Being late in love
Going back?
When I got to the cafe, I went straight to my office, before the door was knocked and Lisa came in saying that the person who was looking for me had come, I told her to meet me here.
Tocktails...
"Now..."
I did not turn my head because I was still checking the bookkeeping of the Cafe, he approached and immediately sat in the front seat of my desk. I was surprised by his arrival.
"Solar Mass? So you're the one who's looking for Hana?" I asked a little surprised.
"Yes, I'm looking for you for 3 days, I just found you here." He answered with his eyes not separated from me
"Why not go to Mom's house?"
"I don't have a face for Mom's house anymore, so I'm here looking for you. You're the owner of this cafe?"
"yes..."
"Why didn't you ever say that?"
"We've never been near Mas, so what's Hana's story for? Do you know where Hana owns the cafe?"
"From Lisa and from Mama"
"oh..."
For a long time we stayed in this room, each thinking about things that did not know what was thought..
"I'm here to apologize to you, Hana, for everything I've done. I'm evil, I'm stupid."
"It's over, it's all over."
"But it's too late to fall in love with you Hana, my feelings are present when you leave, the sense of it is starting to grow for you"
"Indeed you're late Mas, why now? Why did you divorce Hana? Hana is sad to know, Hana is still in love with Mas," I said softly
"I'm sorry I'm late to realize that Hana, I'm sorry."
"Mas, Hannah, I'm sorry, but no matter what the story is, we can't go back. We've split up, you've got Iren on your responsibility."
"The future with Iren is a small opportunity" he said weakly
"Why?" Ask me to wonder
"Because of yesterday's incident, Iren had damage to his uterus, so for us to have a child is very difficult.The chances are only 5%."
I tried to comfort her, encouraging her not to get drawn into grief. I understood Iren's feelings that it would be difficult to get offspring, because I am also a woman, let alone a beloved husband would definitely be disappointed by such a thing.
"Hana..." Call Mas Surya.
"Hmm??" I looked at him
"Are you still in love with me?"
"Why do you ask like that?
"Mas just wants to know how you feel right now." Answer is shrewd
"As usual Mas, Hana is still in love and love with Mas," I replied steadily.
"Then, do you want to go back the same?"
"Are you serious, sir?"
"Yes seriously. I'm starting to love you, I love you Hana.."
"Yes, Hana knows, but what about Iren?"
"Iren will divorce you if you want to go back with Mas,"
"Aren't you in love with Iren anymore?"
"Mas love but he can't give the same offspring mas,,"
"We can't go back, Mom.." Reply lirih.
"Can.." she replied quickly.
"How?" I became curious.
"You marry someone else first, after that divorce and then you come back the same Mas,"Solar's answer steady.
"But Iren?"
"Mas will divorce her if you want..."
Long time I thought what Mas Surya said, right he said with me marrying someone else and then getting divorced I could go back to him, I thought.
I saw a shadow at the door, but who? Ah maybe just passers-by I thought..