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269. Suspicious

The next day Laila again asked the Word about her husband's relationship with Ayana.

" Why the hell I'm still asking the unimportant thing I answered last night, baby, if he's just my schoolmate!" word is upset.

How not to get upset early in the morning Laila had already strafed him with questions around Ayana.

" If you have no special relationship. Then why do you always avoid my every question?" laila asked annoyed as well.

Word scooped his face violently as he listened to the words from his wife.

" Dear listen to me. Let alone an Ayana who is just a friend of Mas's past. About my wife and son, I left everything to be with you. You still doubt my love for you, hmmm?" ask Firman while looking at Laila.

Laila then remembered all the things the Word had done for her sake. The Word even willingly and willingly lose his inheritance from his father and mother who have now been given to the son of the Word, Rasya.

The son resulting from the marriage of the Word and Shafa. Although the last will states that the wealth of his father Word will be divided into 3 for Rasya, Firman and Arman. But the property in the name of his mother all fell to Rasya.

" All right then. I'm gonna trust you. If you've never had a special relationship in the past!" laila finally relented to her husband. Because she could see that her husband was serious about defending their household.

Word could breathe with relief after Laila said that.

' Thank goodness Laila finally stopped all her curiosity. It would be very good if Laila and Agus knew my oldest relationship when we were in High School! It's all just the past and it doesn't matter at all now we both have a new life! I won't let that one night ruin our whole world!' speak the Word in his heart. While he finished the breakfast that Laila had prepared for him.

After finishing breakfast, Firman then say goodbye to his wife to go to the office.

" It was finally free also from the inner pressure because Laila who kept asking about Ayana. Today I have to visit the hospital and ask Agus. How did he get to meet Ayana?" speak the Word with full steadiness. He then stepped foot into the hospital where Ayana is currently being treated for fainting last night after having her wedding reception.

As soon as he arrived at the hospital, Firman immediately met Agus who seemed to have just woken up.

" How's your wife Gus doing?" ask the Word as soon as they meet.

" Thank God Ayana is fine now. The doctor said she was pregnant at the moment!" said Agus convey the good news to the Word who immediately smiled.

" Thank God your wife is pregnant right now. May your family be happy always. I hope that Ayana's health will improve" said Firman with a happy smile.

When finally Firman met with Ayana who woke up from her sleep because of hearing the voice of the conversation of the Word and Agus. Ayana gasps at the sight of two men who have both had a history in her life. The man in his past and the man in his present.

" Has Papa and Mama not come here yet?" ask Ayana in a soft voice.

" Dear introduce him is my friend and also my business partner, his name is Firman." said Agus while introducing Firman to Ayana.

" We know each other. He was my friend back in High School, he was also the guy who took the most precious thing in my life, but didn't want to take responsibility for what he did to me!" ayana said while staring cynically at the Word.

" Because of the Word, it used to cause us both to be forced to marry. Do you remember Mas? In the past my mother promised to return Sugandi's company to me on the condition that I should marry you? Sugandi company was released from my hand because of the Word that has made my company become failed so that eventually Mama Humairoh bought the company from the auction and she gave the condition that I would return the company to me origin I want to marry you!" ayana said it all to Agus and Firman who was surprised by the courage of Ayana admitted all her dark stories to the two men who had been present in her life.

" Why did you make Ayana's company failed Firman?" asked Agus while staring at the confused Word must answer what.

" Oh, so my husband used to be the one who desecrated you?" suddenly Laila was in the room which shocked Word to death.

" But it happened only because of an accident. Because he's drunk because he's heartbroken you left him without a message and news! So Laila, all the mess that's going on in our lives is because you left the Word for no reason. So that makes him crazy and vent his frustration with drunkenness and drugs. If you're angry with the past we're both angry with yourself. Think as much as you can before you do something that will make the hearts of others suffer!" ayana said as she stared intently at Laila.

" It's all just the past in our lives. What matters now is that we have each other's lives and don't bother each other!" agus tried to mediate the problems among everyone.

Although he was shocked enough to hear a reality about Ayana's past as well as the Word But he knew that it was a past that could not possibly be changed or replaced with something he wanted.

Now they can only forgive each other and accept each other. Make peace with each other's past.

" right! It's all just a past. As long as we never bring it up again it will only always be the past, forever. But if you go back and can not move on from the past then it becomes a problem. Because there will be a wounded heart!" laila.

