Doctor Ella Love Story
153. S2 - Unilateral

The relationship between two people is not easy

Even though we know each other

Already matched each other

But that's not enough

They need to share the same dreams

They need to want the same things

_Nic & Mar_

(*They should share the same dream

They should want the same thing)

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This time Sari did not take Roni to a cafe or restaurant for their conversation. The girl asked Anterin to go home. Too tired, he said, wanting a sneak home and rest. Roni was just driving his car towards Sari's house.

Rumah Sari of course is the Hartanto residence that used to be occupied by Mahes lecture era. And of course Roni has already paved the route that must be taken to the house was out of his head.

A few minutes later they arrive at Hartanto's residence, Roni parking his car in the yard. Then you are welcome to sit in the living room, sitting on the sofa opposite the host.

"You lived alone here after Mahes returned to Banyu Harum's hometown?" Roni. Surely lonely also be sultan, this big house just live alone.

"Not by yourself. There will be a maid" replied Sari.

"Aren't you lonely? If you need to tell me who are you talking to?" Inevitably Roni felt kasian also with the life of Sari who seemed lonely. Are all sultans like this?

"Hmm.I think you're wrong. I often make calls and confide in my mother or mbak Laras. Speaking of ngalor ngidul same them. I also have a lot of friends to talk to. I'm not lonely..." Sari stopped her words for a moment.

"But as for Jun's problem, I really can't tell anyone else. Especially my family."

"Why is that? Shouldn't they be the ones who know and understand this most?" Roni curious.

"Because from the beginning our relationship was forced. My family is willing to accept Jun as well because they were forced to. Because I forced it. So if there's something like this... They will definitely not like Jun more. Maybe they won't even hesitate to ask me to cancel our engagement." Sari tried to explain her sitting.

"Si Jun seems to be like a man does not know that it's lucky, huh? I'm thankful your family wants to accept him, eh even now he who act as if wasting you. It's natural that they're mad at Jun." Roni came to a conclusion.

"Well, you got the points.the casharan is like that..." Sari confirms Roni's theory. "So how's Ron, you called him? She said something to you?" continues asking.

"It has. I exchanged messages with him. Well initially the nanyainn news first. It's as if there's no problem."

"Aren't you talking about me?"

"Yes, I'm nanyain. He also told me about your relationship. About him fighting for school again for the sake of standing up for you..."

"Huh classic reasons. So why did he change?"

"That's why I'll take the time to marry you too. Keep him answering...I think it's a little hard." Roni told me about the results of her conversation with Jun when she contacted him a few days ago.

"Much difficult? But it's not impossible, is it?" Sari was a little unhappy at Jun's reply.

"It looks like Jun is having some trouble there, Sar. But he doesn't want to tell me the same story. He just said there was something," Roni explained.

"But looking at Jun's nature, I still believe in him. He's not an easy man to turn to or cheat on, Sar."

"I'm tired, Ron. It felt like I was the only one struggling to survive while he just dodged and disappeared. Maybe I'm getting comfortable with him but maybe he's tired of me. I'm a fool blinded by love without even wanting to see the real situation. I should be able to think more realistically."

"Love cannot be forced. It will not be able to walk unilaterally. Both sides need to move together. They should share the same dream

They should want the same thing...Can't if I'm the only one who wants to but he doesn't." Sari explained so bitterly.

"Keep what you want?" Roni was completely confused as to how to react. Well it feels very tiring to fight for a relationship alone, unilaterally. And Roni knows the taste of it for three years. Dingy.

"I just want everything to go reasonably and simply. We are in a relationship like most other couples without thinking about status, wealth, possessions and all the other hassles." Sari's voice started to shake.

"Simple things are not in fact that simple to do." Roni added Sari's speech. As if to say his heart as well.

Sari nodded weakly approving of Roni's words, then fell silent. The two were silent for a long time looking at each other. A sense of sympathy and empathy began to grow in their hearts. Because of their similarity. We are both tired of fighting unilaterally.

I don't know why Roni felt sad and could not bear to also see Sari as messed up. It was as if Roni could also feel the sadness from the girl. Want it feels to hold tightly to his fingers just to give him strength and spirit. But of course Roni can't do it, not right.

"What's your relationship with Ella, Ron?" Suddenly Sari turns their conversation on Roni's relationship with Ella.

"Honestly, our relationship is just as messy. Unhealthy. I don't know why I've always been so unsettled, I can't find peace in our relationship. I always felt anxious and suspicious just in case he was playing behind me. If he turns and leaves me." Roni told her of her grief.

"Ella? It can't be!" Sari could not believe it.

"You know how he is? He doesn't love me, Sar. And I know that too... But I still feel that love is like war. It hurts, it's so bad to survive, but for some reason, I have to keep fighting."

