Assalamualaikum Ustadz Ku
58. Adrian Nyantri with Ilham
Pov Inspiration
After Kesya's return to Dubai, Ilham and Adrian return to the boarding house. Laila has welcomed us both. Umy was very pleased with Adrian. He was eager to have a grandchild, but not yet accomplished. Adrian's presence is a gift in our lives. Laila seems to be getting used to Adrian's presence among us.
Every month the Abimana family always sends donation money for pesantren huts, so that the construction of cottage facilities is faster and easier. The Abhimana family are our regular donors now.
I am currently teaching Adrian to teach. I instilled the basics for Adrian to be a hafidz. That's what Kesya ordered before she went to Dubai.
Adrian is a very smart and intelligent boy. It is easy to teach anything. I'm so happy. Adrian always follows me wherever I go. Every time there's a talk outside the city, Adrian never misses following me. Yes, Adrian was the vitamin of my life. My feelings of love for Kesya are running aground, now I devote everything to Adrian. The son of the woman I love.
No matter how I try, until this moment I have not been able to love my wife. I know, I was really mean to him. But really, I've tried my best. Love cannot be forced. We can't control where our love is anchored. I just try not to hurt my wife by always providing for all her needs, born a bathin.
It didn't feel like our marriage was in its first year. No sign of my wife's pregnancy. He seems to be getting frustrated.
"Mas, let's go to the obstetrician. We're consulting, we're doing a pregnancy program. I want to have children, give descendants for Mas and grandchildren for Umy!" pinta Laila, my wife this morning.
"Patience! God may not believe us yet. Our marriage is only one year old, out there many are 10 years of marriage, not in the gift of children. Never mind, don't torture yourself with it. Happy your heart, so you don't stress. Sometimes stress can also be a trigger for difficult pregnancy" I said.
"His wealth doesn't want my son. I am so happy with Adrian! The son of the woman I love!" laila said with her overflowing emotions.
"What did you say? Which man does not want to have his own offspring? Adrian son of Kesya and Andika. One day he will return to his parents' side. I'm only here to educate Adrian to become a Hafidz Qur'an, nothing more. My love for him has nothing to do with Kesya. I never even called Kesya. Why can you say such a bad thing?" I ask you to be patient.
"I know that Mas still loves Kesya, Adrian said. I can feel that Mas doesn't love me! Hiks hyks!" suddenly my wife was crying. My heart feels pinched.
"I've been loyal to you all along, never messed around out there. Less what else?" I started to get carried away by emotions.
"Ilham, take ablution water, pray! Don't let emotions rule your heart, son!" suddenly Umy and Adrian walked into the living room, where my wife and I were arguing.
'I hope Adrian doesn't listen to our argument, I don't want to hurt the little boy. Adrian is innocent, knows nothing. Even my past is with his mom and dad. To me, it's all the past.
"Yes, Umy! Forgive Inspiration!" I said then went to the bathroom. I will just pray Dhuha. To make my heart calm again.
If the emotions of a husband and then cause unwanted things, then there is only regret later on. Good thing Umy came and reminded me.
Adrian is very similar to Kesya. His behavior and attitude. Once a month, Umy and Mas Rashid's family come to visit Adrian. It makes Adrian very happy.
"Laila, you have to believe that your husband never does anything that violates religious law. Even since their marriage was annulled and Kesya married her Papah Adrian, Ilham and Kesya have never met in person. If they meet there is always her husband Kesya. Inspiration can keep his marwah as a man. If it is a matter of the heart, we cannot choose where our heart is anchored. That's your job, Laila! To win the love of Inspiration, your husband. Believe me, Umy can guarantee, Kesya and Ilham have never had a relationship like you think. Inspiration's affection for Adrian, pure affection of a teacher towards his student. Not more. You have to trust your husband. Then your household will always be happy and prosperous." I heard Umy's advice to my wife. I also feel sad when I see my wife unhappy. But how else? Did I return Adrian to Kesya? To make my wife's heart happy again?
Adrian's been at the cottage for a year. It might be worth giving a vacation to Adrian. I then took my phone and contacted Andika who is now in Dubai.
"Assalamualaikum, Adrian has been here for a year. I intend to give a vacation to Adrian, can you pick up Adrian?" my many.
"How about Kiai Ilham who delivered here? I will send you our private jet. Bring the whole family, you can also take a vacation here with Adrian." Andika's offer is really surprising. I looked at Adrian who looked happy.
"Horay! We're going on vacation together to Adrian's house! Grandma, let's get ready!" Adrian then pulled Umy's hand happily.
"Adrian seems to be very happy with these vacation plans. Get ready, Kiai and Wife can be at once a second honeymoon. I'll book a hotel for the honeymoon. Get ready, I'll send Abimana Group's private jet." Andika then hangs up.
I'm still glued to the spot. 'Honey moon?' the word success made my heart in the fog. I just remembered that I haven't given it to my wife.
"Alright, just think of it as a vacation! Come on my wife, we're on holiday in Dubai with Adrian. Quickly prepare, they will send a private jet Abimana Group to pick us up." I told my wife who was still in tears. Still sad it seems.
"Come, baby! We're getting ready, huh? We're going to have a honeymoon in Dubai, hopefully after we get back there, we can have a child. Andika has prepared a hotel for us. Don't be sad anymore, OK?" I tried to comfort my troubled wife.
"Is it true, my dear, I'm the same?" ask Laila.
"of course! You are a good woman and a beautiful wife. Why don't you love me?" answer me with certainty.
"Did you love me?" tanyakanya.
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Suddenly my heart feels like it's going to fall out, love? What should I answer? "Yes, I love my beautiful wife!" I said while kissing her forehead. From today on, I decided to try harder to love my wife