Doctor Ella Love Story
85. Life goes on (Ella)

I still breath, I still eat

And the sun is shines the same like it did yesterday

But there is no warm, no light

I feel empty Inside

(I'm still breathing, I can still eat

And the sun is still shining just like it did yesterday

But there was no warmth, no light

I felt a void inside me)

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Ella woke up early and performed her morning ritual. Later he added new activities in his daily morning schedule. Jogging around the housing complex, enough half an hour to forty-five minutes to sweat. Enjoying the fresh air in the morning and unexpectedly can effectively help relieve stress. Sport is good for your emotional control. Not every day also Ella jogging, only when the morning lecture schedule is empty. It is not possible also for maximum sports if he has a lecture schedule at six in the morning.

"What cooking?" Ella approached her mother in the kitchen after her jogging. Still dry by using his sport suit and certainly still smell dry.

"It still smells like it's food." Lilik protested Ella's ugly habits on this one. "Buying there and we're having breakfast together" he continued, driving Ella from her kitchen to the bathroom.

"Ok, ok." said Ella while plucking a slice of fried tempeh and directly eating it.

"These are very dirty doctors who don't wash their hands first." Once again Lilik protested.

"Gak papa ma, increase immunoglobulin for the immune system hehe body." Ella answered while walking casually to the bathroom.

"Basic can be bad. Immune goblins what try?" Lilik grumbled while continuing the process of cooking his breakfast menu.

He watched her daughter pass by carefully. Lilik was relieved to finally be able to see Ella coming back cheerful and smiling like that. Ella never told him anything. But as a mother, Lilik must have known that something was wrong with her daughter.

A few days ago Ella looked very gloomy, sad and pouted for a few days. Exactly after coming out for the condangan to Intan's marriage with Ardi. That night Ella somehow leaves with Ardi but returns home in a taxi. And after arriving home directly into his room, locked himself and did not want to go out of the room again until the next day.

He put food for his son in front of his room. Fear Ella was sick again like a few days before because she did not want to eat at all. And fortunately Ella was still willing to eat this time, she was still willing to take her food and finish it before further confining herself in the room.

And if Lilik's conjecture is correct, it's very likely that Ella's strange attitude must have something to do with Ardi. Are the two fighting? I don't think so. Lilik knows that neither Ella nor Ardi are the emotional and explosive types. Both of them were too mature to fight over trivial matters.

Or maybe the two boys decided to split up? This makes more sense. From the beginning, the relationship between the two has been complicated. Moreover, Mama Ardi who has openly rejected Ella as his ex. It was only natural that Ella would finally give up on the relationship. Lilik was also a little relieved by his son's decision. Why be the wife of the sultan if his life is not happy?

This way Lilik can only pray for his daughter. Hopefully Ella can quickly recover from her heartbreak and can find another substitute for love.

A few minutes later Ella had finished dressing up beautifully, ready to leave for her campus. Papa and Mama Ella are also ready with their uniform. The three of them gathered together at the dinner table for breakfast with them.

"What's the show today, El?" Papa Ella asked, making small talk.

"Lecture, Pa. Until noon I think continue to help his research Prof. Of May. Just got back from Abis ashar like that." Ella explained about her schedule today.

"You're doing research again?" ask Bowo astonishment. Ella does not usually add a schedule of activities on campus outside of her college hours. Since graduating and becoming a doctor Ella did prefer to stay at home or occasionally replace her friend to keep watch in the hospital or clinic. Charge time all looking for money role he said.

"Yes pa, help me. You know Ella could be an assistant professor. It's cool hehe." Ella answered while eating her breakfast menu.

"No professor-professoran. You are a daughter. So the specialist is already great. Don't be high" Bowo reminded his daughter. Somehow Bowo is also not so happy that Ella is too chasing the title and his career. Remembering that his daughter is still unmarried.

Bowo is also not happy if Ella is too busy and many activities outside her home. So that he could not control and monitor the existence of his daughter. Bowo did not want his daughter was wrong association or obscenity in his association with his friends.

Is Ella deliberately looking for busyness for now? Did something happen to her daughter? A few days ago Ella was indeed looking very sad and uninspired. Has Ella ended her relationship with Ardi? Well whatever has happened hopefully his daughter is strong and can survive.

"Yes, Pa. Just change dr. Sita who again umroh. So Ella just changed her position as an assistant prof. May for a while. For two weeks." Ella explained to him that his father was not worried.

"Jude, don't be too busy. Not good girls mostly wander outside the house." Bowo reminded his daughter once again.

"What a hell of a word papa, Ella's at home just like you're learning to cook." Mama Ella supports her father.

"Yes, boss, and boss." Ella smiled amusedly realizing that her parents were getting more and more considerate and protective of her. Maybe they both have realized the strangeness that happened to him since a few days ago. Perhaps they have realized the failure of his love relationship with Ardi. Ella was so grateful to have mom and dad who were so considerate of her. A family that always supports him under any circumstances, in joys and sorrows.

After breakfast, Ella decided to go to college first. The release of his favorite white swiff car and forwarded to campus A Uner. Once on campus Ella directly entered the lecture hall to attend a large class. Santi and Roni approached Ella as usual and they took positions just to the right and left of Ella's chair. Santi is Ella's new friend fellow PPDS interna. Both Uner graduates have also been known to Ella for a long time.

"Have you run your Journal, El?" Rony asked. A little worried Ella has not finished her task because some days Ella looks different and very sad like it. Maybe Ella's having a problem with Ardi. Maybe the two of them were in a fight and quarrel? But cook the? The feeling of Saturday yesterday at the wedding of Intan both present with his message. Make the envy of many people who see them, because the two look very harmonious to be together, beautiful and handsome.

"Udah donk" replied Ella lightly.

"Ella is diligent, which may not be finished." Santi snaps in defense of Ella.

"If it's normal, Ella must have run first. But it's like Ella's PMS again and not in the mood lately...Yeah, I'm afraid it's just as influential as her job." Roni explained her worries.

"If there's a problem you can tell me, El. Don't make Roni insensitive usually if the guy hehe." Santi offered his help with concern. Indeed these few days Ella looked a little different than usual, more gloomy of her aura.

"Of course you guys are what. Don't be so fucking lebih." Ella laughed at both of her themes which seemed to worry her.

Once again Ella feels lucky to have good, supportive friends and can be there when she needs help. She felt lucky to be surrounded by people who were kind to her.

The world is not over, indeed his relationship with Ardi is over. But Ella still has her own world. A world that can give him peace, support him, and become his next life goal.

Ella still has family, friends and ideals that she still wants to achieve. Make Ella can still be excited and smile and laugh to live her days even though there is still a sense of sadness and loss left.

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Breaking love? Broken heart?

Can cry?... Very conceivable.

Cry and wail until you are satisfied

Even until your tears dry up

But then forget it

Smile, laugh, and be happy

Remember there is a beautiful side to life

Remember that there are always family and friends ready

Remember there are many other things we can fight for in this world

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