Being late in love
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At once also mas Surya was silent to my speech. I just hope he understands the situation. There's more to him than I do, and there's more I need, but not him but Rizal.
With his gloomy face he said goodbye to me and mom's dad. I just let out a heavy sigh after Surya left.
"Mother salute you son." said the mother disperse my reverie
"Why mom?"
"You can be this mature. And I'm so proud of you, you prefer not to hurt others, you deserve to be happy dear."
My mother hugged me, and my father looked at me with a smile. It feels so relieved my feelings. Having parents who continue to support me.
"Yes mom..Hana has chosen Rizal as Hana's husband, so Hana will love him until death do us part.."
I drowned in my mother's arms, I enjoyed every smell of my mother's body, because after marriage I would come with my husband to his house. My experience yesterday let it be a lesson for me to be more mature in attitude.
H-3
The house is crowded with families who come from far away. Even the people from WO have started to organize my house.
We will have a wedding in the house, and our reception will be held outdoors. We deliberately held events at home and not in the building. Mother said to save costs, not because the father and mother are stingy, according to them, if the event is held at home, then the family will be intertwined intensely, different if the wedding is in the building. I just follow what my mom says. And well it is true, the atmosphere is very crowded and the atmosphere of successful family is beautifully intertwined.
H-2
Today my schedule is to wear Innai in hands and feet, I am really nervous, not felt tomorrow I will do the Khataman event before the day of ijab qabul with some people as my companion.
The word that paints my name is that this color is dark red means she is still a virgin, but if it fades means she is not a virgin. I just smiled at her words. I didn't take seriously what he said. After my painting dried up I washed it into the bathroom, and taraaa.. it was beautiful with a deep red and dark color, ahaha. I laughed myself considering the words of the brother. obviously the color is like this, I'm still a virgin..
hehe...
H-1
Tonight I am Khataman, finished reciting the holy verses I gathered in front of my parents. For the second time I begged their blessing so that they would always pray for me. Although the first one is no such event.
Mother cried hugging me, many messages she delivered, including my household to heaven..
amiinn...
Then I asked my father for his blessing, my father was no less excited than my mother, even more tears than my father. Perhaps given my household's failures, so making my father a little sad and shaken, might also make him afraid to let go of me marrying the man of my choice.
Tonight was full of cries, each of my brothers let alone the elders gave marriage suppositions. Not to forget they also give tips the first night. It's embarrassing me to death.