Behind the Eyes of INDIGO
What is this feeling?

Alia tried to get up from her seat and headed to the restroom to wash her face. After that he intends to return to the committee room where Mayra is sleeping there alone.

From a distance there was someone standing beside the door, Alia tried to approach him out of curiosity.

"Well, you're standing there!?"

Alia approached the man and it turned out to be Azam who was standing there, but when Alia came out was not aware of his existence because of hurry.

"You're off guard! what are you thinking?"

Azam spoke in a very soft tone, but his gaze remained straight forward as if he did not want to look at Alia.

"It's none of your business!"

Alia starts to get upset with Azam's words, she tries to walk into the room and leave Azam outside.

"This is yours?"

Alia suddenly stopped as Azam spoke while showing something on her right palm. Alia glanced, and it turned out that the thing Azam showed was a small shining white stone belonging to Alia.

"Where did you get that?"

Alia turned around and approached, she reached out her hand to pick up the stone that was on top of Azam's right palm, but she suddenly stopped because she remembered something.

"Why?"

Azam was astonished when he saw that Alia had not taken the stone in her hand. Alia then sat down on the chair next to the door. There are two chairs and a table in the middle.

Alia was silent, Azam then sat down on the chair next to her and was a table in the middle. Azam then put the stone on the table, and without talking Alia immediately took it.

"That's a relic from all of you, isn't it?"

Azam asked, but Alia was surprised to hear Azam's question.

"*How does he know? I don't even know rock**that's where it came from*!" Alia just muttered inwardly.

"What are you thinking so you can let your guard down like that?" ask Azam.

"It has nothing to do with you!"

"I already know everything, why do you still not want to talk?"

"If you know, then why ask! you're weird!"

Alia gets upset and wakes up from her seat and intends to enter the room, but Azam stops her again.

"Is it because of Irfan?"

Alia suddenly stopped, she turned around but was still speechless. He sat back down on the chair earlier and looked at Azam with an annoyed look.

"Come talking!"

Alia spoke very briefly, but from that word Azam already knew that Alia wanted to hear the explanation that Azam wanted to convey.

"I just don't want you why\-why!"

"Stop talking nonsense!"

"I know everything Irfan does to you!"

The atmosphere became very quiet after Azam spoke, because Alia was silent again, she looked at Azam and then threw away her gaze again.

For some reason Alia's heart ached, she also felt afraid of what Azam would say next, as if she did not want to know the truth.

"I just don't want to hear anymore"

"But when? you should know!"

Alia started to speak in a high tone, suddenly her tears started to drip, her chest hurt and her breathing was so tight. He finally realized that the thing he had been afraid of, which he had always thought of, was reality but still difficult to accept it.

"I'm sorry, I didn't intend to" Azam felt guilty when he saw Alia's tears begin to drip.

"I know, it's not a problem"

Alia sighed, trying to hold back the tears that were unwilling to stop to drip. Slowly he began wiping his tears with both hands, and Azam thrust a handkerchief at Alia. Without speaking Alia immediately took the handkerchief and used it to wipe her tears.

"Speak I'll hear"

Although Azam already knew everything, but he still wanted Alia to talk, so that Alia could share her sadness and make her heart feel more relieved.

Alia pondered for a moment, took a deep breath and then exhaled.

"You know, I used to make people that I like die, for years I lived with guilt I tried so hard to forget that until I finally met Irfan, Irfan, it was so different when I saw it. I know, many who advise, many remind, many also say that he is not a good person, I myself am even very aware of the influence. If I wanted to I could even get rid of it, but it wouldn't make any difference, because before Irfan used his abilities whether it was pellets or guna\-guna, I already liked him, he said, so it makes no difference to me. I think it's enough just that with me loving him, I'm even starting to get over Ardian \(former deceased lover\).

I was even so happy to be her best friend, until she told me about the person she loved, our friendship started to change, she started to antagonize me, even..."

Alia was unable to continue her words, her tears flowing back as she recalled the incident the other day, she still did not even believe that it was Irfan's doing.

"It's not all your fault"

Azam was disappointed when he heard the statement about Alia's true feelings, but he tried to remain calm, he also tried to calm Alia down, she said, he tried to touch Alia's head with his hands to cool Alia's mind.

Alia sat down, unable to hold back the tears that kept flowing, she even closed her eyes with a handkerchief given by Azam.

"*What is this feeling? why do I feel so calm when she puts her hand on my head like this*?" Alia opened her eyes and muttered inwardly.

"So about that influence?" azam asked as she pulled her hand back from above Alia's head.

"I know he's been pulling it, but I still feel the same way"

"And that's what makes you careless until it can be easily possessed!"

"I know I was wrong"

Azam was silent at Alia's humble reply, this was the first time he did not deny Azam's words, so Azam did not dare to speak anymore because he knew that Alia's heart and mind were in turmoil right now.

"Why are you quiet?" alia asked who was astonished when she saw Azam just silent, because usually she always answered what Alia said.

"For your heart and mind, let no one rule over you, and rest assured there are still people who love you more than you love him"

"Eh you haven't answered why the stone was in your hand!?"

Alia suddenly remembered about her question that Azam had not answered, but Azam's attitude became very nervous when Alia again asked that.

"You were the one who exasperated that thing?"

"You know that"

Alia again thought, she was dissatisfied with the answer given by Azam.

"But why is it that when he's missing the stone is directly in your hands?" Alia asked the same question again.

"He was actually interested in the stone"

"Oh, it's only fitting that he appears behind Mayra when Mayra holds the stone"

Meanwhile, from a distance Amar accidentally saw Alia and Azam who were sitting together in front of the committee room.

"*Maybe I can only keep this taste in my heart*" Amar said.