Assalamualaikum Ustadz Ku
153. Patience and Tawakal
"Ustadz, just leave me here. I deserve this punishment!" said Arman's mother with a very clear voice.
"No! I can definitely get you out of this place. Listen to my words mom! Your child is waiting for you out there. You have to be patient and trust God. Let go of all your passions and Ambitions towards the world so that your soul may be freed from the bondage of iniquity as well as endless sin!" said Ustad Fahri while looking at the face of his mother Arman who was pale.
"All my life, just to get what I want. I have sacrificed the lives of the sons of Ustaz! Ustaz my sin is not forgiven anymore!Perhaps with me being here, it will be my penance during my life in the world!" arman's mother with a weak and seductive voice.
"Listen to me Mother! You are not here to atone for your sins! But you are here to serve the demons until doomsday. Will you be willing? Come with me so that you can return to the way of God and repent. So that you can rest in peace by God's side!" his mother Arman settled Ustad Fahri firmly then he nodded slowly.
"Now let go of the ambition and lust that is in the heart of the mother and recite the holy verses of the Qur'an as well as the two sentences of the creed. Recite it over and over again in your heart! I will also help mom so that you can easily remove those steel chains!" ustadz Fahri.
Then Ustad Fahri sat down cross-legged in front of his mother Arman. He recited the verses of the Qur'an in a loud voice so that there were many screams inside that asked Ustad Fahri to stop his activities.
"Stop it, man! What are you doing in my palace? Stop hoiiii! You insolent! You almost destroyed my palace! You take that stupid creature from my palace right now, I don't need him!" the voice continued to echo within that vacuum.
Ustad Fahri didn't budge at all. He continued to speak the words of God with confidence and strength.
His heart was firmly convinced by the power and knowledge of God. Ustadz Fahri was full of his trust in God who will always protect him in all his ways and the dangers that stand in his way today.
His mother Arman continued to recite al-fatihah and limped in saying the words of the shahadah that he had not spoken for a long time with tears and regret in his heart at this time.
"Astaghfirullahaladzim astaghfirullahaladzim astaghfirullahaladzim astaghfirullahaladzim astaghfirullahaladzim astaghfirullahaladzim!" arman's mother continued to say Istighfar with her mouth limped and with tears streaming down her cheeks.
So finally, the steel chains miraculously released and then the body of his mother Arman fell down to the ground and was immediately captured by Ustad Fahri.
"Let my mother take you back into your body!" said Ustad Fahri while holding the hand of his mother Arman.
Arman's mother was still crying and tears filled with regret.
"Ustad! Please tell my son to come to his father and tell him that I apologize to him. Because I've ruined his household. Please apologize to Arman's father. Ustadz please! Please ustadz, tell my son to come to his father and apologize to him!" arman's mother said with tears in her eyes.
Until finally he arrived in front of his body which is currently surrounded by Arman's neighbors.
"Come into your wadag and wait for the angel who will bring you to God!" said Ustadz Fahri who guided his mother Arman to enter into his body that had frozen and stiff.
"Thank you for helping me. Please convey my will to my Son for him to come to his father and apologize on my behalf!" then the spirit of his mother Arman immediately darted into the body of his mother Arman. Not long after, the spirit shot back up into the sky.
He could see all of that process and he smiled when he saw his mother Arman had now shone his face.
For he had repented to God before the angel had taken him to the side of God.
After all the process is complete. Ustad Fahri Jump back into the original wadag and immediately come to Arman who is currently resting next to the body of his mother who was in the cafeteria by the mother of the vice majlis taklim in the place where Arman lived while these.
"Arman, I want to talk to you!" said Ustad Fahri while patting Arman on the shoulder who is currently bowing his head.
Arman followed Ustad Fahri.
"What's Ustad? Is there anything important?" arman asked as he stared intently at Ustad Fahri.
"Arman, I have a will from your mother. Your mother asked you to see your father and you wanted to apologize to your father. Now you go see your father ask him to come here. And ask him to forgive your mother!" Ustad Fahri to Arman.
"I don't want to meet my father Ustad! He never thought I was in this world. How could I possibly meet him?" Arman refuses to see his father. Because Arman never felt that he had a father during his life.
"By your mother Arman! You have to go and do it! Do you have the heart that your mother still has affairs with humans above this world? I have a great sin against your father! Because he used witchcraft and pellets to destroy your father's household!" said Ustadz Fahri firmly and did not want to be denied by Arman.
Arman was silent for a moment thinking about what Ustad Fahri said. Then he stared fixedly at Ustaz Fahri.
"Well Ustad I will meet my father and I will ask him to come here!"Arman then got up from his seat and immediately took his car keys and immediately left his apartment to his father's residence.
Along the way, Arman continued to cry. He lamented his days all this time. Life without a father without a mother. If his mother Firman is not kind enough to take care of him and also take care of him through his secretary. Perhaps Arman will never know the world of education or live properly like other humans.
"Mother, I hope you can be calm in nature. Thank you for all your kindness that has humanized me. Who has glorified me. Please forgive my mother for giving me hell in my mother's life!" arman said softly with tears that continued to break in his eyelids.
Arman's eyes were puffy because all night he kept crying and sad. Because he had seen the end of his mother's life so terrible.
"It is the fate of man that is in alliance with God. The one at the end of his life will end in regret. Still lucky my mother was still given a chance to repent to God. So that he could die in Khusnul Khotimah!" said Arman slowly while stroking his chest that felt so tight and bitter.
His father's house is getting closer. But Arman's heart grew shrill. He did not dare to face his father at this moment.