Doctor Ella Love Story
143. S2 - Do you love me?

Sometimes love has to be overrated

Because there is no logic in it

Love it properly

It can be a difficult thing.

Sometimes I am happy

Know you and share your love with you

But I rarely regret

Because I love you too much.

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"I'm sorry, mas Ardi." without Ella noticing the tears in the corner of her eye. The clear details fell unbearably. Too sad and heartbroken Ella feels.

"It's Ok..." Ardi approached Ella who was sitting on the floor. Taking a cross-legged seat was also right in front of the girl. He looked at the girl who now looked very sad. I don't want her to see Ella like that.

"Everything has happened and cannot be repeated." Ardi continued his words. Delivered slowly the top of Ella's head as an encouragement so that the girl does not grieve anymore.

Ella tried to wipe the tears that fell on her cheeks, trying to look tough. Trying to organize all his feelings also seemed mixed and nano nano, before finally coming to talk shed his complaints.

"Where have you disappeared, Mrs Ardi? Disappeared with no news at all... Three years, not a short time, ma'am. I didn't even know if you were alive or not. I don't know how you're doing, I don't know if you're married or not, you've got a girlfriend or not..."

"My life was full of doubt, obscurity and vacillating for three years..." Ella also uttered a scream of her heart. The reason for all the turmoil, the doubt on their relationship that seems without a definite hope.

"Why don't you even try to contact me? At least you can tell me about it. Tell me you're alive and well."

"You should also give me certainty about the continuation of our relationship. That you'll be back after three years. Then surely I will not hesitate and remain to faithfully wait for you back... All women need certainty, my friend. Who would want to be hung with obscurity? Who wants to wait for a shadow?"

"While it's clear on the other hand you can calm down there while waiting for me. Because you must have known what happened to me. You may feel safe because you know everything about me. About me who hasn't been in an official relationship with any man. I'm not married or engaged...."

"I know, you must have hired someone to spy on me right? Watching all my day? Crazy thing only a sultan like you can do." Ella expressed her suspicion that Ardi must have hired someone to stalk her daily activities.

"You're very selfish, ma'am..." Ella ended her heartbreak session very dramatically.

"I know, and I should make an apologize for that...I'm so Sorry, El. Please forgive me..." Ardi this time tried to apologize for all his mistakes during these three years on Ella.

(*I know and I should make an apology for that...I'm really sorry for you, El. Please forgive me.)

"I admit I was wrong to just disappear without giving you any news for three years. I was also wrong for not trying to meet you and give you certainty about our relationship. Anyone would be sad if they were treated like that. And I have some reasons for that."

(*And I have some reasons for that.)

"But I do all those things because I trust you so much, El... I believe your love for me is as great as my love for you. I believe you will always be faithful and in love with me. I believe that there will be nothing in your heart but me..."

"But I was wrong. You are tired in the end too to wait for me. You end up choosing another man to fill the void, filling the recesses of your heart." Ardi's facial expression was previously calm and the plate turned sad.

"I'm actually disappointed by your decision, completely disappointed in you for being unfaithful to me..." Ardi paused for a while and took a deep breath before continuing his words.

"But disappointment is nothing compared to how much my love for you has never changed until any moment. A love that allows me to accept you no matter how you are. It doesn't even matter what mistakes you make or even how badly you hurt me... I still love you"

"My love for you is bigger than anything else in this world."

(*my love for you is greater than anything in the world).

I forgot how to love you properly.

Not too much, nor is it lacking.

It is not good if something is done excessively, as well as to love someone. If it is too much, it will hurt if it is disappointed.

"Yes..." Ella raised her face which from just now was just looking straight ahead with a blank look. Ella finds Ardi's face right in front of her own. Real close.

Ella realized that the man was sitting in front of her. With a fairly close distance. Make Ella's face warm up and her heart rate back racing fast. Ella could not continue her words to protest or refute Ardi's words anymore.

"Now I'm just gonna make sure one thing's up with you, El...Are you still in love with me? Is there a little love in your heart for me?" Ardi asked directly to the point.

"Do you love me?"

(*Do you love me?)

What is this question? And why did Ardi ask him this? What does it mean try? Does Ardi want certainty from him? The certainty of what Ella felt for him?

How should Ella answer this question try? Should he be honest or not with his own feelings? Can he declare his love for a man while he is still the lover of another man? Can he be loved by two men at once? It's so greedy...

"I just want to know how you feel. To hell with your current relationship status. Fuck you already have a boyfriend or not." Said Ardi as if he knew Ella's doubts.

"I want you to say it, just as a limitation to me. I assume if you tell me how you feel, there is still hope for me. There's still something I can fight for you...And I won't hesitate to take you back to my side."

