Behind the Eyes of INDIGO
A meaningful message

After starting his car, Azam slowly started driving and left the courtyard of the mosque next to his house. Alia was still standing at the door and looking at the departure of the car.

On the way, Azam continued to pray for the safety of all those who had good intentions to make pilgrimages, she also kept thinking about how Alia was doing which she had to live alone in the house without anyone else being able to understand about her circumstances.

After traveling for approximately 9 hours finally Azam and his students arrived at the daycare, but their journey was still far, and still, they had to walk up the hill for two kilometers to get to a tomb that was headed.

At about six in the afternoon they had just finished and reached the daycare, before long they heard the voice of the Maghrib who began to roar. Azam also invited others to immediately pray congregation in the mosque which is located in the vast car park.

The car park area is very large, there are various facilities there such as mosques, restaurants, public toilets and even lodging. The place was like a big terminal, it was because there were so many people who came to make a pilgrimage to the tomb located on the mountain, so that the parking lot is also often used by people who come as a resting place and also a temporary stopover if they experience when coming down from the mountain.

Because the sky was getting dark, Azam decided to spend the night in that place along with other students.

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Meanwhile at home Alia just sat alone in the room, enjoying a quiet night without Azam accompanying her. At night Husna was always in her room because she was busy doing her college assignments, so she could not accompany Alia chatting or just a pleasantie.

That night, Alia continued to see a black creature that she thought disturbed the scene, Alia rushed to go to the kitchen and took a small scissors.

Somehow Alia immediately took the initiative to cut off some of her long hair. Alia quickly cut her own hair almost in half. Although she cut her hair long enough, but Alia's hair still looks long as her hair is very long.

After that he tied his hair neatly and placed it under the creature that had been showing itself to Alia.

I don't know what Alia thinks so she can easily cut her hair, but before she was very afraid if she would cut her hair, because usually she will have a high fever afterwards, because usually she will have a high fever afterwards, but this time his heart felt certain that it would never happen again

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The next day...

Fajri knocks on the door of the house passing by the side which goes straight to the living room, Alia and Husna immediately open the door and meet Fajri who keeps screaming in panic.

"What's the matter, Mba, you seem to be panicking?" ask Husna.

"Em it... Azam.." said Fajri with breath still panting.

"Mas Azam why Mba?" alia asked who immediately panicked when she heard Fajri say her husband's name.

"Tadi mas Fauzi said, he got word that Azam was in the hospital, he was in an accident" Fajri said quickly.

"Innaliki.."

"Innaliki.."

alia and Husna at the same time. As soon as Alia fell silent, she felt very surprised to hear the news about her husband, since yesterday she had indeed felt that there would be something bad going on, but as he remembered he had tried to avoid Azam from the bad thing.

Alia asked where Azam was being treated, then she quickly asked Husna to drive him to the hospital.

After traveling for about an hour, Husna and Alia arrived at the hospital where Azam was treated, he immediately looked into the room that had been notified by Fajri.

When she reached the room, Alia saw her husband lying helplessly with his head and right hand wrapped in bandages. He was also accompanied by a male santri sitting next to him.

Alia ran over to Azam and asked him what had happened.

"Ragasy. He even seemed to have no strength to talk, but still forced himself not to make Alia even more worried.

"Not papa how? obviously you're gini rich, you can still say no papa!" alia said in a high tone.

Husna tried to calm Alia down and asked the santri who was accompanying Azam, but the santri said he knew nothing and was suddenly told that Azam had an accident.

"Mas... You must be riding a motorcycle right?" asked Alia slowly.

Azam was silent, his facial features looked anxious and felt guilty for not being able to fulfill Alia's message.

"Mas! why silent? did I tell you, do you not believe me anymore!?" alia said a little hard to make Husna and the santri feel bad.

Husna quickly invited the santri to leave the room and gave time for Alia to talk to Azam.

"Sorry Mas, I don't mean to talk rudely to you" Alia's voice weakened, without tears dripping and wetting her cheeks, his heart felt sad and disappointed in Azam because he felt that Azam no longer believed in him.

"I came out first Mas" said Alia.

But Azam tried to stop Alia by pulling her hand so that Alia stopped her steps.

"I'm sorry if I let you down" Azam said.

Alia remained silent and turned her back to Azam. He actually could not bear to see Azam who was lying weak like that.

"I really can't see you getting angry with me like this, this morning I was really desperate" Azam explained.

Alia tried to wipe away her tears and turn around, she looked into her husband's eyes who looked really sorry for having let him down.

Alia was sitting on the chair beside Azam's bed. He clasped Azam's left hand tightly.

"Mas.I never wanted to ban or curb you, especially to make you think that I was too possessive with you, but yesterday I said it was because I had a reason and also a fear, and it turns out that now my fear is happening" said Alia who could not help but cry.

"I'm sorry for that..."

Azam continued to say sorry to Alia, but Alia said that Azam had done nothing wrong to her, he was only disappointed in himself for seeing the ugliness that was about to happen, but still can not stop it even though it has tried.

"So... When you felt bad yesterday it was because you knew something like this would happen?" ask Azam.

Alia just nodded her head, while Azam continued to hold Alia's hand tightly and tried to calm her down.

"Why don't you tell me the truth?" ask Azam again.

"Mas.I just don't want to say bad things or pray bad things happen to you, I also don't want to be counted ahead of destiny by saying things that don't necessarily happen, he said, it could be that what I see is wrong, and again the speech is the same as prayer, so I do not want to say that because I do not want to pray that it happens with you" explained Alia.