Being late in love
Recur
It's been a week since Rizal proposed to me, but until now he hasn't called me, what's wrong? why did he suddenly disappear?
Honestly, this week has opened my eyes, making my heart feel what it is to fall in love with him who managed to make my feelings for Surya weaken.
Well, at this time you could say my heart has been free from my feelings with Mas Surya. I just hope they can live decent lives, no fights. I pray that their household will be adem ayem...
This is why again hp mas Rizal I call not in lift-up? For a long time I had sprained, he had not come to the cafe for a week. I don't know where the house is, is he sick or what?
I walked back and forth in the living room of my house, confused what should I make? I chatted him but not in reply. I decided to go to the cafe.
Even in the cafe I can not calm down, repeatedly I always check my phone, where know he has a chat, apparently no loh, no loh,
Haha... I'm such a fool like this, is he just playing me? Apparently my anxiety was seen by Lisa.
"Bak why the hell is pacing back and forth like ironing," Lisa asked me.
"I'm waiting for Rizal, but he hasn't been here for a week, he hasn't been here either."
"Oh yes mbak, I forgot to say, when the arrival of the guest last Monday, Mr. Rizal no dateng, he said he wanted to nyamperin Mbak room, but just a moment he had gone again." Lisa padakum
"What's? so she has a date?"
I was confused.
Did he hear my conversation with Surya? Did he misunderstand? Ahahahaa...
I went to the park where we first met. I smiled considering how easy the introduction was, sitting on the bench I had once stopped with him, playing the music I had played as he reprimanded me..
After a long time there was no sign of him coming, then I went to return to the cafe until I finally found the figure that I had longed for all this time. But, I carefully noticed that there was a woman with him.
DEG....
This situation, the situation that I had experienced when I saw Mas Surya with another woman, now I also feel it again when I see Rizal.
I almost shed my tears, I took off the ring she gave me, and I walked over to her.
"Hey, haven't seen you in a long time, how are you?"
Suddenly she was surprised to see me, The woman beside her was reluctant to see me, so I immediately gave her the green-eyed ring.
"It's a mas, there's a tidbit, said Mas evil."
I looked at him and was countered with a bead look of his pitch-black eyes.
"If you excuse me, then Mas..."
I walked away leaving him confused looking at me. I couldn't stand it if I had to look back, so I sped up my way to the car.
Inside car.
So heavy are the trials that You gave, O God, after Mas Surya and now Rizal, is indeed the destiny of my love always toying with my feelings? I'm shattered.