"Why do I have to ask again? Doesn't Ardi already know the answer? Can you see clearly?" Ella was helpless to answer.

"I want to hear it straight from your mouth..."

"Mmmm..." Ella hesitated to answer.

But for both men, it was as if Ardi and Ella felt that they were in heaven. The feeling of happiness in their chest seemed to create an illusion and the shadows of roses blooming around them. Creating a beautiful atmosphere that further adds to the pounding on their respective chests.

The dramatic atmosphere instantly dispersed instantly as the two were startled by a loud enough song that suddenly sounded.

Under my umbrella, ella, ella, uh, uh, uh

Under my umbrella, ella, ella, uh, uh, uh

Under my umbrella, ella, ella, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh-uh

And as if awakened from his beautiful dream Ella immediately took a cellphone from her bag sling that was sounding. Phone call from Shanti.

"Where are you? I know you don't meet everywhere!" Shanti immediately worried nyerocos.

"Ehmmm Sorry Shan, I left first. Just wanted if there's any important business." Ella was looking for a reason.

"What's up, El? You're not pa-pa? How is that?" Shanti is still suspicious.

"Yes, I'm fine. I go home first you don't have to worry anymore." Ella tried to convince her friend. "Eh, hopefully yes. Happy shopping," Ella hurriedly ended her phone call.

Ella Cusses inwardly because of Shanti who corrupts and disrupts their romantic mood. Directly enable silent mode for the phone so that there is no more interference.

Ardi was also mish-muh in the heart because of an unexpected disturbance just now. The instantaneous disturbance dissolved the romantic atmosphere and raked in blue with pink flowers all around them. It was dissolved by the Umbrella song from Rihanna that Ella used as her ring tone.

But Ardi became anxious also for the sake of hearing the song Ella used as her ring tone. What try? Surely the girl chose the song just because there were words in the song that resembled her own name. Umbrella, ella, ella. Simple is Ella's excuse. Funny and funny, is this girl's behavior?

"Sorry there was a disturbance, where did we say it?..." Ella asked awkwardly.

"Until you love me..."

"Do you still need to answer, Mom?"

"Yes, I want your answer."

Not yet Ella opened her mouth to answer a song back heard. This time it came from Ardi's phone which reads. Paradise song from ColdPlay which is Ardi's favorite song since long ago until now.

And dream of para-paradise

Para-paradise

Para-paradise

She'd dream of para-paradise

Para-paradise

Para-paradise

Aaaaaarrrgghhh!! Ardi immediately shouted in frustration and cursed blatantly because of this second disturbance. Especially when he saw Bambang who was calling him. Do you want to be fired, is this a child? Disturb at such a crucial time!

"Hello, what the hell is Mbang?" Ardi received the call with a murmuring tone.

"Sorry sir, the suit is fixed, right? That's what you took away. I want to pay." Bambang replied sounding a little frightened. Reminds Ardi who just ran away from the boutique with an unpaid suit.

"Yes, pay is hard."

"OKs. How will father go home? I'm picking you up or what?"

"Fvck you! You're a nuisance! I'll go home easy myself!" Ardi was getting more and more rampant because he was asked something that was not important.

"But sir..." Bambang protested, but Ardi did not listen. Ardi hung up his phone call and even turned off his phone so there was no more interference.

Though Bambang just want to remind that wallet, money, identity and all of Ardi's magic cards are currently he is carrying all. Ardi's got nothing now. Maybe not even bring a penny. How do you get home to your own boss?

Ella laughs amusedly at Ardi's reaction which is very upset due to the presence of two consecutive disturbances. Looking at that manyun face that was adorable and cute to look at.

Ardi's face looks very upset because of the disturbance that completely disperse their romantic atmosphere. But it is inevitable that these calls are because both Ella and Ardi who have fled arbitrarily and separated themselves from their respective groups. Sooner or later they will be found.

"So you still want to continue the talk?" Ella laughed lightly as she teased Ardi.

"So then...Just wake up the feels first..." Ardi insisted on continuing their talks.

The air went deep a few times. To get oxygen into his brain. To clear his mind and dispel his frustration. The two fingers of Ella in front of him. She saw the beautiful face of Ella who was so close to her own face.

It didn't take too long to bring back the quiver of love inside her chest. Reactivates a fast-paced, vibrant heart beat with an irregular rhythm.

"Just tell me what do you feel... Do you love me?" Ardi repeated the question again. With a little emphasis as if not wanting rejection.

(*Tell me how you feel... Do you love me?)

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Stopit! Stopit! Don't worry, wait for an answer from Ella

Duh actually the process of saying love is full of struggle. Many distractions and barrier crossbar blocking without knowing the situation 🤣

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