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326. Farhan's Advice
After getting permission from Amanda, Farhan went into his grandson's room. It looks Amanda whose eyes have been swollen because she has been crying ever since.
" As long as you can tell me about your mother, then your heart will definitely be more spacious with whatever is done by your mother. Accept and love your mother sincerely. Poor woman who gave birth to you Amanda. All his life he's suffered because he had to lose you! He let you go for your better future. But he lives with pain and tears. Because it continues to miss you" said Farhan while stroking the hand of Amanda who began to look at her grandfather with Sendu.
Amanda slid her face in the arms of her grandfather who she knew loved her dearly.
" Trust your grandfather who loved you so much that he was even willing to leave a man who loved him so much just because he didn't want to disappoint you!" Farhan stroked Amanda's head gently making the heart of the lonely beautiful girl feel the warmth of the grandfather's love like no other.
" Gooddad loves you Amanda. You see, don't you? Grandpa and Grandma have spent more of our time with you than with your father or Adrian and Cakra. But all this time they never assume that grandfather does not love them, right? that's because they know and they realize that you need your grandfather far more than they do!" Farhan tried to persuade her granddaughter not to always think negatively about her birth mother who had been struggling to make her happy.
" Ber Cake they are all good people who never think negatively of anyone!" say Amanda slowly.
" Because they know that you need a much more grandfather now. Therefore they never feel that grandfather has set them up, nor loves you more!" said Farhan again.
Amanda's crying is getting louder. This made Farhan confused.
" But Amanda doesn't like it when you're a Kek actor! Hiks hyks!" amanda felt great sadness.
Farhan took a deep breath. She understands her granddaughter's current feelings towards her biological mother that must have made Amanda feel embarrassed and upset, for being the second wife of Mark Clarckson.
" Your mother is young and beautiful. Especially since he has always lived alone. It is only natural that someone loves him. It's just that the man who loves her already has a wife!" Uca Farhan looks down, it seems she also regretted the way of life of a Manda who chose to be the second wife of a Mark.
" But at least they don't fornicate, son. They both married religiously. Because Mark already has another wife, which makes them do that!" farhan said in a lethargic voice.
Because honestly he did not really approve of the life path chosen by Manda that was too winding and too risky because there were certainly many hearts that would be hurt by the choices and attitudes of both of them.
" But we can't choose where our love will be anchored. Understand your mother's condition now, son!" farhan said in a soft and affectionate voice.
Because after all he felt sorry for Amanda who always had to fight hard to get the love of her daughter who had been given by Manda to the Abimana family group for the bright future and happiness of the beloved Princess.
" Right cake. We cannot choose where our love will be anchored. But our hearts we can control will love whom. Don't you?" ask Amanda with her rabbit eyes.
" Someday you'll understand what love is. But clearly at this moment, you understand your mother's love for you. His love is so big, son. Don't give Dldan tears to him. Poor her Amanda. There's been a lot of sacrifice he's made for your happiness." Amanda was silent for a moment re-imagining the path of their lives.
Their lives change completely after her mother's decision to give little Amanda to the Abimana family which is much richer and more wealthy than the mother who is just a single woman with a simple job. Her mother's job was just enough to eat them everyday. Without being able to give any luxury to little Amanda at that time.
But Amanda admitted that her life at that time was the happiest time where she was not separated from her beloved mother.
Farhan was silent. Paying attention to his grandson who seems to be recalling his past when he used to live together with his mother.
" But Amanda was upset and irritated. When friends have started bullying about Amanda who is a child without a father. My mom always cried in the middle of the night. When that happens to me. Mama's gonna go berserk at Amanda's school tomorrow just to protect me from the friends who always insult and mock me!" Amanda looked lethargic and uninspired.
Farhan got up from his seat then pulled Amanda's hand to follow him.
" Let's go see your mom at the hospital. Poor him no one takes care of him. Om Mark today has returned to Germany to your mother's liking, to return to the Om Mark family!" said Farhan who then took Amanda to the hospital.
" Is Grandpa sure? That Om Mark really loves mama?" Amanda seems curious about Mars' feelings for her mother.
Farhan now began to take a deep breath. Feeling worried and also upset.
" But now Om Mark has gone to leave your mother Amanda. It is according to your mother's request which is your wish. Your mother doesn't want to make you suffer because she's with a married man!" farhan began to feel uncomfortable talking about other people.
Amanda then shut up and chose to see the streets of the capital so densely crawled in penuli and then tares the vehicle.
Amanda's mind wanders deep into her past life with her mother. When he does not know, he has a father who is very extraordinary like Andika Abimana. A super-rich conglomerate whose wealth will not run out seven derivatives, seven climbs, seven twists. Because of his rich ranking.
Amanda knew very well that the company managed by her father was engaged in various areas of life. His father's company is in almost every country with a variety of products and services that master the lives of many people.
" It does seem that only my father can bring me happiness. But Mama forgets that a child's heart needs more of his mother's affection than the luxury a rich Papa can afford, but has another family he loves more!" said Amanda while lowering her head as she began to feel sad again.
" If there were no grandparents who loved Amanda. Surely my life is not much different from that of an orphan who was unwanted by my own father and mother!" said Amanda in a hoarse voice and made Farhan's heart melt in her.
" I'm sorry that your grandfather and father, son, have given you so much pain and suffering, mother and son!" it looks like Farhan really feels guilty and the lives of Amanda and Manda who have been separated by their families so for years have to live in hatred and unrequited longing.
Farhan could understand Amanda's hatred all along. All of that is a manifestation of Amanda's disappointment to her mother who was willing to let go of herself for the wealth that the Abimana family had given her to her mother who must have been tempted by all that wealth and luxury.
Amanda recalled all the wealth given by Manda that had been received by her mother from the Abimana family, which her mother had now given to her. At once Amanda's heart was broken and felt guilty for always judging her mother just from her perspective.
Amanda I that she had never thought about the viewpoint of the mother who must always think the best for her. Because only Amanda has been owned by her mother all this time. His mother was an orphan who had no other family than him.
" Kek Amanda will apologize to Mama. Because it makes Mama always cry and sad with my very bad attitude to her. Amanda knew Kek, Amanda was being too mean to Mama all along!" said Amanda voice-over.