
Tonight, I can't forget how she sang so beautifully on the radio this afternoon. Singing songs with passion, until I didn't even realize I was shedding tears when I saw it from behind the studio glass.
Which I feel that she is very hurtful to her husband. Does your husband know how much he loves you? What a stupid man I think. Until finally I have an office business in the Surya office that I know he is Hana's husband. I saw him running with a bushel while crying and bumping into me, I helped him stand up and I took him away. Foolish with this cooperation I thought. If Surya can't look after his wife how can I trust him to run the business we're signing? my thinking.
I took Hana to the edge of the cliff where I used to calm myself from all the problems that exist. Seeking answers while looking at the environment. This place is indeed a lot of visitors, but in the afternoon, because from this we can see the sunset.
I told him to let go of all the burdens, so that the day would be empty.
"thank you, Zal" he said
"For?" I raised my eyebrows next door
"Everything.." she said softly.
"I should have done it for you,"
"I'm a married woman..."
"Stupid ain't going nowhere". He looked at me confused. "Never again will you cry, Your tears are precious to me, so never again will you cry."
"you're weird"
I just smiled in response to his words. Let him think of me as weird, but my feelings for him are nothing strange. L loved her. But there are limits I have to keep. She's someone's wife. For now I can only be his friend.
God..muse me for loving her? Was my feelings for her wrong? I do not want to love anyone's wife either, but please give your guidance, O God, I just hope that what I do does not violate religious norms, does not violate Your rules, make my love for her a test, and make it easy for me to pass this test of yours, O God..
You who know everything, if he is my soul mate, then protect my heart from the temptations of the devil who wants to plunge me, and I am sure You have a plan for me, If indeed he is my soul mate, then I am ready to wait for him, O God, I am ready." My inner self
I smile while looking at him. The sad face is back, I love to see that smile.
"Yet, why?"
"Father, it's been continued.."
"Are you in a hurry?"
"No, there was only a little work to sign the cooperation contract"
"What?! so you just left your job? for bringing me here?" ask him in wonder
"Yes, why?"
"How is this, you will surely lose big.."
"To keep his wife's heart he is not wise, especially in the safekeeping of this cooperation. I can't work with people like that, most of them hypocrites." I said firmly
I saw that he was just staring at me, maybe he was wondering why I knew a little bit about the problem. Suddenly my phone rang there was a call from Surya's secretary.
Sek: "Hello sir, we have waited 2 hours to sign a contract with the company Mr, did something happen with you so you have not arrived here?"
Rizal:"Tell Surya my company's cooperation contract with him is off. Thank you." I hung up on him...
I saw Hana just pensively looking at me, which I replied with a shoulder to shoulder
The Rizal POV END...