Being late in love
changes
"Give Me time.. "
I walked into the room, could no longer bear the sorrow of my heart, I poured out all the worries of my heart. Adzan magrib also reverberated, with a tricked step I headed to the bathroom to take ablution.
I offer the Khalik do'a for all my troubles..
"o Allah, so much the trials that You gave, I could not bear all this, even my marriage age had just moved 6 months. O God, I beg you, open the door of my husband's heart to receive me as his wife... "
I was crying so much. I shed all my tears. Until the time of Isya arrived and then I immediately continued praying Isya.
I don't know what he's doing in his room because we've been sleeping apart all this time. Since he was home, I rushed to the kitchen to prepare dinner. When I finished I called him for dinner.
"Mas, let's eat. "take me and knock on the door.
"iya2. "he opened the door of his room and headed for the kitchen.
"For our separation issue, Hana had already thought about it, "I said starting the conversation
"So what's your decision? "
"Hana's ready to split up, but Hana has a request.. "
"What's? " Sury is staring at me
"We will remain separated, but after 6 months later, Hana only asked for 6 months to allow Hana to be a wife mas, and mas also tried to be Hana's husband, Hana, for the next 6 months we will be husband and wife like most people." I solemnly asked.
"For what? I don't love you, I can't accept you being my wife, even if we get married because of an arranged marriage. Before my parents also knew that I already had a boyfriend, but they still forced their will to marry you, "He spoke with a high tone
"Please, give Hana a chance, this time. Let Hana be your wife for the next 6 months. " I said it in a very soft tone
"Well, I'll give you one chance, but if I can't love you in the end we'll have to stay apart. " The answer is firm
"Thank you for giving Hana a chance."
In my heart I pray, O God, hopefully this is the path that You give for my relationship with Surya. Amynn..
In the morning I eagerly prepare breakfast for my husband, his favorite food, fried rice eggplok.
"Bag darling.. "
"Morning..What are you cooking? "
"This is Mas' favorite fried rice, "
"Thank you, "he smiled at me. So sweet..
After breakfast, she drove to the office in her car, before leaving I told her I would visit my parents' house, she agreed.
After berberes home, I rushed to Mother's house before I headed to the cafe.
when I got home, my mother saw a quiet house, apparently no one was home, so I went straight to the cafe.
before arriving at the cafe I passed through a very beautiful park, I slow down my car. I found a parking space and I parked my car. Then I walked around this park, what a beautiful sight I thought, plus my heart was happy and happy after last night. I saw an empty park bench, I immediately walked towards the park bench and sat leaning back while listening to my favorite music.
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