Being late in love
Same with Daddy Mom
I don't know where to start this conversation, I looked at my parents alternately..
"If you're not ready for the story, son, we're ready to wait.." Dad opened the conversation
You are very understanding parents to me, I can't if I have to hide this continuously from them.
"Well, Mom, Hana's sorry, if Hana can't make you happy" I said faltering
"You have a problem what son, let's tell mom and dad the same story" said Mother who sounded worried.
"Mom, actually." My words stopped, I looked at them, I saw their faithful faces waiting for me to speak. "Actually, Hana's marriage isn't happy ma'am," I cried sobbing back..
"Subhanallah...why son?" I was surprised to hear my words.
I told my father and mother everything, they listened carefully to every word I said. They shut their mouths and were surprised. Especially when my mom hears my story.
I told him everything that was not missed, starting from the attitude of Mas Surya who could not love me, when Mas Surya brought my honey home, and until I dreamed of getting guidance from God.
They can't speak. Mom hugged me and said, "it's all mom's fault well, I shouldn't have mapped them if you have to suffer like this." Mom was crying.
"Already ma'am, this is all God's will, we as His servants can only undergo sincerely every test given by Him. Don't complain, but we're looking for a way out, already, don't cry." I calmed Mom.
"So now what's your decision, son?" ask Mom to me.
"But you don't get the rights of your husband, son," I'm worried.
"Hana loves Mas Surya bu, Hana will try once again to make Mas Surya Fall in love with Hana, even though Mas Surya has another wife."
"True Hana said, divorce is halal, but not in the liking of God. We have to support Hana ma'am's decision, it's her domestic problem, but when she can't do it again then we will act" said the wise father.
"Let Hana try it again ma'am, just once again give Hana a chance to fix Hana's household." I begged Mom
"We have to tell the family well." said the mother to the father.
"Don't ma'am, let Hana explain to papa and mama, Hana does not want to until Surya is embarrassed. This is the disgrace of our family, as much as possible Hana wants to take care of him.
"you are the son and wife that Solehah son, the proud mother of you. If you knew your husband's nature wasn't as good as his parents', then I wouldn't have married you that one." Mom still feels sad.
"Here you are, ma'am, don't complain, we just have to try and pray'a ask to be given a way out." said Dad, "keep on doing what your dreams are like?" dad asked again.
"Either, one day God will show His way. But maybe not now."
I smiled at them, I was so grateful to be able to share with them, to let go of the burden I had been carrying all this time. Apparently it was almost late at night, so we went back into the house to rest immediately.
Once again I calmed my mother down and assured her that I was okay. I have to be strong. Then I went back into my room to pray Isya.