Assalamualaikum Ustadz Ku
261. Trying to Remember the Past

Andika and Keisha then left France After that they returned to Dubai because of the many jobs that had to be done by Andika.

In this month Andika has left the company many days. He took Adrian to Pondok Pesantren and now drove Amanda to France to continue her studies.

For Andika family is everything and she always takes her time for her beloved family.

" Hopefully Serda won't chase us all the way to Dubai, Papa never gave him a phone number or anything, right?" ask Kesya.

Andika looked at Kesya closely. He felt lucky to have a wife who always understood about his difficulties so far.

" I never gave her a phone number, baby. When we met, we were busy arguing, there was no time to give each other phone numbers!" said Andika while holding Kesya's hand.

Kesya saw a lot of burden on the shoulders of the husband she felt sorry for Andika who had to bear so much burden on her shoulders.

She knew very well that Andika was actually feeling tired and wanted to let go of the burden. It's just that all of it is his responsibility that he can't deny or he can avoid.

" I'm sorry baby, because I always give problems in our household. Since long ago you have always been patient with whatever happens to my life," said Andika with a downcast face.

Andika was really sad because never a day was her life passed quietly. There are always a lot of problems in his life.

" Patience Pah. The higher the tree, the greater the wind that hits us is abundant in luxury and advantages compared to others, then the problems in our lives will be more and more." said Kesya while squeezing Andika's hand. Kesya tries to give strength to her husband who is currently sad because he remembers the problem about Serda who wants them divorced to be able to marry the woman.

" Patience Pah. Mama sure it won't be cloudy forever it means rain. We must be patient and tighten our togetherness. Do not let us be influenced by anything said by Serda. Believe Pah! Until whenever Mama will never let go of you because Mama loves you very much and Mama does not want if our two children to lack the affection of both parents," said Kesya with a smile to Andika.

Andika was deeply moved by what Kesya said. That way he feels so strong and feels sure to face the problem about Serda who is feared will come to Dubai and give problems into their lives both later.

As an entrepreneur, Andika strongly believes that every problem must have a solution. It's just that the problem given by Serda really made his head very dizzy.

" How could a woman waiting for her 15-year promise be so ridiculous!" andika was really frustrated.

" Well, unfortunately, we meet again with that crazy woman who wants both of us to divorce her. He was dreaming in his room. How could I let go of the woman I love just to fulfill a ridiculous promise that even I had forgotten how I could give that promise to her! My God, this is really driving me crazy!" andika said as she clenched her hands and hit the sofa she was currently sitting on.

" Patience Pah. Come on now let's go to sleep. Papa, his face is pale, Mama is worried about your health, baby!" Kesya then pulled Antika's hand to enter the room both of them so that the husband could rest without having to think about many problems that are currently haunting his mind.

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Meanwhile Agus is still missing Memory he feels confused with his own life.

He felt that something was missing in his life. But he did not understand and did not remember anything that was missing.

" I'm not your wife Agus. I'm your cousin. Everything my mother said was a lie. My mother planned to seize your company so she made up a story about us both getting married. Your real wife is called Ayana. Sugandi Ayana! She is a great woman who has given you a child named Axel. But now that handsome baby is dead, because of the accident you made on the night of the accident" said Agnes explained everything to Agus so that Agus could understand his real life.

" Is what you're saying true that I killed my own Son?" agus asked with teary eyes.

Agnes felt sorry for her tribe who looked so sad to hear the reality.

" Please trust Agus that you didn't mean the accident. You only feel emotion because Ayana asked for a divorce from you so you finally get out of control and prefer to commit suicide along with making the car accident. But you two are still alive, but Axel has to leave this world!" agnes said with sadness on her face.

Agus was very saddened by what Agnes told him It was a reality that he had forgotten Because he had Amnesia.

Ayana has returned to Australia and decided to divorce Agus. But the court has not decided their divorce status because until now Agus still does not remember about their marriage.

" Agnes please help me to meet with Ayana I want to apologize to her for making Axel die from my stupidity. Although I do not remember the exact incident, but my feelings were really sad when I remembered about Axel. I'm sure that your story is all true and I believe that I was the one who caused the accident. Ayana now must hate me so much, for killing both of our sons.

" Patience Agus. Everything that happens to man if God does not allow it will not be possible. We as human beings should always strive to improve our lives but not all of them should we regret. Make it all as an itibar and a lesson so that we do not repeat the bad deeds again! Always introspective and always improving ourselves, so that our lives are getting quality!" agnes said she tried to comfort Agus who seemed sad to remember about Exel who had now died.

Agus then took care of all the administration of his hospital. He intends to return to his residence to be delivered by Agnes as his cousin.

Agus looked at the house that Agnes said was her home. There are a lot of pictures of her with her parents. However, Agus did not find a single photo of Ayana or about their marriage.

" Why aren't there any pictures of my marriage to Ayana if we're both married?" agus asked as he frowned feeling confused about his own life.

Agnes approached Agus and tried to make him relax so that his head would not get dizzy if it was too forced to remember something.

" Sit down first Agus, I'm afraid that you're sick again. I'll tell you everything!" agnes orders Agus who seems still confused by his life disappearing in his memory altogether.

Agus obeys what Agnes is saying, the most trusted of whom is an honest man who will take her to her old life, which disappears in her memory.

" You were married only to Siri's marriage which was not registered with the religious court so you don't have a wedding photo, nor a wedding ring - not even a marriage certificate!" Agus was shocked to hear the facts about his marriage with Ayana.

Agnes caught the astonishment on Agus' face about what he explained.

" You used to be betrothed to Ayana. But you don't love each other. Ayana marries you only to get back her company that her Aunt saved and her Aunt asks Ayana to marry you. He returned the company back to his hands. That's how you can get married" said Agnes told the wedding process of Agus and Ayana who really wanted to be known by Agus.

Agus seemed to frown and tried to digest and remember all the stories told by Agnes about her life together with the woman named Ayana.

Agnes understood that Agus was still confused and did not understand all the stories he said about Agus' past.

" It's Agus. You better rest now. Don't think too much about your past, do you? Now the important thing is that you have to recover your condition first. Your memory problems little by little I believe you will definitely get it back. I will try to remind you one by one that I know I will tell you. But we can't do that instantly. Let it be done gradually, so that later your head does not become dizzy and have a bad impact on your health" said Agnes.

" You're right every time I try to remember my past, my head throbbs in pain. I don't know a lot of memory pieces that are spinning in my head. But all of that was very difficult for me to reassemble to become an event that I could understand. I don't know Agnes I'm really confused. Will my old life never come back to me? Or do I really have to throw it away and start a new life?" agus asked in frustration while holding the hand of Agnes who felt very concerned about the situation of her cousin was not so sad.