Assalamualaikum Ustadz Ku
154. Apologizing
Now Arman was at the door of his father's house. From earlier she was back and forth gorgeous forward and backward! 😊 Canda first yes reader. We are serious about the previous three chapters being very tense. A little laugh so that the veins are not tense. 😂🤗
Arman stared at the gate of his father's house. Then he recalled the message conveyed by Ustad Fahri before he left for his father's house.
"By your mother Arman! You have to go and do it! Do you have the heart that your mother still has affairs with humans above this world? I have a great sin against your father! Because he used witchcraft and pellets to destroy your father's household!" said Ustadz Fahri firmly and did not want to be denied by Arman.
Arman then clung his heart to be able to dare knock on the door of his father's house.
Suddenly there was a light behind Arman. So that makes Arman surprised. Arman's eyes squinted, he tried to see who was coming.
Not long after, the driver who was driving the car got down and approached Arman.
"You're looking for who's the master? Why are the nights in front of the gates of my master's house!" the driver asked suspiciously at Arman whom he did not know before.
"Please tell your Master that the son of Lady Sintia wants to meet him right now!" arman said with a trembling voice.
There was fear and anger in his heart. But Arman kept trying to suppress all of that for the sake of his mother who was currently waiting for her father to be forgiven.
"I'll talk to my master!" then the driver approached the open window and he spoke to the person in the car.
"Master, the young man said, that the son of Madam Shintia wants to talk to you!" the driver said to his father Firman.
His father Firman looked to sort his forehead then he said to his driver. "Make him get in my car!" said his father Arman while staring at the young man who is currently still standing in front of the gate of his house.
"What would he say? I've been waiting for him for a long time and he's finally coming to me!" say his father Word slowly.
"Young man! My master told you to get in the car and talk there!" said the driver.
"All right, it's okay!" Arman followed the driver to his father's car.
With a bit of hesitation. Arman opens the door to the car but returns Ustad Fahri's remarks to be his whip to be able to do that.
"For Mom's sake I should be able to do this!" arman said with a determination in his heart that had always been hesitant and afraid to face his own father.
"Come in if you want to talk to me! I don't have much time to talk to you!" said a baritone voice in the car.
At once Arman's heart was racing. This was the first time he had spoken privately with his own biological father, during his life.
"I'm sorry! I came here, for Mom's sake! He wants to meet you!" arman said with a trembling and stammering voice. Because since then continue to hold back the cry that has been wanting to come out.
"My mom died today. But before he died. He told me to come to you and apologize for all the wrongs he's done to you and your family!" arman said while bowing his head.
Clear details were already flowing profusely on Arman's face at this moment.
"Innalillahi wa inna ilaihi rojiun I never thought Sheila would come before me! May Allah accept all good and forgive all his sins!" his father said Firman with a trembling voice.
There is a sense of sadness that can be caught by Armann from a biological father that.
"Let's come with me to the apartment to meet my mother. And please apologize to you so that my Mother's journey to the glory of God is made easier and her grave is laid out!" arman said as he scooped his face with both hands. The sadness in his heart right now is incredible.
Arman's father was silent for a moment. He continued to massage his temple which felt very dizzy at this moment. He took his breath slowly. Then he looked at Arman and looked at his son's face intently.
"I have many sins with you. Somehow my life will be in the afterlife. No apologies from you two. Arman do you forgive me too? For I am your father who has sent you away for decades?" his father Arman said with a trembling voice there was a deep sadness in his heart at this moment.
"You just relax! In my heart, I have forgiven you. What matters now is that you have to forgive my mother so that her journey to the afterlife is easier and easier!" arman is back.
"If I forgive your mother, will you call me father?" asked his father Arman with eyes full of hope for his son.
" Is it important to you?" asked Arman in wonder.
"Sure it's important! Because my whole life, I've dreamed for you to be able to call me dad. Although I know, I have no right to take that call. Because for decades, I've abandoned you!" said his father Arman again glanced at the face of his son who was still crying.
"You never beat me! Because your wife always took care of both of us and gave us a decent life. Even your wife took care of my mother in a mental hospital and gave me an education so I could become a scholar!" arman said telling all that his mother had done Word during her life in the world.
"You are so lucky to have a wife like her who is golden-hearted and angelic in spirit!" arman said with a trembling voice.
"Even if it looks bad and hard on the outside, my wife is. He always had a good heart!" answer his father Word.
"Let's get to my mother's pity apartment because she has to be buried soon!" arman said then he got out of his father's car. But Arman's hand was pulled by his father. So Arman looked at him.
"What's wrong? Is there a problem?" arman asked while looking intently at his father.
"Was my longing for you to call me father possible?" asked his father Arman with a trembling voice and tears began to drip on his cheeks which had already started to wrinkle.
"Dad! Daddy's! I'll call you Dad from now on!" arman said with a trembling voice. He then left his father in the car.
"You come with my car and we'll go to my apartment!" arman said slowly, to his father's driver. Then he got into his car and led his father to his apartment to meet his mother's body there.