Assalamualaikum Ustadz Ku
256. New Life Manda

Manda instantly deactivated her phone after reading a message from Johan.

Manda's heart, already sick with Johan's treatment of Amanda, makes her feel like it's final to leave a man who hasn't accepted her past after their more than 10-year marriage.

" O God, I hope what I do is right. I don't want to have a marriage that will only backfire on my own life and my son's. I'm gonna call Amanda so I can stay with her. I don't want to part with my daughter anymore just because of a man who would never accept my son's existence!" Manda had already decided with a unanimous heart that she would catch up with Amanda wherever her daughter was at the moment.

After the process of buying and selling his apartment was completed, Manda immediately prepared himself to go find his daughter.

" I have to call Amanda. I have to confirm his current whereabouts!" then Manda turned on his phone again just to call his daughter who is currently in Dubai.

" Askarahmatullahi warahmatullahi wabarakatuh!" manda began his conversation with the beloved princess.

" Waalaikumsalam Warahmatullahi Westarakatuh!" amanda replied in a trembling voice after listening back to her mother's voice. After a month they separated.

Amanda is currently preparing for her departure to France to enroll in college there.

" Where are you now, baby? Mama wants to see you!" manda asked her daughter directly.

Amanda found it difficult to answer her mother's questions. Because he didn't want to until his heart was hurt again. If you meet again with the mother who always incised a wound in her heart every meeting they.

" Why did Mama want to see me? I don't want your husband to be angry again because of our meeting!" said Amanda with a trembling voice.

Manda sobbed to listen to the words of his own daughter.

" I'm sorry, dear Mama who has made you uncomfortable every time she comes to meet with Mama. Mama has left Om Johan. Mama intends to stay with you. Where are you now? Mama's gonna be right after you!" say it with a trembling voice as it restrains the sadness in his turbulent heart.

" Please Mama don't do that Mah! Mom is now a wife. Mama's job is to be next to your mama's husband and raise your sons. Do not make me a sinner between your marriages. Amanda here is fine, Mah. My dad and Grandpa love me so much. Mama Kesya always glorified me and considered me as her own daughter. You don't have to think about leaving your new husband and family because now your job is to be next to you, not beside me!" said Amanda tried to advise her mother not to do reckless.

There was Manda who was crying bitterly for the rejection of her own daughter.

" But mama's not happy here, baby. Because it turns out Mama's husband can never accept Mama's past with your father. That's what made him never want to accept you as his daughter!" manda said with a voice that was so heartbreaking.

Amanda across the street was covered in tears. Amanda couldn't stand what her mother said. She knew that her mother was crying right now.

" I'm sorry Amanda Mah, but Amanda doesn't want to take the sin of missing Mama from Mama's husband. They are my Mom's responsibility now. Moreover, Axel's baby grandpa, definitely needs Mama as his mother! Dede Axel needs Mama more than me. I'm here a lot to look after and love but Dede Axel now only has Mama as his mother. Please don't leave him, Mah. Poor my sisters. Enough Amanda to lose my mother's affection all this time!" said Amanda with a trembling voice and tears that kept flowing.

" All right then, son. Mama hang up the phone. Mama's gonna go back to thinking about what you said!" Amanda then hung up the phone and she cried after listening to all the explanations from her daughter.

" O God my daughter rejected me she didn't want me as her mother! She must have been very hurt over all the things that happened when she was in my house. I'm a really bad mother!" it did not feel Manda continued to cry sobbing alone in the apartment he had sold to someone who had once rented the apartment to him.

An established man who was about 30 years old. He has a handsome face and a brilliant career.

He will be occupying the apartment again after his business trip from Switzerland.

Therefore Manda can still occupy the apartment, even though it has been sold to him. At least until the new owner comes and occupies the apartment.

Manda slept in his bed all day. He really did not have any spirit to do his daily activities. His spirit seemed to be stifled and disappeared far away since his daughter did not want to live with him.

" The current Amanda must hate me therefore she doesn't want to live with me. God, what would my life mean if no one accepted me? Hiks hyks!" manda said with tears flowing down her cheeks.

" Obviously my daughter prefers the Abiman family group, rather than myself a woman who can only be a burden to her life in the future! You stupid Manda! Why can't you think clearly before making a decision? Now for you to go back to Johan's mas, that would be a real shame!" manda said with tears that continued to flow non-stop.

His life journey full of thorns has made him completely Fragile and lost the spirit to resume his life.

