Assalamualaikum Ustadz Ku
37. Silvia's Apology
Silvia Pov
Today I am scheduled to meet with Mas Ilham and Kesya. Mas Ilham insisted on criminalizing the case of the accident that occurred several years ago. My love for Mas Ilham has now become a Boomerang for me.
My family has persuaded by all means to have Mas Ilham withdraw the charges against me. I'm so sad. The man I love with all my heart now hates me with all his body. I can understand, I gave him a lot of trouble. Because of the accident, Mas Ilham and Kesya's marriage was canceled and according to the news, Kesya was married to a conglomerate that has many companies in Indonesia and Dubai. It's lucky to live. I'm here to feel the coldness of the prison floor. Not only did he not get the love of Mas Ilham, now he did not even want to see my face anymore. All because of my hysterical mouth when I heard that he was going to marry another woman.
My love wreaks havoc on myself.I realized that love cannot be forced. But I want to fight for my love. But the wrong way, it makes me even more lost hope of getting the love of my heart.
"Mas Ilham, I love you so much. Why can't you see my love just a little?" my sobs are so painful.
"That's not love! But your obsession and selfishness! You must learn to be responsible with all your bad deeds!" I saw a flash of hatred in the eyes of Mas Ilham. Sad taste. I want her love, not her endless hatred.
"Silvia, you're wrong in appreciating your love. Your love is hurting others. We are both victims of your selfish love. Are you aware? Because of you, our lives have changed 100%!" Kesya also looked angry at me.
"Mom Kesya, do you believe in destiny?" ask my family lawyer.
"Of course." answered Kesya quietly.
"Everything that happens to man by the permission and will of God. Does Miss Kesya believe?"
"I believe in God's destiny! But Silvia still has to take responsibility for the crimes she has committed against us. We suffered for the evil Silvia!" said Kesya still with a tone of anger.
"We are both victims of your crimes directly, Silvia!" Ilham turned his index finger to my face.
It was sad to see the hatred in his eyes. No matter how much regret I have in my heart, it's too late. All cannot be repaired anymore. Mas Ilham was very hurt by Kesya's marriage. I understand her heartache because of what we did. Even until now Mas Ilham is not married, the news I received, Mas Ilham still can not move on from my love for Kesya. I'm so jealous, why isn't that love for me? Why is Kesya's fate so good? Apart from Mas Ilham, she even married a World-level conglomerate.
"I, on behalf of my wife, forgive Silvia. Our side will withdraw the demands. Silvia wants to sign the treaty. That he would leave Indonesia, promising not to terrorize my wife and also the life of brother Ilham. He had to sign the agreement, if he broke, he would automatically go to jail for 30 years!" I was struck by the decision made by her husband Kesya. Kesya and Mas Ilham were also the same, seeming shocked by Andika's unilateral decision.
"Mas, what do you mean? You have no right to make any decision in this case!" Kesya appeared to protest to her husband.
"Well, we'll sign the agreement. We will send Silvia to America, and promise never to return to Indonesia" Papahku said very happy to see the bright spot of the case that could drag me down with a layered article.
However the choice did seem tempting, but am I able to live without seeing Mas Ilham for the rest of my life?
"I am Kesya's husband. I have every right to make any decision in his life. I don't want my wife to live in hatred. With that agreement, all parties could live quietly. If Silvia is in prison, can you guarantee that her family will not take revenge on you? Which parent would want to see their child suffer in prison?" andika said with certainty.
I saw Mas Ilham speechless, seemed to think about what her husband Kesya said. Andika is amazing. It's fitting that he's the CEO of a big company, his logic and his thoughts are unthinkable to ordinary people like us.
"But Mas! If he had not been taught a lesson, he would have thought that he could play with other people's lives!" Kesya still disagrees.
"Don't say the same Mas, if you still have a taste and hope with your ex-husband!" Andika stared intently at Kesya. Kesya looks flabbergasted.
" That's not what it means!" Missing words arguing with her husband.
"Sir lawyer, my side will withdraw the suit with a note Silvia must sign the agreement that I mentioned earlier. Excuse us!" Andika immediately left the room by dragging Kesya's hand. Kesya who was dissatisfied with her husband's unilateral decision finally gave up and left the police station.
"Ilham, Umi thought, what was said by her husband Kesya there is a point as well. It is better to make a letter of agreement. Pity also with Silvia and her family. He's still young. There is still a long future. We give him a chance to change. Hopefully from this case, Silvia can change and become a better person!" uminya Mas Ilham.
"But Umi. That vile woman must get the punishment for her crimes!" Mas Ilham is still not willing to let go of my actions in the past.
"Pardon it will make your life calmer baby!" Umi stroked Mas Ilham's palm. Mas Ilham scooped his face violently. Seems very frustrating.
"Alright Umi! Inspiration will follow Umi's advice!" I feel so grateful and grateful for the kindness of both of them that I have harmed by my past deeds. Without my tears flowing.
"Thank you son Ilham, thank you Miss Nyai!" Mamahku and Merta scooped up Bu Nyai where I used to go. She was deeply moved by the decision of Mas Ilham and Her Husband Kesya.
"But I have a point that I want to add in the agreement letter. I want before Silvia leaves Indonesia, she has to marry a man. I don't want him to terrorize my life with his crazy love for me!" Mommy looked at me with anger. Still not willing to let go of this case.
"We'll ensure Silvia's wedding. Trust us. Thank you for your kindness, son of Inspiration!" many times my papah bowed his head to Mas Ilham.
I am a bad boy, at my age, I still carry burdens for my parents. So that they should humble themselves before Mas Ilham and his family. Their love is amazing to me. I promise from now on I will be a good boy and not give them any more trouble. I promise to obey all my parents' arrangements for my future.
Thank you papah and mama. You are the best parents who always accompany me in all conditions. You accept all the evil and kindness of your son. Your love is amazing. May you always be given health and long life. So that I may be given a chance to be happy for you.