Assalamualaikum Ustadz Ku
267. To indonesia
The next day Agus and Ayana met Humairoh and Pradipta.
" So you guys decided to get back together?" humairoh asked seriously to the two who were currently bowing their heads.
" Right Mah. We decided to try to re-knit our household because Ayana was sure, Axel would also not be happy if he saw his parents did not get along. After he died!" ayana said with a trembling voice.
" Augus! Are you sure that you can make Uncle's daughter happy?" pradipta asked his nephew.
Agus raised his head then looked directly at Pradipta's bead eyes.
" I'm sure that I can make Ayana happy! Uncle support us to build a household and give you grandchildren!" agus said with complete confidence.
" Ayana is sure that the two of us can pass the obstacles that are in front of her later by being together not by farewell!" ayan said with confidence.
Agus who was currently grasping Ayana's hand squeezed it firmly.
" I will always try to make you happy. Please remind me that I made a mistake that made you suffer!" agus said while kissing Ayana's palm.
Ayana nodded her head then she looked at her parents.
" Support us so we can get through this marriage more lightly. We intend to recite ijab kabul. After that we will have our wedding reception in Jakarta. Jami will invite all family and business partners to announce our wedding to the public!" agus said with steadiness.
Humairah and Pradipta were very happy to listen to what Agus said.
" It's good that you also do that because yesterday's problems were really very chaotic.your marriage was done in secret and had not had time to do the reception so there is also a good plan that you Agus. My mom agrees!" humairoh supports all the plans that Agus has prepared for the future of both of them.
Then they get ready to return to Indonesia because they want to attend Agnes graduation which will be held one more week in Jakarta.
" We're finally back home!" agus said as they set foot on the plane that would take them to Jakarta.
Ayana actually objected to returning to Indonesia because so far too many bitter memories she felt when she was in Indonesia.
But Ayana also realized that she had to face all the fears and also the bitter memories. However in Indonesia there is a tomb Axel that he must maintain and visit.
" Why are your hands so cold?" agus asked as he held his wife's palm.
Ayana looked at Agus and she tried to calm her currently turbulent soul.
Honestly Ayana at this time really felt that she was betraying her dead son.
' I'm sorry Mama Nak. Because my mom has returned to your dad. As if Mama had turned a blind eye to your death because of your papa!' inner Ayana as she looked at Agus who was worried about her.
' May you forgive Mamah Na! Because after all Mama loves your father and he has apologized many times for your death which he accidentally caused by your father!' Ayana tried to strengthen her body soul to return to her household together with Agus.
" Tell me, baby. If you have a problem. I'll try to help you!" agus was worried.
" It's okay. I'm doing fine. Let's retrace our household and may there be good in it!" said Ayana trying to review a smile to her husband.
" Are you sure?" agus asked trying to convince his heart that his current wife was really doing well.
" I am sure Hubby!" ayana replied with a smile on her lips.
Agus was happy because he could see Ayana's smile that he had always missed.
Humairoh and Pradipta went straight to their residence while Agus and Ayana returned to the main residence of the Agus family.
" Welcome back to our home!" agus said as they set foot in his family's mansion.
Ayana looked around the residence. It was the same as the last time he left the place.
" Let's get some rest!" Ayana just followed everything that her husband instructed her because she already had no energy to argue with anyone.
His life had already suffered too much and he just wanted the calmness of the moment.
Agus could see that Ayana now looked more moody and sad-faced than cheerful as before.
' I promise I will give you back as you used to be Ayana who is jolly and also full of confidence. I'm sorry that I've done so many wounds in your life that I turned you into the gloomy woman you are today!' agus said, As they climbed one step after another stairs that will take them to the main room they will occupy during their stay in the residence.
' I miss you so much with your pranks and pranks. I also miss your arrogance as much as I used to. What a wonderful Ayana that has made me fall in love so many times! I'm the one who turned you into the woman you are today who rarely smiles and rarely socializes. I was a bad husband for turning you into a lonely, reclusive woman! I'm sorry Ayana!' Agus held onto Ayana's shoulder tightly.
Ayana's face was so sad, when they entered the main room. Where there is a baby box that is usually occupied by Axel when he was alive.
Suddenly Ayana's tears flowed she could not return because she remembered her dead son.
" I'm sorry Mama Nak couldn't protect you! Sorry mama!" Ayana cried beside the baby box so that Agus became sad and felt guilty because it was careless to cause the accident until their son died.
" I'm sorry, dear papa! Sorry Papa!" Agus tried to embrace Ayana and provide the best comfort for his beloved wife.
Finally, the two wives cried in silence. The two hugged and strengthened each other.
" Come on, baby. We go to the bathroom first and clean your body. After that you can rest!" Agus then guided his father to the bathroom and cleaned their bodies of dirt and sweat that stuck all day on their bodies.
" Do you want dinner downstairs or just in the room?" agus asked as he helped Ayana to dry her hair using a hair dryer.
" I'm so tired I just want to sleep!" said Ayana who immediately laid her body on the bed.
" Well I'll take our dinner here!" Agus went straight out of the room without waiting for a reply from his wife.
Agus knew that Ayana was crying in her room. As much as Agus energy was trying to strengthen his heart to not cry anymore.
It is very hard to lose a child, especially when we realize that we are the cause of the death of our child.
That suffering is currently being felt by Agus. Guilt and also a huge loss in his heart. That feeling really made Agus feel claustrophobic and difficult to deal with Ayana at the moment.
Agus went downstairs and ordered his maid to prepare dinner for the two of them.
" Please later when the food is ready to be brought up because my wife is sick!" agus gave orders to his assistant.
" Good sir I will do it!" Agus then left his assistant and went to his study room that he had long left because he went to Australia to find Ayana and also to undergo treatment for his disease which is now cured because the amnesia was gone from him.
" Please prepare for our wedding as soon as possible. Because I want to invite all our business associates to my wedding reception with my beloved wife!" agus orders to his assistant.
After giving the order, Agus immediately hung up the phone call and refocused on all his work that he had long left.