Being late in love
I'm begging...
Iren:"What if this lump is handled now I can still get pregnant again doc?"
Doctor:"mmmmm.sorry ma'am, with a heavy heart I said no, because of course this operation will affect the mother's reproductive organs."
Iren:"Then I'll keep this baby."
Doctor:"But ma'am.."
Iren:"Sorry doc, I've made a decision, I will keep this baby."
After hearing my words, the doctor could say nothing more. The doctor can only say if anything happens please contact him immediately. I nodded and left the doctor's office.
Arriving at home I did not want to think about it, so I busy myself to just pack the house, clean the garden and others until the afternoon arrived when Mas Surya entered our residence.
That night I invited Surya to talk seriously, and he agreed to my invitation.
Iren:"Mas, if I had left you first, would you have been sad?"
Surya:"What do you mean?"
Iren:"No, I'm just asking, and if I leave later, I'm sincere if you come back with Hana."
Surya:"What are you talking about?
Iren:"I understand you love Hana so much, even after her marriage to Rizal, you're getting away from me. He already has someone else's mas,"
I saw Surya silently listening to my words.
Iren:"Mas, can you forgive me? I've admitted my mistake, and I've changed too. Can't you accept me from the beginning? I want us to start over."
Iren: "I beg you, do not be selfish mas, I am your wife, you have lost love for once, do not let later you also regret if you lose again mas,"
Finally my defense broke down as well, I cried while kneeling before him.
Iren:"That's bad you rated me mas? so you won't forgive me?"
Surya:"Wake up, what are you doing this, don't make it hard, I love you Ren, you're still my first love. Is it that bad I treat you?"
Iren:"I know I'm wrong, but I beg you to punish me like this, it's enough that God punishes me, you don't give me any more punishment, I can't afford it."
I cried sobbing in front of him, and so did he, and he pulled me into his arms,
Surya: "I'm sorry, I've been unfair to my wife, maybe this is also a reprimand for me, so please forgive me dear..I realize now what I did to Hana was wrong, do I have to apologize to her?"
Iren:"Yes, we have to, we have to really apologize to him. I don't want to leave a burden on this world mas..."
Surya:"Dear baby, mas too.."
Maybe Surya won't know about my illness, and I have to hide it for the sake of giving birth to a child for him.
Iren:"Mas, I have news for you.."
Mas Surya let go of his embrace and looked at me.
Surya:"What?"
I gave her a white envelope from the hospital in which was a letter I had positively conceived. Surya's face sparkled at the contents of the envelope, then he hugged me and kissed my head, and said thank you dearly.. I can only nod with a smile, but my mind is crying..