
The two went back silent without a word. There is no desire to keep talking. They were more interested in continuing to look at the figure before each of them. Treating the blue-inducing longing in their hearts.
Ella remembers what her mother said the day she saw Ardi on TV. About Ella who wants to pull out Ardi's body from the TV to just hug the man's body...Maybe Ella didn't really feel the urge.
But now when Ella finally comes face to face with Ardi. When he can see Ardi's body so real is in front of him. Ardi with all his charm and physical perfection.
Inevitably the crazy impulse stopped by Ella's brain as well. The urge to run and scatter and embrace Ardi's body. Buried his face in the chest of Ardi's field. Hugged him tightly and would not let go of the man again forever.
'I must be crazy! Why would I have such a horrible wild fantasy?' Ella panicked to realize what she had in mind.
Ardi laid out his irregular breathing, trying to calm his heart that felt too excited to beat. How can a Lazuardi Pradana lose control of his self-sobriety just by looking at the pretty face before him. Seems like impossible's.
But it's true. Ardi is already used to putting up a poker face, closing and suppressing all emotions and feelings. Ardi always put on a calm face without expression, as flat as possible in his daily life. So that others can not read and guess what he is thinking.
But what's going on now? He's lost controls. Ardi failed to control himself. Failing to keep his calm. Failing to suppress the feeling, vibration and arousal that seemed to fill the entire chest. Just because of a woman, Ella.
Looking at Ella's figure as close and as real as that, looking at her pretty face, looking at her red ripe lips. He made a desire to pull Ella's body, hold her and hold her tightly. Furthermore, Ardi even wanted to kiss the girl's soft lips that look very tempting with rose pink color.
'Damn, I might be crazy.' Apparently his single status for three years has damaged his brain. Maybe because it has been too long alone makes it difficult to suppress the desire for the pleasure of romance. Or is it all because of Ella?
Well, It's because of her. Because she was Ella the girl she always dreamed of and coveted. For the other girls, even for the perfect Cicillia Tang alone Ardi never felt this way.
The song by Bruno Mars, When I was Your man still continues to play melodious enliven the atmosphere in their private room. Entertaining Ella and Ardi who were still sitting together facing each other in the room. Busy playing with his mind and organize each other's hearts.
I hope he buys you flowers
I hope he holds your hand
Give you all his hours
When he has the chance
Take you to every party
Cause I remember how much you loved to dance
Do all the things I should have done
When I was your man
(*I hope he buys you flowers
I wish he held your hand
Give all his time to you
When he had a chance
Take you to every party
Because I remember how much you loved to dance
Doing all the things I should have done
When I was your lover)
Ardi frowned to hear and permeate every lyric of the song that was being sung melodiously. All the beautiful shadows and delusions in his brain suddenly collapsed instantly. As if defeated by the awareness of the reality that is happening. Realityking.
Ella had already chosen and decided to get into a relationship with another man. Ella is now happy with her new life and relationship. Along with the other guy, Roni.
With a sudden memory when Ella was with Roni at the party Mahes was back flashing in Ardi's head. Where Ella and Roni join hands and join together with the message. Feels very tight to the chest.
Well now Ardi can only hope the same as sung by Bruno Mars. That Roni will be able to make Ella happy, coloring Ella's days with laughter and jokes.
Doing what Ardi was supposed to do while he was still with Ella, while still his lover. Something Ardi should have done first, but he couldn't. Ardi could not make Ella happy, he even made Ella sad and cry.
"Congratulations, you are the same Roni now," said Ardi after being able to overcome all the turmoil in his chest. With the tone he made as flat as possible and put a poker face on his face to cover all his emotions. Though in fact his heart was broken for the sake of saying that sentence.
Ella was shocked to hear Ardi's words this time. All the beautiful and crazy fantasies that had intoxicated him earlier seemed to disappear instantly. Ella's body seemed to be thrown away just like that, violently from the beautiful dreamland to the reality. Realityking.
How does Ardi know about his relationship with Roni? How far does Ardi know? Ella was revived for the status of the Ardi sultanate. Of course it's not hard for Ardi to hire someone who can find out about him. Maybe even further to follow him. So Ardi already knows everything?
The one thing that took Ella a hit was not about Ardi stalking on her. But more because Ardi can say the sentence with a flat tone. The cold tone doesn't seem to care. Ardi seems to not mind at all that Ella is in a relationship with Roni.
Is Ardi not angry? Is Ardi not jealous? Where did the jealous Ardi go? Ardi who used to always be jealous of Roni? Ardi who always does not accept that Ella is alone with Roni.
Why doesn't Ardi even look sad or angry knowing he has been in a relationship with Roni, with another man? Does Ardi not love her anymore? Maybe there was no taste left for him in Ardi's heart. There is no hope for the two of them to get back together.
'Why? Why do you feel like you let me go? Why don't you fight to get us together again? Had enough. I don't want to hear anything from your mouth anymore.'
Is it because Ardi already has another woman next to him? Did Ardi already have a lover or even a wife by his side? A woman who has now reigned on the throne in the heart of Ardi. So that guy can just forget Ella?
Well three years have passed. Too long if you have to wait in uncertainty. And of course Ella also did not dare to expect a man of the class Ardi Pradana to be able to wait for himself for that long. Expect an uncertain relationship between the two of them.
'Have it been if that was what Ardi really wanted. I can what else? The only thing I can do is obey what you want. I will also stay away from you, will not wait and expect you again.' Ella finally decides to give up on her relationship with Ardi.
"Yes..." Ella replied after a long silence. It seemed unable to answer congratulations from Ardi with better words. It's too much heartache to just string words together.
The two fell silent again and created a gripping and uncomfortable atmosphere. Busy playing and speculating with his own thoughts. Think of all the possibilities that have occurred during these three years on each of them.
A few moments later there was a commotion outside their room. The voices of the man who seemed to want to barge in were faced with another voice trying to restrain him, preventing him from entering the room.
Not long after that the door of the room opened very roughly and thumped loudly. Two male figures entered their private room with both hands clashing against each other. It looks like half-fighting, and wrestling pushing each other.
A crowbar that was seen holding onto another man. Trying to prevent and restrain the man from being able to enter the room. While his opponent did not want to lose to continue to break into the room.
Ella's eyes widened and was very shocked as soon as she could clearly see the figure of the man who was wrestling with Linggar. Ella instantly recognized the face and figure of the man, a face that was very familiar to her, Roni?
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So sorry gaes, time to be alone and uwu ria with Ardi's gap is thinning. Sorry to destroy your hope.
Roni finally came to pick up Ella.
Hayo, Tim Roni where's the sound?
Or Tim Ardi would protest to the Author?
(Author smirks with a devilish smile) ๐
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