Assalamualaikum Ustadz Ku
36. I Love You In My Prayer
Pov Inspiration
That day I heard the news that Kesya would come to Indonesia in order to fulfill the call of investigators in the accident case of several years ago which was caused by Silvia, because of that case, my marriage with Kesya was void. Kesya disappeared for a year and developed amnesia. The case also made Kesya have to give up her scholarship to Egypt.
It was a huge impact that the accident had on both of us. Therefore, I promise never to forgive Silvia. That vile woman in the name of her crimes because of her love for me. What kind of love does he have? So it's giving me a lot of pain in my heart right now? I don't need that kind of love. My love for Kesya sincere love.
'I love you in my prayer' my heart that day I saw her coming with her husband and son. Kesya has a child, her son is very handsome and funny. Without feeling my tears keep flowing.
I was only able to see Kesya in the distance, I followed them all the way to her house. At that moment Kesya saw my presence, but she just looked at me in silence. I knew she would want to greet me, but was afraid her husband was angry. I understand, Kesya must want to take care of her husband's heart.
Kesya is a lady of Solehah. There are not many women like Kesya in this world. I went back to the cottage I had given to my friend when I was in college in Egypt. This cottage has too many memories with Kesya. I can't bear to linger here.
"Have you met Kesya, Ilham?" ask Umi.
"No Umi, Ilham was afraid to give trouble to Kesya, if desperate to meet him. Kesya is now a wife of Umi. I don't deserve her anymore!" i'm lethargic.
"You are patient, baby!" Umi patted my back. I ran into his arms. I am very weak right now. Only Umi can strengthen my heart.
"Ilham still loves Kesya Umi. How'this? Inspiration does not want to give trouble to Kesya tomorrow. Inspiration certainly will not be able to deal with Kesya. Hiks hyks!" my tears can't stand anymore. I really suck. Years in staying married by Kesya, my heart has not been able to move on.
"Forget it, baby! He's not your soul mate. Stop torturing yourself, my son!" Umi's crying now. I am a bad boy. As big as this, I can only give sorrow to Umi and Abahku.
"Ilham has tried Umi! But this love is getting bigger, Inspiration also does not understand why!"
"Married to Husna. She's a Sholehah woman, just like Kesya." Umi again.
"There will be no one to match Kesya in the heart of Ilham, Umi. Kesya is everything to Inspiration!"
"Don't do it, baby! Love belongs only to God! Do not be deceived by Satan with such love for the creature of God. Trust me, Umi. Only by accepting the other woman in your life can you definitely forget your love for Kesya." I could only cry in the arms of Umiku whom I loved so much. Umi was my first love.
"Sleep, tomorrow you're going to the police station, right? Rest so that tomorrow fresh his face." I just remembered that. I immediately moved from the embrace of Umi who was always able to calm my empty soul because of the wounds of love.
I try to stay in my sleep. But Kesya's shadow is always dancing in my eyes.
"Oh God! If my love for Kesya does not bring good, let it be enough in my prayer. Do not let my love wreak havoc on me or Kesya." I pray tonight. Yes, I love you in my prayers. I never miss a day of saying your name.
The next day, I was accompanied by Umi as well as our family lawyer, going to the police station. We stand ready to testify and demand of Silvia, the abominable woman who has so badly ruined my life.
There, I saw Kesya, Andika, Mas Rashid and also the Silvia Family. When my eyes met Kesya's eyes, my heart was shaken. So hurt. Rashid approached me and hugged me. Without the command, we both cried. It feels heavy. In front of me, but I could not resist. He's no longer mine. Andika her husband from earlier kept staring dislike me.
"I'm sorry Rashid, Inspiration!" Rashid stood before me. I really am glad to see it. I heard about Mas Rashid's post-marriage relationship with Kesya and Andika. Mas Rashid even got sick and did not want to eat for days. Feeling guilty about their marriage. Andika and her family are outrageous, kidnapping Kesya and her family in order to force her love for Kesya.
"Alright, Mom! Don't be like this. Let's sit down together. We're here to punish that vile woman. Which ruined our lives!" I said furiously while looking at Silvia whose hand was now in handcuffs.
We are in the mediation stage. The Silvians wanted a family solution. They apologized for the mistakes their spoiled children had made. But I've been determined never to forgive that vile woman, never will!
"Our clients expect a family solution. Please consider Mr. Ilham and Ms. Kesya" Silvia's family lawyer said.
"Sorry in advance, can you ask for help, to explain all the sitting things?" kesya asked, she still seems to have not understood all this. We have not explained, it is natural that Kesya does not understand.
"Look at my mother, my client, whose name is Silvia. Previously planned the murder of Mother and Mr. Ilham. His intention was simply to separate you and thwart your marriage plans both of you. "the lawyer spoke clearly and concisely. Kesya nodded slowly.
"Don't dream that I'll forgive him!" point me in anger at Silvia.
"Patience, Son!" Umi held my hand, trying to calm my already emotional self.
"Silvia's crime could not be solved in a familial manner. Let the law do the talking. His actions are outrageous. I even went into a coma for a few months. Had amnesia for up to a year. I even lost my scholarship to Egypt. The scholarship I fought for was very hard. Truly police, we cannot forgive Silvia's crimes against both of us." Kesya also looked angry. Set the currency with me. Thank goodness! I'm so relieved.
I was afraid that Kesya would forgive Silvia. Because I know Kesya's heart is very soft. I fear that his heart will melt with their persuasion. Don't make!
During the mediation process, Kesya and I did not speak together at all. We are only present there giving our testimony and our objection to the family proceedings of this case. I will never agree at all!
"Well, that means Mr. Ilham and Ms. Kesya agreed to process the case legally?" We answered with a nod of the head. At a glance, I saw Kesya had stolen a glance at me. My heart is rippling and happy.
'I will always love you in my prayers!' bathinku. Kesya is indeed a Sholehah woman, she is not at all trying to get close to me, she keeps her husband's heart from greeting me, myself the ex-husband.
What a fate for both of us right now.