Being late in love
Nyutt's....
"Did Mama indirectly want Iren separated from Mas Surya Ma??"
I looked at Mama, I ventured to look at her bead, she who had seen me sharp now turned away from me.
"Is Iren right ma? Iren has made a mistake, and Iren has repented not to do anything stupid again Ma, but no one believes Iren's mistake yesterday is unforgivable. Iren is wrong, but is there no second chance for Iren? Iren also wants to be Mama's daughter-in-law, Iren has been dating Surya for 8 years, but suddenly he married Hana,"
My words stopped, I sobbed, tight in my chest I spilled in front of Mama.
"I can't forgive you yet, while my daughter-in-law's heart still hurts because of you. You never know what it's like in honey." Answer Mama cynically.
"Indeed Iren when papa Iren asked Mas Surya to marry Iren, Iren did not stop him. Iren should have let papa die in a sad state. Sorry Iren Ma, Iren will do the best to make Hana back to be Mama's daughter-in-law. Assalamualaikum."
I hurried to leave the residence without waiting for Mama to return my greetings.
I ran with tears I couldn't stand. I don't know where I'm headed, I don't know.
Is this pain not to trust people? Moreover, not trusted by her own husband and mother-in-law?
I continued down the streets of the city, following the footsteps that were going somewhere to take me away. The reverberating Adhan signifies that I must immediately carry out the orders of the Khalik.
After this incident, I just want to change into a better person, if no one believes in me, may God forgive me.
Finished performing the Dzuhur sholah in one of the mosques, I prayed to the Creator, asking for His forgiveness, may I be able to do what my Mama-in-law wants. If I have to give in, then I have to do it for the happiness of those around me.
Shortly after I finished, I got a call from Mas Surya, he looked for me where but did not find me.
"I'm looking for some fresh air, Mas, I'm not going anywhere. I'm just gonna be a little walk."
Surya:"Why didn't you tell me?"
"I'm in a hurry, so don't tell you."
"Yes,"
Tuuu....
The phone call was cut off. I'll book a taxi to go home soon. I don't want Mas Surya waiting for me.
Arriving home...
"Assynoltom..."
"Waalaikum greetings... Where the hell is it? why so long?"
"The name is also the streets of Mas, yes sorry I was long, because it was jammed earlier."
"Where were you really?
"To the city park.."
I went straight to the kitchen to cook. I don't want Mas Surya to ask too much. suddenly Nyut...why does my stomach hurt huh?
Ah...is it gone? May not have recovered time yes, also a month.
While I was cooking, I thought about whether I could use that 5% chance? I wish God would trust me to get pregnant again. But I don't want to be grandiose, I'm resigned now with all His provisions. I stroked my stomach and said, "May a virtuous child be born from my womb, even if life is at stake."
Amiii.......
️ Unfortunately author....does anyone still want to bully Iren? Can anyone not believe Iren's changed?