meet Ayana directly in his office.
But again, Agus did not dare to do that. Until that day, Agus only watched Ayana's office from a distance in disguise.
" ****! How cowardly of you, Agus!" as Agus told himself.