" Ayana Please forgive me for my carelessness in the past made the Word darken your eyes and ruin your future. I know you must have gone through so much trouble because the Word has taken your honor as a girl. Even what I've heard, until you're 30 you don't dare to approach a man. You even went through several null and void marriages due to problems caused by the Word. I'm sure Aunt Humairah didn't force Agus to marry you, you would never dare to approach a man forever. Am I really?" tanya Laila who immediately responded to a nod by Ayana.

" I have experienced so much, so much suffering from the past careless deeds of the Word. I even had one miscarriage!" said Ayana finally admitted that she had been pregnant with children Firman in her teenage years.

everyone in the room was shocked to hear Ayana's confession.

" That's what used to make me disappear from Indonesia and go to Australia. But who would have thought? If it turns out that my carelessness has resulted in my miscarriage and losing the baby at the age of 2 months" said Ayana with tears.

Agus had seen that there was much suffering that Ayana had gone through. But the woman had always been tough and never complained to anyone.

Agus hugged his father lovingly, "You are the greatest woman I have ever met. We are men who have inflicted many wounds on your life. I hope you can forgive us. Let us open a new page with Peace and forgive one another!" said Agus who kissed Ayana's forehead with tenderness.

Word is still in shock to hear Ayana's confession saying that she had been pregnant with her child.

" If you had come to me and held me accountable, I would have married you!" said Firman with a trembling voice because he felt sad that he had destroyed the life of a good girl like Ayana in the past.

" I am as evil as a man. Please forgive me Ayana. I didn't know you were pregnant with my son. I've been so cruel to you that I once destroyed the company you were so hard-earned to build." said Firman, scooping his face violently.

So many stories and events that occur between the four of them are united by one destiny is to bring them together with their respective partners.

Bad things that happened in their lives in the past. Now they have accepted it as a lesson that will further mature them and accept it all as the destiny of Almighty God.

" Without God's permission, nothing will ever happen. Nevermind! It's all just the past. What is there to regret too? Nor can we blaspheme the God who has outlined that destiny. There must be some wisdom we can learn!" agus tried to mediate all those who seemed unable to accept the past that had happened between them all.

" Yes, if you'll excuse me then, will you? Poor Yuke must be home alone, only with his nanny. If he's looking for his mother's father, he'll be fussy. Ayana please forgive the two of us who have given you a hard time in your life. Hopefully in the future we can all be good family and friends!" laila said while hugging Nah's father who still looked weak in his bed.

" Thank you. I'm sorry, too, that I once intended to destroy your household. I just wanted to avenge me who had suffered for years because of the Word. That's what made the Word dark and eventually made my company bankrupt. To stop all my actions from disturbing your household! That stupid man loves you so much Laila. Please make her happy and never hurt her again! Or there will be another person's future that will be destroyed because his suffering was left by you!" ayana said as she hugged Laila gently.

The Word only looked at the two of them speechlessly. Two women who had been present in his life with a different taste in his heart. One very important woman in her life. The other was a woman he had never considered to be important in his life, but had suffered so much because of his past actions.

Sometimes everyone is an important figure in the lives of others who love him. We are all ordinary people who will never be separated from loss and error.

It's just how we deal with it that will be able to distinguish our qualities as human beings.

" Thank you for your visit!" agus said as they said goodbye and left her with Ayana at the hospital.

After Firman and Laila left They saw Agus approaching Ayana. The handsome man hugged his wife tightly.

" I'm sorry I have done so much wrong to you. You are a great woman and very strong in the face of all the obstacles in your life. I'm so proud of you! Thank you for holding on so far that I can still hug you!" agus said while kissing Ayana's forehead and hugging her.

Ayanas tears began to break, as she listened to all the words of Agus that touched her heart.

" Thank you also for accepting all my shortcomings. Accepting all the ugliness of my nature and behavior, I know that I am not the perfect woman to be your wife. But I will always try to be a wife who will try to make you happy!" ayana said with a trembling voice.

As the two of them seemed to embrace each other, out there, it seemed that Humairah and Pradipta were watching everything that was going on in the room.

" I didn't think his father had experienced so much bitterness in his life. It turns out Ayana's fate is the same as yours. Pregnant by the fault of a jerk like me. But I'm still a lucky man because you can still save Ayana and give birth to her. And now I'm enjoying my role as a father. After all these years I never knew that Ayana was in this world! Thank you for giving birth and raising Ayana so that she becomes a strong and great woman and help you forgive me for giving you the worst time of your life. Because I'm the one who's irresponsible after committing crimes against you after making you pregnant!" pradipta said he felt very guilty to Humairah who had now become his wife.

" Have forgotten it. All of this is the past. For me it's important now that we live happily and can accept each other!" humairoh smiled at her husband, whom she loved very much.