Being late in love
Weddings

"How are the witnesses?? Sah??" ask pengendulu after saying our marriage contract..

"saaaaahhh" replied the invited guests in unison.

Yes, today is my wedding day, the day that I have legitimately become a wife who will serve a husband for life, huh? A lifetime?? Haha, even if this marriage reaches the end of my age, my mind. Because of the fact that we married because we had to, because of the matchmaking of our parents who made promises in the white-gray period.

It is unfortunate that I cannot choose my own soul mate, because I am a child who obeys parents, who will always obey what my parents say, including not to know the name of dating, and I followed them because I thought that it would also be a waste of time and a waste of time.

I still remember that time my parents, especially my mother who always kept me waiting so that I would always take care of my marwah, so that I did not approach or play with the name of dating..

When I was 12 years old, I just finished Elementary School in one of the Schools in my City. Mother gave me guidance which I felt was indeed a form of affection considering that I was about to enter First Middle School.

"Hana...kamu have started teenagers, I know you must have known the attraction with the opposite sex, may not if the mother asks you not to date? You should focus on your school," my mom started the conversation.

"yes ma'am, Hana understands, but why do you know Hana is getting attracted to men?" I asked him again by linking my brow ledua, in my heart I said "was serious, I know my thoughts,"

My mother only smiled, but she immediately replied with her wise words.

"Son, mother was also once young," with her smile that warmed my heart. "Mother just does not want the child of the most dear mother is the wrong way, when our minds are no longer focused on studying, then there will be a lot of setbacks that we experience" he continued. Then she hugged my shoulder and said, "Isn't Islam also against dating? I just want my son to be able to date after marriage, not in school, because your age is still unstable think dear" then he pinched both of my cheeks.

"iya Hana's mother understands" I replied as I returned Mom's embrace.

For a child of my age that can indeed be said to be unstable, and I have also been said to be puberty because I have had my first menstruation, she said, I also at least understand the rules in my religion, one of which requires closing the aurat for girls who are already puberty.

And now that I understood what my mother said at the time, she gave me advice, not only because she loved me, but because she had also betrothed me to her best friend's son.

I will never regret this decision, I also want to be a devoted son to my mother, as well as my father.

I also want to be an example of tauladan for my sister I love Lida the most, she's a little bad, or naughty child in my opinion.

I am currently married at the age of 23, the age that is said to be quite mature for married women, and my husband is 5th adrift of me, his name is Mas Surya. What a beautiful name I think.

I feel our names match, Farhanah Almeera and Surya Dinata...

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Tired, that was how I felt after a long time we stood up against the ceaseless invited guests. I saw my husband, I looked at him, but whether intentionally or unintentionally, he never looked back at me.

Hey, I know this can be said forced marriage, but what's wrong with acting pretentious with me here, right now, not only you are forced, but me too. At least pretend you are happy a little, show your smile for me, I continue to deepen while looking at his face, I also frown my forehead as if not believe the man beside me is successfully irritated me.

But it's okay, I'm now his wife, I'll do anything for you to look at me, even I'll make you fall in love with me, that's my promise. Well, even if I say it in my heart, but I will always try to get his attention.

After the show was over, we went back to our room, the bridal room, it was really very romantic, uhhhh... In the dominance of pink and white, plus sprinkling red rose petals on a pink bed, I was amazed to see it, he said,

"Well, mas, beautiful room, sprinkles of flowers to make the room so fragrant, very romantic, people who decorate this room must have a very perfect imagination" I began to open the conversation.

"Okay, oh yeah, we're married because in a mate, I don't feel like you, either, so don't expect me to have a heart for you," Mas Surya spoke in a flat tone by not looking at me one bit.

"But is there no intention of having a heart for me?" I asked him what was wrong in my heart after he said that. "Try me, even if it's a little, Hana doesn't really matter if you have to wait until you have a heart for Hana," that's my hope, although I think a little longer can make her fall in love with me, she said, but I wish there was a miracle that God would change his heart to love me..

"Let's know, I still have people I like, and you also know that I still have a lover who let me marry you because of our parents' matchmaking. So for you I emphasize once again don't expect too much of me,"

"Well, if you want to, Hannah will understand. But now Hana has become a wife mas, and let Hana be a wife who fulfills all the obligations and needs of the mas, because Hana mas wife, it is okay if the mas have not been in love with Hana, Hana will try to make love with Hana."

seriate..