"But what about Ella? Did he ever say that he wasn't comfortable with you?" Sari asked carefully. A very sensitive question, of course, concerns feelings. Inevitably Sari so remembered with some proverbs that he believed also the truth. But he clearly refused to do so, too.

'If the one you love does nothing to hold on to you, don't force yourself to keep trying to stay with him.

Don't force yourself to stick to something that isn't for you. Sometimes you have to let it go before it hurts more.'

"Ella has also started to change lately. It feels like there's something he's hiding from me. It drives me crazy, burns flames of jealousy and suspicion. I even hurt him a few times because of my jealousy..."

"Why is that? Don't you usually control yourself?" Sari knew that Roni was indeed a bit emotional. But there's no way this guy could have done anything to hurt Ella.

"I can't calm down because he's here. Ardi Pradana is here, and I'm sure you know it too." Roni took a breath for a moment to ease her emotions for mentioning Ardi's name.

"Mas Ardi? Not likely. He's been in Surabaya for a few months. But not once did he intend to see Ella." Sari also knew very well how busy Ardi was so that even the man did not have time to think about romance.

"Lip! That jerk had arranged a meeting between Ella and Ardi a few weeks ago." Roni finally told about their meeting and confrontation in the imperial restaurant.

"And after that incident somehow I always felt unsettled and suspicious of Ella. I suspect he met Ardi secretly behind me. I suspect they're still in touch." Roni ended his explanation.

"In love, we must know when to endure and when to let go. Don't force her to stay when she wants to go." Sari this time expressed an advice for Roni and at the same time for himself.

For a long time the two went back into silence and contemplated their respective fates. Until the housekeeper Sari came to the living room and served dishes to her guests. The middle-aged woman also handed Sari an unopened package.

"Non, there was a package for non Sari."

"Oh, Ok. Thank you bi Sri," Sari thanked him and the maid immediately resigned.

Sari observed the small package she received. Whatisthis? Feeling like you are not shopping or ordering something? Sari looked closely at the package and found the name Junaedi Eko Wahyudi from Jogja as the sender of the package. Jun? Jun sent him something?

In a hurry, Sari opened the package package because she was so curious. After successfully opening the package Sari found a small box there with a white paper that read something, a letter.

Sari quickly unfolded the paper and read aloud the contents of the letter written by Jun. A letter that contains such short writing...

Dear Sari, please,

Excuse me...I think that's the only word I deserve to say to you.

Thank ye...I have no gratitude for ever being a part of your life.

I love you...And whenever I still love you.

Be happy always there.

Because we can't be together anymore.

Jun

Sari's hand shook for the sake of reading the short letter. Slowly but surely the clear grains of tears also began to flow soaking her cheeks. The girl was crying in silence. But Sari was still trying to brace herself to open the box in her hand...

As soon as the box opened, he saw a ring. The ring is exactly the same shape as the ring finger. A ring with his name engraved on the inside. Their engagement ring that Jun was supposed to wear...

"Sar?..." Roni was completely confused to see Sari's reaction after opening the package. Near her the girl and take her a piece of paper from Sari's hand. Roni's eyes instantly widened and widened for the sake of reading the contents of the letter, even more so when he saw the ring in the box that Sari was still holding with her hands shaking.

"Jun returned her engagement ring. He even sent it through the package..." Sari could not continue her words. Too sick and too stifling to continue.

"Damn it! Jun Fuck!" Roni blatantly swore full of emotion representing Sari. Very upset and angry to see what had happened before him.

How could Jun possibly get that relief? Bidb* are you Jun! How could she break off her engagement to Sari so horribly? Why not well? And why should it be decided? What reason?

"Why? he's so hearty, Ron..." Sari could no longer stem the flood of her tears like a flood. Cries and tears poured down from his eyes, accompanying his body that trembled violently and unwillingly.

Unbearable. I don't know why Roni also felt so hurt to see Sari like that. Sad and broken at the same time broken heart into pieces must be felt by Sari. Roni took the ring box from Sari's hand and placed it on the table with her letter.

Then he somehow sits on the sofa next to Sari. And grabbed the body vibrate the girl. He held Sari's face to his chest and shoulders. He borrowed the girl a solid backrest to cry there. A shoulder to cry on.

Long enough Roni accompanied Sari until the girl calmed down and stopped her crying. Help him up to his room, and put him to bed before finally resigning from the Hartanto residence.

Can't be left like this. I have to act. At least if you have to separate Sari and Jun must finish well. Roni pulled out her phone and sent a message to the only person who could definitely help her at this moment. Maheshvara.

Ronny

Mas, is there time? I'd like to talk to you for a second.

While waiting for answers Mahes Roni walked to the yard of the house and took his car parked there, then drove his car home to the rented.

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When we are in a bad relationship, we are never forced to survive. Only the sense of ego, lust and desire do not want to lose us who force the situation. We have to be strong enough to say enough is enough.

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