Deja Vu [ Lilian Ashley ]
Prologues

THE DARKNESS. That's all that's covering me right now.

Fear, sadness, and panic mixed into one. There was nothing in color, as if I were standing in an empty, pitch-black room. It was not as if anymore, but I was actually standing alone in the middle of darkness and emptiness! Where am I at? What the hell is going on?

The cold did not escape also present to increase the tempo of the heartbeat and managed to make my hair stand up.

"DON'T GO!"

The sound of screaming that echoed and was so loud it was clear that the owner of the voice was male.

I didn't even walk or move. Why is that person shouting that phrase? Is it not for me? But in this place there is only me.

"DON'T GO!"

That voice again. Who is the person he really commanded? Is it really on me? The longer I think about it, the more I tremble and fear.

I closed my ears with my hands, closed my eyes and hoped that this was all a dream. Yes, it's just a dream!

While trying to open his eyes, immediately appeared the presence of a man standing straight in front of me. Her expressionless pale face was staring at me fixedly.

Fearful. I really felt goosebumps when I returned his gaze. It felt like he wanted to quickly run down the ridge and get as far away from this foreign guy as possible. Will remain, why is this body resisting the will of my brain? I could not move and could only peek in staring at the person before me trembling.

Surprisingly, one hand of the guy stroked my cheek gently before saying, "Don't go, please."

That sentence was the same as the previous discordant scream I had heard. Apparently it was him who said that.

At the same time, I just realized that this eye pelukan has been wet without any feelings of sadness in staring at this guy. What's wrong with me? I couldn't recognize it at all, but it didn't feel foreign. Do we know each other?

The more I tried to remember it, the pain started to run through my head and maybe the memory capacity in my brain really got fuller until it almost exploded.

Suddenly this body feels pulled by something strong and fast, to make me away from the guy without my own control. I saw him getting away. The man began to shed tears and his hands outstretched, as if not willing with my departure. It's weird, it's incomprehensible.

Next at the same time, a half-burned photo sheet fell down slowly before me. Seen a picture of a girl smiling until finally vanished into the ashes by the fire.

I can't understand this incident. Moreover, I cannot control my own body at all. Please help anyone, please explain what really happened.

Suddenly I was shocked. This heart was like a stroke when a sensation of another dimensional gate opened and threw me without a cue. At the same time, without batting an eye, I could feel how a strong pull had moved me to a different location.

A gust of wind was present, both eyes became wide, ears began to hear that the whole world had been hysterically screaming and I finally realized that it was my own scream. I found this body that had fallen in the air and was on a journey that would soon fall from the steep height of the valley or it could be a ravine. A sudden shift like this is so incomprehensible to me using reason.

There was no distance between this body and the sky that was so dark, illuminated by the full moon. A cool breeze, but it does not give a calm effect at all. In my brain, am I going to die?

Instantly, the situation changed.

Panic enveloped as I tried to escape from the tangles of this rail. Then, the bell of the traffic fence has sounded which functions automatically to hold vehicles or pedestrians to pass through the rail. This indicates that the train will come in a few seconds. Meanwhile, from now on, I keep trying to pull the legs that have absolutely no results! I can't give up on this.

The roar of the spinning machine sound had been heard in my ears. A bright light now shines on me from the end of the rail. There began to be a shrill squeak and spark from the train wheel which meant that the driver had pulled the brake pedal to avoid the accident that would befall me.

Getting closer and closer until my eyes widened violently which might have almost slipped out of its sockets. When the mouth of the carriage kissed me a little more, this heart only wished for a very impossible salvation.

Again, everything suddenly changed.

A similar attraction had appeared again until I could see how the light of the train before me had completely changed.

Am I being shown in the face of various death factors?

Furthermore, my surroundings were filled with water with low levels of light. Drowning, I was literally falling in silence in the high water. The body feels heavy and does not refuse to float upwards to get oxygen. Now, I can only hold my breath to hold on a little longer.

The water was so cold and the body felt like a rock slowly descending towards the bottom of this water. It seemed so deep, I could feel the slowness of my body to touch the bottom and a little more start to run out of breath to survive in a fairly short awareness.

The moonlight that looks beautiful in the eyes begins to grow blurred until it disappears. My breathing had run out, I began to cough and it felt like my lungs were going to explode from not being able to pump my breathing anymore. The water pressure became more and more dizzy and very painful. That's all I can do at a time like this. The eyes feel heavy and consciousness begins to erode.

I don't know when my feelings started to feel relieved. Slowly my nose could catch my breath and after that I tried to wake up. My eyes began to focus to see the circumstances around who knew had changed. A change that feels very long, but is actually only a fraction of a second.

This leg began to step on a plain indicating that I was standing. Not just standing, but with the fire around me. Fire, yes fire! All over the eyes there was a dancing fire.

My reflexes went in search of a way out so as not to be roasted alive by the ferocious flames around. The ceiling began to collapse slightly, hot ash scattered, the floor I was treading felt began to heat up, smoke everywhere to make me cough and suffocate. It feels like the oxygen levels here are getting thinner and throttling my lungs.

I cried out for help and hoped that someone would come to save one life from the inhabitants of the earth. In the end I realized that this place was located upstairs. There was a path downstairs through the stairs that would be my first exit.

Not only had it started to step, the wooden ruins from above had fallen right next to me. Luckily, I was quick to avoid. However, I actually slipped through the broken guardrail, then plunged down in panic. The sea of fire will devour me in a moment. This time, I'm really going to die. However, there is no heat at all. I don't burn in a fire.

Again a change in conditions around me was present.

The eyes that were originally still staring at the burning ceiling, now turned into such a blurry sight. The hot air was replaced by the cold, the body that felt roasted had turned slightly wet.

It's really scary. Did I just witness some way of death so tragically? So, what's the benefit? Who exactly drew me into these different situations? Terrible, this is scary. I am no longer strong in the face of these ambiguous things.

My vision could not focus at all like before, like a piece of film that was being burned, then scorched in an instant. Then, there was the sound of splashes and water droplets everywhere.

There was a woman screaming near my ear. However, I did not have time to speak before my feet began to limp and lose balance. It was only realized that in my hand was holding a small umbrella marked with rain was falling. Not long ago this hand had let go of his grasp until finally my body was moistened by the rainwater. The head feels heavy and becomes deficient in balance.

Slowly everything turned dark until it dawned on me that all these strange events had stopped as I had waited from the beginning.

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