Behind the Eyes of INDIGO
Love without condition

Alia let go of her embrace and found Azam with a very surprised face.

"Mas... Why are you? his face was so shocked, was there anything strange about me?" ask Alia.

"No, you are so beautiful tonight!" said Azam with a smile.

"What a lie!" Alia again pinched Azam's nose tightly, it was always done whenever she felt ridiculed by Azam.

"Yes, I'm sorry, I was really shocked because I touched your hair, and I didn't feel any pain!" said Azam who was still holding his nose.

Alia was silent, she looked at Azam with a very deep look, her face looked very serious and started to approach Azam's face.

"Are you serious?" ask Alia slowly.

Azam just nodded while smiling.

"Thank God, then, that means you won't get hurt because of me anymore, right?" alia.

Azam was just silent as he stared inside his wife, he kissed Alia's forehead gently and stroked her head.

"I never felt hurt at all because of you" Azam said.

Alia just smiled at the words, she felt very embarrassed but also happy when Azam thought like that.

He felt very lucky to have a husband who was very patient and also loved him sincerely without the slightest feeling of selflessness. Never once did Alia think that she would marry the person now in front of her, the one who would accept all her vices, he loves every weakness he has.

In Azam's mind, he felt very happy because he could marry the woman he always called his name in prayer when performing night prayers. The pain he often felt was nothing compared to the happiness he had now.

The day was getting night, the atmosphere was getting quieter, there was only the sound of night insects that continued to sound to accompany their night.

"Ragasy... what can it be?" ask Azam slowly.

Alia just kept quiet and lowered her head, she felt so embarrassed that she could not say the words, Azam then grabbed Alia's hands and grasped them tightly.

"It's okay if you're not ready" Azam said.

"Aku... aku takut..." jawab Alia dengan terbata-bata.

Alia lowered her head even more in fear that Azam would feel angry with her answer. His whole body felt cold because he was very nervous, his hands even to the point of trembling despite being held by Azam.

Alia felt very awkward as it was the first time she had been in that position, not knowing what to say and could only continue to be silent while lowering her head.

Slowly Azam raised Alia's face and began to approach her, she kissed Alia's lips very gently to the point of making her mute. Alia's heart was pounding so fast, it was too tight until it felt like it was about to be dislodged.

"Don't be afraid of Ragasy." said Azam slowly.

Azam kissed Alia's lips gently again, long enough he tried it until finally Alia began to accept it, Alia's mind drifted somewhere, she seemed to have lost her mind made.

Alia's body, which was stiff from being too nervous and scared, now became even calmer and enjoyed every gentle touch from Azam, until she let out a soft cry from the pain, but she tried to hold him back because she did not want to disappoint her husband.

Slowly the tears began to trickle down and wet Alia's cheeks, but she tried to keep smiling until Azam finished doing so.

"It hurts a lot huh?" ask Azam.

Alia just shook her head while continuing to smile, Azam immediately put a blanket on Alia to feel warmer and after that she put her clothes back on.

"I want to take a shower first, because I want to pray and read the Qur'an, you just rest first, not papa if you do not want to take a shower immediately" Azam replied.

Alia let go of Azam's hand and let him go, but before that Azam did not forget to kiss Alia on the forehead.

"Thank you dear." Azam said with a smile and left.

Meanwhile, Alia was still lying in bed because she felt she could not get up. In his mind still ringing how Azam treated him very gently and lovingly.

Alia became unable to sleep because she kept thinking about it, when in fact her body felt very tired, she still smiled to herself because she could not forget it.

Shortly after Azam returned after finishing his bath, he did the sunah prayer and after that read the letter of the Qur'an.

Alia kept looking at her husband's face that emanated a white aura, despite hearing Azam read the Qur'an often, but her heart was still always amazed.

Alia was so focused on listening to Azam who was teaching, until she finally began to close her eyes and fell asleep.

When she finished, Azam approached Alia on the bed and sat down next to her. Slowly stroking Alia's hair with affection, her heart always felt grateful because God had given her happiness and perfection.

Soon Azam lay down beside Alia and closed his eyes. They both fell asleep very well.

*****

The voice of the dawn Adhan began to roar, Alia was still sleeping very soundly because her body felt tired, while Azam heard the sound of Adhan and immediately rushed up.

He walked into the kitchen to do something. About 10 minutes later he returned to his room and approached Alia who was still asleep.

Slowly Azam tried to wake Alia who looked still very sound.

In his true heart he could not bear to disturb the sleep of Alia, but he also could not allow his wife to leave the obligation as a Muslim.

"Ragasy... wake up.." said Azam slowly while continuing to gently caress Alia's forehead.

Shortly afterwards Alia opened her eyes, but she did not immediately wake up because she still felt pain, her face even looks pale because it still endured the pain in the female part.

"Yes..."

"Wake up, I have prepared warm water for you to take a bath, we pray Fajr together" said Azam.

Alia was just speechless, in her heart feeling very happy to get such treatment from her husband. Actually, she still wanted to sleep for a while longer, but she felt bad because her husband had woken up and even made warm water for her to take a bath.

"You don't have to bother Mas, after all I should have woken up first" said Alia.

"It's okay, you're still sick anyway, so let me help you" Azam replied.

Alia still finds it difficult to walk, so Azam helps her get up and walk to the bathroom. Without lingering any longer, Alia immediately took a junub bath and took ablution water.

After that he returned to his room, Azam was waiting for Alia to become a priest in the Fajr prayer this time.

Alia rushed to use her mukena and became a makmum for Azam. The two of them performed the dawn prayer together very solemnly.

After finishing the prayer, as usual Alia kissed Azam's hand and Azam kissed Alia's forehead.