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323. Amanda's anger
Amanda came home from the hospital with a restraining emotion on her chest. After she found out that her mother was the mistress of a man who yesterday claimed to be her husband.
" Why is Mama so bad? I just could forgive you. Why do you now give me a much deeper wound? Hiks hyks! Why the hell is Mah? Why?" Amanda kept crying and locked herself in her room. After his return from the hospital.
Farhan, who had just returned from the office, looked for the whereabouts of his granddaughter, whom he could not find anywhere.
" Where is your Miss?" farhan asked as he loosened the tie around his neck which felt very choking.
" Non Amanda is in his room, sir. Don't know why. Since coming home from outside, Miss until now has not come out. Even when I told her to have lunch, none of Amanda wanted to go out at all!" said the maid while bowing her head in front of Farhan.
Farhan seemed to frown and then told his maid to retreat from before him.
" What's the matter with that kid?" farhan asked completely curiously while shaking his head.
Farhan then headed straight to Amanda's room knocking on her door slowly and carefully.
Farhan knew very well the nature of his granddaughter which was very sensitive and very irritable. Therefore Farhan has always tried to be careful when dealing with Amanda.
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" Amanda! Are you inside, baby? This is Grandpa dear. Grandpa wants to talk to you, son. Can you open the door?" tanya Farhan tried her hardest to persuade Amanda to open the door of her room so she could enter.
Farhan was silent for about 10 minutes giving Amanda time to think.
" Grandpa! Hiks Hiks! Mama is so evil Cake! Amanda hates Mama cake! Hiks hyks!" Farhan was shocked when he opened the door Amanda hit him and cried sobbing in his arms.
Farhan then guided his granddaughter to sit on the sofa that was inside the room of her grandson that she cared about the most.
" What's up, honey? Why are you crying like this? Aunty said since noon you haven't even eaten?" farhan asked as she gently stroked Amanda's hair.
Amanda who since last afternoon really needs the affection of her grandfather. Without shame or embarrassment. She then cried in Farhan's arms. But he did not want to tell me about the reason his tears flowed back today.
" Tell me to my dear grandfather. Who knows if Grandpa can help you or maybe reduce the sadness in your heart!" said Farhan with a smile to Amanda who is now starting to calm down and can tell stories smoothly.
Farhan seemed to nod her head listening to Amanda's story about her mother who turned out to be a second woman from Mark's life who yesterday claimed to be her husband.
" Amanda never thought and never thought. If it turns out my mama was an actor. Hiks. My mom, she__he__ snatch someone else's husband cake. Even the man intended to divorce his first wife and make her his legal wife. Is my mom not evil if it's grandpa?" amanda's tears came back after she recalled what she heard and what she saw in the hospital this morning.
" That's your mother Amanda's business. We cannot interfere in his personal life. Because after all your mother also needs a man who will make her life less lonely in her old age!" farhan said trying to persuade Amanda to understand the current condition and situation of Manda.
Not calm or happy. Amanda was even more hysterical, making Farhan feel guilty because he had slipped to talk.
" Is that the attitude of a good woman's life? Who is happy above all other women?" ask Amanda with fiery eyes.
The anger that had been given to Manda was now directed to Farhan who had been mispronouncing.
" That's not what Amanda's grandfather meant. Honey, please listen to Grandpa!" Farhan said again persuading Amanda to listen to his words.
" Amanda didn't expect that grandpa could say such things. Does that mean Grandpa knew that Om Mark already had another wife besides my mother?" amanda asked with a fierce look at Farhan who began to misbehave and was nervous about facing the anger of his favorite grandson.
Farhan took a deep breath he was really confused to have to talk how else with Amanda.
Farhan understood that Amanda was angry and upset because she also remembered that she was a woman who would definitely be hurt as well. When he finds out his partner is cheating on him behind his back.
" Goodfather knew about the status of the two of them. Grandpa also knows who the first wife of Om Mark is. Grandpa also knows who Om Mark is!" amanda's eyes grew more and more puffed up as she listened to all the Confessions from Farhan.
" So grandpa knows? Then why didn't Grandpa tell Amanda? Huh uh? Why cake?" Amanda then gets up and refuses to sit down with Farhan as she feels she has been betrayed by her own Grandpa.
Farhan took a deep breath. Be honest! He is very frustrated and has trouble convincing Amanda who is currently angry at the level of a god.
" The first wife of Om Mark was Elena, the ex-lover of your father whom we refused to be his wife. Grandpa also didn't understand why Elena could be Mark's wife and now your mother could be his second wife. It is also really very confusing for Fleet grandfather. Can you not punish Grandpa for something that Grandpa doesn't understand and doesn't understand?" tanya Farhan tried her hardest to make Amanda want to sit back and talk nicely with her.
" I'm sorry Amanda grandpa. But Amanda couldn't accept the thought of grandfather agreeing with my Mamah's status as an actor. Amanda was disappointed with Grandpa! Now it's better Grandpa just go and leave my room now. Because I want to be alone. I want to reflect on my own life!" amanda was very upset.
Amanda's head was about to explode. After he confirmed that his mother's status was really an actor. Even now the man claiming to be his mother's spouse is getting ready to divorce his first wife and abandon their children. To make his mother the first in his life.
" Damn it! Goddamn bum!" Amanda threw all the things in her room and let go of all the emotions she had in her heart right now.
" Why is Mama so bad? Don't you realize you have a daughter like me? What if bad karma would come into my life too Mah? Because Mama's actions now that have destroyed the lives of others? Hiks hyks!" Amanda was really sad and also disappointed in her mother who did not really love her.
" If my mom really loved me. My mom will think about my future someday! Mama now snatches someone else's husband. What if one day my husband will be taken by another woman? Karma is always going. Hurt the hearts of others, the payment is on top of the world. For verily the prayer of the man who is most courageous touches the heavens and shakes the arsy!" said Amanda was very sad with her life that never calmed down.