Assalamualaikum Ustadz Ku
194. Honesty Ayana
Ayana squinted her eyes at Agus who was currently sitting beside her.
" You turned down our marriage yesterday but now you're so excited!" ayana said while looking intently at Agus.
" Have a wife as beautiful as you. Can I refuse you?" agus said while looking at Ayana.
Hearing what Agus Ayana said became sinful because he did not tell the truth about his condition.
" Can I be honest with you? before our wedding actually happened!" ayana said while looking at Agus.
Agus frowned looking at the serious gaze that Ayana gave him he became wondering what kind of thing Ayana was going to convey to him.
" What do you need from me?" agus was nervous.
" I don't need anything from you. I just want to tell you something about myself so you won't feel like I'm cheating on you!" ayana said while looking at Agus seriously.
" Tell me I'll listen to you!" agus said while staring at Ayana who still looked sleepy actually but Agus liked her father's face so innocent without make up.
" Do you know you're so pretty right now!" agus said while commenting on the smile to Ayana that made Ayana become blushed in shame.
"Listen to what I will tell you. After that it's up to you to continue this marriage or not!" ayana said while looking at Agus seriously.
" Oh my goodness! What exactly are you gonna tell me? Why does it look so meristerious!" agus said with a smile to Ayana.
" When I was celebrating my 17th birthday I invited my friends to a club for a party when something happened that shouldn't have happened to me!" ayana said while looking at Agus who looked still confused by what Ayana would tell him.
" I lost my virginity there by a classmate. But now he's married and has a child. I hadn't seen him in a long time, only yesterday I met him!" ayana said to shorten her life history to Agus.
Agus frowned, astonished at Ayana's story, which he had heard from his aunt Ayana before offering her the marriage to him.
" No need to think about it. I don't care about things like that. As long as you're faithful in our marriage I'll assume it doesn't exist!" agus.
Ayana widened her eyes as if she could not believe what Agus had told her.
"You don't mind having a wife who's not a virgin?" ayana asked as if she could not believe what Agus had said to her.
" Is that why you're not married yet?" agus asked while looking at Ayana.
Ayana was silent for a while then she looked at Agus and said something that made Agus surprised.
"I was indeed afraid to admit about the disgrace I had to the person who was about to marry me. Therefore I prefer to live alone rather than having to open the disgrace that I want to hide forever!" ayan lowered her head.
' Because I have a secret that I cannot tell you. I'm sorry Ayana. But you better not know about my identity!' agus mindedly shifted his gaze to another place because he was afraid that Ayana could read his thoughts at this moment.
" Can you tell me what's a burden on your mind right now?" ayana asked looking at Agus who was currently staring at the garden beside Ayana's room.
" There's nothing I just feel good about seeing your garden!" agus said while looking at Ayana who was currently looking at him fixedly.
" Are you really not keeping secrets from me? Say it! Didn't I also tell you the deepest secret of my life?" ayana asked trying to persuade Agus to talk about what was currently on his mind.
" I'm really not hiding anything. Have you got ready soon or will I just go home?" agus said as he got up from his current seat.
" Do you know that you're so beautiful when you wake up and I admire your beauty!" agus said seeing Ayana who was preparing to go to the bathroom.
" Don't tell me you're a smart Casanova seducing a woman!" said Ayana glanced at Agus who was now smiling at him.
" How can I be a Kasanova if I'm just a taxi driver you look down on?" agus said with a sarcastic tone that made Ayana become unpleasant to make.
" Oh my goodness! Forget it's the past now I've never insulted you again even now I accept you as my future husband!" ayana said with a smile towards Agus.
Agus then got up from his place and came out of Ayana's room because Ayana seemed to be going to take a bath soon.
" It's okay. If you want to be here. I've brought my clothes!" ayana said while showing the change of clothes she was carrying in her hands.
" It's okay I want to go out to prepare breakfast for the both of us!" agus said as he looked at Ayana who was preparing to enter the bathroom.
' Ayana is not halal for me anyway I have no right to see this moment!' inward Agus then he immediately closed the door to Ayana's room and prepared to go to the kitchen and prepare breakfast for the two of them.
About 20 minutes later, Ayana came out of the room. Looks Ayana is neat and also beautiful with her natural makeup that makes Agus more fascinated with the beauty of Ayana.
" Do you know you're the most beautiful woman I've ever met?" agus said while commenting on a smile to Ayana who now looked down her head because she felt ashamed to be praised by her future husband.
" You're the smarter you get to seduce. I can't believe you're just an ordinary taxi driver! Your confidence in seducing me is not the confidence of a taxi driver but the confidence of an arrogant young master!" said Ayana while eating breakfast for herself that had been cooked by Agus.
" Well, your cooking is good, too, so lucky is the woman who is your wife!" said Ayana while continuing to enjoy the food that has been provided by Agus.
" Isn't my future wife in front of me?" agus asked while looking at Ayana.
Ayana chuckled as she listened to Agus question to her.
" You're right! Sometimes I forget to take me this is a bride!" ayana said with a smile to Agus.