Behind the Eyes of INDIGO
The deep feeling

The next day Alia left school as usual, but from that day Alia had not left with Mayra again. Once passing the road where the accident occurred, Alia began to drive slowly. He looked to the left right hoping to see Mayra, but all his efforts were in vain.

Once at school Alia went straight into her class and sat on the bench as usual. Alia just fell silent and sat down by herself because Nida had not yet arrived at the classroom. In the front seat sat two classmates Alia who really likes to gossip. It just so happened that the distance of their seats with Alia was not far away so Alia could hear what they were talking about.

"*Duh the Mayra pity yah*" said one of the people sitting on his stool.

"*Yes, anyways take off with all the girlfriends"

"Well, go out first,"

"It's a pity that the first time you want to go with a girlfriend even so apes*"

Alia was very upset when she heard the two friends talking about Mayra. His hands clenched on the table, his eyes staring intently at the wall clock that was on the blackboard in front of the class. Alia's gaze grew sharper as they did not stop talking about her recently deceased best friend.

Lkraaaang!!!

Suddenly the wall clock that was in front of the class fell to the floor and broke. Some of his glass shards fell right in front of the two people who were gossiping about it.

"Astaghfirullah why did it suddenly fall like this?" yell at one of them.

"How come I get goosebumps well, don't\-don't." replied the other.

The two of them were only able to remain silent when the clock fell and became frightened. Alia stood up and started walking towards the two of them with a sharp gaze as she still felt angry.

"Well, if you say that, his mouth is guarded!"

"I'm sorry, Alia, we didn't mean it"

The two of them were stammering and grew even more frightened as Alia approached them.

After speaking, Alia passed and sat back on her stool. Meanwhile, from the front of the class, Azam accidentally saw the incident and was very sure that the clock fell because of Alia.

"*Something seems to have guided you*" Azam muttered in his heart and entered his class right next to Alia's.

"Astaghfirullah what is this why it broke like this?"

Nida arrives at the class and is shocked to see the broken glass from the wall clock in her class, she looks towards Alia but Alia is silent. Eventually, the two men finally tell Nida that the clock is falling on its own. The three of them immediately cleaned up the shards because soon the bell in class would ring.

Sure enough, shortly after they finished cleaning the shards the bell entered the class also rang. Nida then sat on her stool next to Alia.

"Eh Amar hasn't come yet"

Nida was surprised when the class president had not yet entered the class when the bell rang.

"At least to the teacher's room first, he will usually every morning to slap into the teacher's room" Alia replied casually.

Shortly thereafter Amar entered the class and told all his classmates that today all students of class XII only given an assignment because the teacher was in a meeting and could not teach directly.

Two hours passed and many of the students were done with their assignments, they started to fuss, some were talking to themselves and some were playing, some were playing, there are also those who force to leave class and go to the cafeteria but Amar forbid because it has not entered a break.

"*We continue to do in class, the task is also finished*!" said one of Amar's classmates.

"*Yes at least if you want to go to the cafeteria wait for a break, it's not good with other class children*" replied Amar.

Alia was only silent when she saw all of them noisily, she did not care about the things around her at all. Finally, Amar managed to convince his friend not to leave the class before the break. Amar was still standing in front of the door to keep his classmates from leaving without permission.

"Udah rich security guards are you Amar!"

Azam approached Amar who was guarding the door, smiling at the behavior of his best friend who was very obedient to the school rules.

"Yes, they're ending on their way out"

"His job is done?"

"Already"

"How about we pray together?"

"Maybe, I'll tell all my classmates"

Amar immediately entered and gave an announcement to hold a prayer together with the next class.

"Good idea! than we do things that aren't clear"

Alia finally spoke after a long period of silence, she began to ask her friend to prepare a place. They all work together to arrange half the bench in the classroom to get a looser space on the back and can be used to pray together, they also do not forget to sweep the floor first so as not to get dirty when in use to sit.

Shortly after Azam arrives with all his classmates, they sit together with Alia's classmate at the back of the class. They sat on the floor in rows and faced each other.

Amar asked Azam to lead them to read Yasin's letter and forwarded it with do'a tahlilan. All these prayers are intended to pray for the newly deceased Mayra to be calmer.

No need to book Yasin or tahlil, because one of the conditions in order to enter and attend school in MA Ma'arif is to memorize Yasin's letter and tahlil reading, so they all must have memorized and no need to look at the book anymore.

Azam began his prayer by reading alphatiah first and then continued by reading Yasin's letter. Unknowingly Alia began to glance at Azam and smiling at Azam who was leading the prayer, she began to feel amazed to see Azam who read the prayer very eloquently.

Nida touched Alia's hand and made her startled, Alia immediately drew her gaze and lowered her head, afraid that someone else would notice her attitude.

"*New first time I saw him without hate*" Alia muttered inwardly.

But Amar realized Alia's gaze and tried to pull away, he still could not shake the feeling that was in his heart. The feeling was so deep, he had already felt it when he first met Alia, he also felt very happy because it had been almost three years since he could have one class with Alia, Amar really does not dare to express his feelings, even more so when he realizes that his best friend Azam also has the same feelings for Alia even though he never said it directly, even though he did not say it directly, but Amar could realize just by looking at Azam's gaze on Alia.

Amar is very loyal to his best friend, he is also very respectful and admiring, so he also has no intention to compete with Azam, therefore Amar decided to be more silent and save the feeling.

All the students were focused on praying, hoping that Mayra's soul could be calm in nature.