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324. The endless sadness
After Amanda leaves her room, Manda is now crying in Mark's arms, completely speechless, and seeing Amanda's overwhelming anger.
Mark kept hugging Manda who was crying so sadly making himself really feel guilty.
" Look at my daughter so hates me. Even if you only know with your intention to divorce your wife. What if you really divorced her? Then my daughter will definitely not want to see my face again forever. I beg Mark, please cancel your intention to divorce Elena! I beg!" said Manda crying in the arms of Mark who is now seen kissing his account affectionately.
" Okay, Manda, I promised you I wouldn't divorce Elena. Now you calm yourself, baby. I really can't see your tears like this!" said Mark trying to make Manda's heart calm.
Manda sucked her face in Mark's arms and cried all over there. The chest of the man who had given so much love and a happy life to her after their meeting.
" Now go home to Germany. Don't let Elena be suspicious of your absence by her side. Mark you've been here too long. Elena must have started looking for you and lost you by now. Please go Mark!" manda said as she pushed her body away from her.
However, Mark is completely unable to leave Manda alone. Moreover, the condition of Manda is really unbelievable to be left alone there.
Mark kept shaking his head. Because he really could not afford to let go of his wife who he now truly loved with all his heart.
" You need to get well soon, baby. I'm just going back to Germany. As long as you're not out of the hospital. Believe me, I won't go anywhere by your side!" said Mark looks so confident that makes Manda more frustrated again.
Then I'll kill myself now. If you don't get out of here!" threaten Manda while glaring sharply at Mark who was auto surprised to hear the threat.
" Let's love, don't play with your life!" said Mark really lost his mind to be able to persuade Manda not to be hysterical again.
" Go Mark from here and come back to your family. I beg! I don't want to lose my son again. I don't want her to hate me more! I can't Mark, live with the hatred of my son! I also don't want you to be hated by your children someday just because you want to keep our forbidden love!" said Manda hoarsely.
Just this time Mark really saw sadness in the eyes of the woman he loved. All this time Manda looks so strong and strong. So that makes Mark really like it and also very salute to the great Manda in his eyes.
Manda with all the limitations he has always managed to make Mark feel calm and happy when he met Manda.
" Well, I'm going back to Germany right now. But I beg Manda. Come with me, baby. Because my heart really doesn't calm down if you die you're here alone!" mark tried to negotiate with Manda.
But Manda immediately shook her head repeatedly with tears that kept dripping on her eyelids.
" No Mark! I'll be right here. I will wait for forgiveness and forgiveness from my daughter. I'm not going anywhere. I will show you my sincerity and I will convince my daughter that our relationship is over here!" manda said with tears that kept dripping.
The decision was really tough for Manda. Because he really loved Mark a sincere man and always cared about him. Although Manda had given so much hard time to the handsome man.
" No Manda! I would never want to end our relationship. I really love you Manda. I don't want to lose you You hear that?" ask Mark with red eyes.
Moments Manda's body seemed to limp in his making when he saw Mark even hugged him so tightly.
Mark who understands Manda's current feelings is really being upset and also sad. After hearing the evil and harsh words of her biological daughter.
" Amanda doesn't really love you, baby. Therefore he is always endless to give sadness to you. Dear manda. I love you and I will take care of you for the rest of my life. Trust me, Manda!" mark slowly approached Manda.
Mark is still trying to convince Manda not to break their relationship.
However, Mark really wouldn't be able to live without Manda. Even Mark has decided to divorce Elena, who has only used herself to avenge Elena for the man Andika who is actually loved by Elena.
Mark's feelings are really very painful when he learns that Elena is only using herself for a tool to vent revenge on men that can not be achieved by the wife.
" Help Mark. I beg! If you really love me. Go and go back to your family. Forget about me Mark. Maybe my destiny is to live alone and live without love. I accepted Mark's fate by saying that my daughter didn't hate me." Manda said tearfully, causing Mark to grow sadder.
Mark knew how much suffering Mandra had gone through just to get Amanda's confession.
Her daughter who always demeans Manda just because she gave birth to Amanda outside of marriage. So Amanda always considered Manda as a woman who is worthless to love.
Manda who has struggled very hard to get love from her daughter always finds disappointment and also heartache with the attitude and rejection of her beloved Princess.
Manda even willing to leave Indonesia and her small family there just to be able to live together with Amanda. But again, his daughter refused him. With reason for wanting to keep the feelings of Kesya and Andika.
Manda could accept the reason and there was not much protest against his daughter. Because after all Manda also does not want to give a difficult time for her beloved Princess who is very dear to her.
If there is anything that Manda regrets most is when she decided to give Amanda to the Abimana family so that her life becomes chaotic and no longer organized according to her plan!
" All right, baby. I'm going back to Germany today. But remember! You should always tell me your situation and don't try to disappear from me. Or I'll come back here to see you and pick you up to live with me in Germany. Can you promise me that?" mark asked while framing Manda's face with both palms.
After seeing Manda nod her head in agreement, Mark kissed Manda's lips gently and lovingly. A farewell kiss that he would never again be able to sip from the woman he loved so much.
Manda is really moved by the sacrifice of Mark who wants to give up for his happiness and for the love of Amanda who wants to be embraced by Manda.
" Be happy with your daughter and remember you must always tell me how you are!" mark said again.
It's hard for Mark to leave Manda. But he had to do that for Manda's happiness. Mark realized that he had to sacrifice for the smile on the lips of the woman he loved.
After saying goodbye to Manda. Mark then goes to Abimana's residence to meet with Amanda.
However, Mark did not want his sacrifice to be in vain. When the woman he loves does not get what he wants, the love and affection of his daughter.