Behind the Eyes of INDIGO
Afraid of losing it

Azam was still smiling as he looked towards Afi and Alia. He turned around and was about to go to his class, but it turned out that behind him was already standing someone who had also seen him from behind.

"Eh assalamualaikum Nafis" said Azam kindly.

"Milkahmur"

Azam intended to leave after hearing Nafisah's reply, but Nafisah stopped Azam.

"Azam, I don't understand your attitude!"

"What do you mean?"

"Well, until when do you continue to endure pain only for people who are not at all sensitive to your feelings?"

"It's none of your business"

"But I really can't bear to see you suffer continue to be rich gini Zam!"

"suffered? who is suffering? I'm not papa"

"But she has absolutely no feelings for you!"

"The soul mate, death and sustenance are in the hands of Allah, the God who controls my heart, so I believe that someday God will surely reward me for my patience, excuse me assalamualaikum"

Azam left Nafisah who was still upset.

"Goddessalam..."

Nafisah looked towards Alia who was chatting with Afi. His feelings were even more upset that Azam had always defended him.

"Azam! when did you realize that I love you?" Nafisah muttered in her heart until she unconsciously her tears dripped with sadness.

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"Oh yes Al, how is Irfan?" ask Afi.

"It's hard, you can wake up"

"Oh thank goodness.. oh yeah so what's your decision?"

"I haven't asked the question about why he could go with the woman, if in fact they have no relationship, and just coincidentally again together"

"Hmm yes too" Afi fell silent and recalled her conversation with Lana.

*****

Flashback conversation Afi and Lana

"So actually Irfan is really going to be the same girl?" ask Afi.

"I am Fi" Lana replied hesitantly.

"Do you know who that girl is?"

Lana just nodded, her face looking pale and unsavory.

"Who?"

"He's actually Alia's classmate"

"What!? who's Alia's classmate?"

"Yes Fi, I didn't expect it at all"

"Crazy dad! Irfan is really crazy!"

"But I beg you not to tell Alia"

"Why?"

"That's their personal problem, so just let Irfan talk to Alia himself"

"Yes too"

*****

"Fi, why are you daydreaming?"

Alia was astonished when she saw that Afi had suddenly become silent and had blank eyes.

"Not papa"

Afi fell silent again, in fact he was very curious who exactly Alia's classmate was meant by Lana, but in comparison, he also felt pity and pity for Alia.

"Emm Alia..."

"Why Fi?"

Afi intended to ask about Alia's classmate, but her heart was still hesitant and did not want to make Alia more hurt, but her curiosity also could not be eliminated just like that.

"That's Al. emm "

"What the Fi, it's so hard to say!"

"Oh yeah.. Sandra said that Meisya was in an accident, how do you know that?"

"Me... Meisya?"

"Why Fi, how shocked was his face?"

"Ah no papa, uh yeah I've been to class first well daaah..."

Afi immediately left Alia because she did not want to look suspicious in front of Alia.

"That's the kid why, that's so weird!"

Alia also decided to return to class because soon the last lecture hours will begin.

While on the trip Alia suddenly remembered the figure of Chika, because it had been a few days he did not appear to just meet and greet Alia.

After the lecture ended, Alia rushed out of class and headed to the hospital to see Irfan again. He also did not forget to bring some fruits as his hand.

When I reached Irfan's room, it turned out that there was Lana who accompanied Irfan there.

"Eh Lana? you been here long?" alia asked as she placed the fruit she was carrying on the table.

"Hehe just did, uh I went outside first yeah, want to get a drink"

Lana goes out and gives Alia and Irfan a chance to talk.

The atmosphere that was once familiar now turned awkward again.

Alia approached Irfan's bed and sat down beside him. While Irfan just sat quietly while looking down and did not dare to look into Alia's eyes.

"Why you?" ask Alia slowly.

"I'm ashamed of you"

"Thy? you don't want to apologize to me?"

"Do you want to forgive me?"

Alia grabbed Irfan's hand and held it, she looked at Irfan very seriously as she said "There are conditions dong..."

"What?"

Irfan was so enthusiastic when he heard Alia's words, while Alia only replied with a smile.

"Why are you smiling like that?"

Irfan was surprised to see the attitude of Alia who looked no longer angry at all.

"I don't know who you went to that night, and I don't want to know that either"

Irfan fell silent, he became even more astonished at Alia, what exactly did her words mean.

"But..." Alia stopped her words.

"But what?" ask Irfan.

Alia lowered her head in silence, actually her heart was still hard to accept the treatment, but Alia really felt that she did not want to lose the person she cared about.

"Sister.I love you..."

"I love you too, but I'm sorry I hurt your feelings"

Without feeling the tears Alia dripped because remembering the mistake that Irfan had made, he was completely powerless to hold it, his affection was so great for Irfan.

Irfan tried to wipe away the tears that had soaked Alia's cheeks.

"I'm sorry I'm not a good person to you"

Alia was still silent while holding back her cries, she let out a long sigh and said "I really don't want to lose you sister!"

Irfan just fell silent, he could no longer say anything.

"You want to promise me one thing?" ask Alia.

"What?"

"Never repeat that mistake again"

Irfan went back into silence, he was completely confused by Alia's attitude, only this time he saw a woman who was not angry at all as she had really hurt him.

Meanwhile Alia still looked towards Irfan with hope and awaited an answer from him. After quite a while of silence and thought, Irfan finally nodded his head while smiling.

"Yes, I promise"

Alia felt very happy to hear the answer, she really did not care anymore about Irfan's mistake yesterday, the most important thing for her is that Irfan has admitted his mistake and wants to promise not to repeat it again.

"Thank you, oh yeah I brought fruit for you, I peeled well"

Alia immediately grabbed the crackle bag containing the fruit that she had just placed on the table.

His heart felt very relieved because the problem was well resolved.