" I'd better leave this apartment tomorrow and start putting my new life together! I will forget all these pasts that just sliced my heart to pieces!" Manda then tidied up her belongings from the apartment and prepared to leave the apartment that had been sold.

" I don't know where I'm going. But clearly, I must definitely leave Indonesia. Jarena, I don't want to go back to my bad and unhappy life!" manda made a decision for his own future.

After all his belongings were ready, Manda then immediately left the apartment. After he handed over the key to ownership of the apartment to the building manager to be handed over to the new owner.

Manda went to the airport and prepared to choose the country he would make a new residence in.

When Manda was confused, suddenly a woman hit him.

" I'm sorry, I didn't mean it!" manda said while bowing her face.

" Manda?" asked the woman while looking at Manda fixedly.

" I'm sorry who are you? Why know who I am?" asked Manda while frowning.

" Oh my goodness! When you didn't know me?" the woman asked, looking disappointed that Manda did not know this anymore.

" I'm sorry maybe because it's been too long since we haven't seen each other making me not remember you anymore. Do you mind mentioning your name?" ask Manda politely.

" I'm Elena! Geez! You can forget about me anyway? Wicked one!" elena said while putting her sad face in front of Manda.

Manda seemed to think for a very long time to be able to recognize who Elena was currently standing before him.

" I'm her ex-boyfriend Andika Abimana! We met when you were his secretary at the Jakarta branch. Do you remember now?" elena asked while shaking Manda's hands.

" Elena?" manda's home was like she was recovering her memory of the beautiful woman currently standing in front of her.

" Yes, Elena! I used to give you monthly money because you always gave me reports about Andika's activities while she worked in the office. Do you remember me now?" elena asked hoping that Manda would remember her again.

Manda who continued to frown and try to remember the figure of Elena who was very long he did not meet and finally slowly Manda can remember it again.

" Oh my goodness! It turns out that you are Miss Elena, the former lover of Lord Andika Abimana? I'm sorry Miss for not remembering you again. Been aware for over 10 years we haven't met!" said Manda with a sparkling and happy face.

Elena seemed to notice the luggage as well as the items accompanying Manda beside her.

" Where are you going?" elena asked her frown.

" I don't know if I don't have a purpose to go because I'm still confused about where to go" said Manda while sitting his ass in a chair not far from the position they stand at this time.

" Are you fighting with your husband?" guess Elena.

" Where does Miss know?" asked Manda in wonder.

Elena laughed listening to his question.

" A woman wants to go somewhere, but does not know the purpose of going. Try, especially if it's not because of a fight with her husband?" elena asked with a smile to Manda.

" You are right! Geez! You've always been smart, miss!" said Manda with a glowing face.

" Let's go! How about you work as my assistant?" elena asked while looking intently at Manda.

" Is it true that you would accept me as your Assistant?" asked Manda trying to confirm back to Elena.

" When have I ever been to you? I'm serious! Work with me and I'll give you a home and a great salary as long as you can keep all my orders without much dispute!" elena said with a smile to Manda who was very happy to get the job without having to bother.

NB: in the future a collaboration between Manda and Elena that will one day kill Kesya with arsenic poison in a hotel. This story can be found in the author's novel:

" Forced to Marry Kyai's Son"

Manda and Elena then flew towards the country where Elena lived together with her husband.

Meanwhile, Amanda who is currently crying after getting a call from her mother seems to be being embraced by Kesya.

" Patience, dear. Your mother will understand what you're doing right now. Mama's sure she understands!" kesya tries to comfort Amanda who feels guilty for refusing her mother to live with her in France.

" Mama must have thought that I was an evil child who would not accept her presence and reject her. I just don't want it until Axel's sister doesn't have a birth mother like me. Enough I feel pain and pain lest my sisters experience the same thing!" said Amanda with a sad sob in Kesya's arms.

" What you did was right, baby. It's the crying clock again. Aren't you going to the embassy tomorrow to prepare for your departure to France? do not let your beautiful face become ugly because it is swollen from crying too much!" kesya said she tried to tempt Amanda not to cry anymore.

" What does this have to do with my swollen face going to the embassy?" amanda asked in astonishment.

" Who knows, later in the embassy there is a handsome man who will be interested in his beautiful son Mama!" said Kesya while stroking Manda's cheek with sincere affection.

" Ih, Mama is-there! Amanda wants to focus on learning and doesn't want to disappoint you!" said Amanda with a serious face while looking at stepmother who has always been very dear to her.